3.25.2009

Scattered around

I feel very on focused with the amount of work and life that I am attempting to cram in to this mind of mine. Then you add on all the things I find interesting and would like to look further in to, when you are finished I am only lucid on parts of topics and the subjects are ran together.
I feel this is not a good thing but it is necessary for me to finish what I have started. Perhaps this is just the way I am use to learning. Now ones you add on the sinus bacterial infection, were my teeth feel as if they are being pushed out of my jaw and things become easily confused. All that aside and things are going how well I am unable to judge I guess with so much going on, but things are at least moving in the right direction which is always good.
Now on to some of the things that have caught my eye, government class was interesting I am reserving a 51% yes this is by the teachers standers a, “hopeless cause” that said he also found that most of the class is in the category. Due to the book being so much different from his lectures and notes we were all unable to understand the test that came from the book for midterm. So a subject that I understand fairly well I am failing at and will have to bust my ass to bring that up to at least a 75% to get a passing grade in the class.
I watch a video the other day about twitter, interesting to try and thing of what a twitter of a day in my life would be. I would most likely only make it to about 10 or 11 am and then forget or quit doing it but still a interesting thought.
I have also found something I would like to try for the older child science fair, a interesting concept of mini green house. (will have to look more information up).
The wife is very much pregnant and miserable, morning sickness and just general excitation. I feel bad there is not a single thing I can do for her, pregnancy is not fun.
The little one has become definite and likes to tell ya no at all turns, also not fun. She is learning words but at a very slow rate and shows little interest in using them out of frustration there is lots of crying during attempts of trying to tell you something or show you, none of this has been fun or easy on the rest of the house hold.
Due to the next trip to visit relatives and have a little get away, I have been doing nothing but home work or assignments for classes to try and get ahead for one fricking week end, it is sad to say but school is much harder when you try and get ahead then just doing things on time most of my classes you must finish all of a assignments in one week and then the next week is opened so you may move on. This is hard when you have finished it and the next is locked until the teacher checks the first one.
I was moving along real well and then I had my English teacher throw things off, he dropped a group assignment for the four day trip down state being due I the middle of this four days. So now I am unsure if this is going to be possible to be done and still go. (more looking in to needs to be done.)

3.10.2009

cryptic's 101

Due to the short amount of time that I have had as of late, you get this cryptic message for you up date.

I have see/herd of things that came to light that had been not only seen but satiated by me. There are still things to come that I have satiated in the past, you will see.
Some have seen the truth and have attempted to move on, much later then I would have thought.
No one listens when it may be a possible truth; hence no one listens to me.
Old habits are dying out slowly, but dying just the same.
Even with a new life growing all things around it seam to stand still.
School even thou having a week off, it made little to no difference. The mountain of work with no end in sight, things are staying consistent.
If for some reason you feel you must ask about one or any of these things you are more than welcome to ask just do not hold your breath for the answer, lack of time often makes answering questions suffer.