2.27.2006

Ok so I lied.

You would never guess what has come up very often as of late. Religion, yes I said it. Now I can say that I am not for the whole organization of it. But I can’t say I am against in people beveling in what they want. I take a semi neutral stand I guess. I my self believe in something, what they be I am not sure? I just don’t believe in the whole organization of churches being any religion. I am not beset one it comes to witch one I will pick on or nock a joke at.
But any way I was told by the repair guy here that I need to go to church so I could be saved or some shit like that. And then I was reading a post by another bloger about religion and stuff. Now that I am a little older and I guess a little wiser I try and stay off the topic.
Not for any particular reason just really don’t want to have people peach to me about how there religion is better. I guess I am tired of hearing the sales pitch.
I have driven by a few churches and was tempted to stop and go in, why you ask well no reason what so ever. I find it amusing to see people at church being all god worthy and no sooner leave and curse the ones name they are upholding. LOL now I am not say they all do but I have seen a few do so.
My self I think it is amassing what people will do in there lords name, blowing them self’s up so on. I my self cant take much heed in there is only one (sounds like highlander) HEHE. But each to there own I guess I would have to say. In what ever you may believe in.

The lack of updates/posts.

Well to tell you the truth really have not had the ambition to write. Not even hay I am still alive. Live is slow getting bills out of the way. The kid is back to school this week, she was up and ready to go this morning. I have lots of cleaning that did not get done the week she was off.

Sorry to all that would like a little more exciting things to read. Sorry did not have a weekend to talk about; come to think of it I don’t think that happens often around here. We are both bored out of are minds and have really no money to blow. So we play games with the kid. (Mario party 7).

That is all I got nothing, drawing a blank on words/thoughts/ideas.



Standing on a bucket trying to fuck it. HEHE

2.19.2006

dadada Fuck

I can’t say I want to go back in time. For the fact that I would end up making the same things happen. But wish I could have stepped back a few times and looked at the bigger picture. You know to look at all the possibilities of life. I guess was just too raped up in life to look at the over all picture of what life was and is.
I look back at the money I blew on dumb stuff and kick my self, the things I agreed to and kick my self. What I can’t fig rout right now is what and were I am spouse to be. Over all I feel lost and confused. I think at this point and time I am looking too hard for a direction I should move in.
In other news that cat goes in Tuesday.

And yes I have become a little more then amused with the hockey 04 game. Going to make a team up and if you would like to be put on this team yes I said you could be on the team all you have to do is give me first last name and height weight birth day and well need less to say what position you would like to play and I will make you a player on my team.
Well that I guess all there is for me.


FUCKING FLYS!


By the way you can email all that shit for hockey to Conceptzero@sbcglobal.net

2.18.2006

Someday

Ok so got to thinking about what chud had to post. I wrote like 2 pages on it and then deleted it. Why you ask, well it sounded like I was trying to make my self look like a fucking hero. So fuck it I will not post it. I am pretty sure I said what I wanted to in the comment so I will leave it at that. I don’t need to bore you with the details.
It is sad that I am most likely going to be alive to see the unions fall much like the wall that it has become.


Fuck I hate when I only have stories that bore the hell out of people. Some day I want to be cool and have really cool stories.

Someday I will right?

2.16.2006

Thanks to Chud

First blog you ever read?

Well technuley it was not a blog but just like one and that would be Joe C.site we all know and love it. The best and worst about blogging?The best thing would be the ablity to say what I want. The worst would be saying the wrong things, or having some one take them the wrong way. No I think not realy wanting to say all that is on my mind.

Who was the first person to comment on your blog?

well that would also be Joe C. It kinda sound sad but joe dose the most posting on my site now and from when it started.

If I re-named my blog I would call it ...

well I would have to say? Chuck’s larg life. No no that sound dume, I don’t think I would rename it I kinda like it how it is.

If my blog was a room it would look like ...

sad to say but it may look like jeffery dommers closet. HEHE no I guess it would look a lot like my desk, pretty close to a train hitting a bus full of people.

What has been your most popular blog entry?

dunno. Well it is kinda sad. There is only 3 posts with more then 6 comments on it. http://concetpzero31122.blogspot.com/2006/01/as-i-sit-and-listen-to-string-quartet.html#links. Would be it, sad but i think it had the best comments.

If my blog had a theme song it would be ...

NIN I want to fuck you like a aniumal. No I don’t realy know it kinda had a theme song but it did not have words. http://blueballfixed.ytmnd.com/. I just like how anyiong it was.

Five bloggers I would like to have over for dinner..

Well that is not realy a fare question, I am married (Peaj) to one and well the other eats over every now and agin(Joe). So I guess I would invite chud over seamed like it would be a intresting dinner. steph and garvin would make for a interesting dinner. And I think I would have james k over to reminisce about shitty high school. And well that is about all I can think of. I can’t say I really read all that many blogs.

Two bloggers you would like to set up on a blind date.

ok well I cant realy say I would want to set up any one. But if I had to I would pick to of the most openated people just to give them a hard time.

Somebody I wish had a blog?

well I cant think of any one off hand. But I think it might be cool to see some of the old group have a blog just so I could see what was going on in there life.

If you were only allowed to read one blog ever again, which blog would it be?

This question is kinda one sided. Would I be able to go to links off of this blog, or would I only be able to read this blog and not look at content? If I would look at the content I guess I would have to go with Joe . for the simple fact that we updates quite a bit.


Is there a fellow blogger you would like to snog / shag / do rude things to? Feel free to name names if you're game.
well there are a few, leveing out the one that I am married to.

Discover a blog. Link to a blog that you have recently found, or a blog you have been reading for a while and haven't blogrolled.

what's a blogroll? and why would i do it? Ok so I think I am going to have to go with chud with this one. What the hell is the guestion agin HEHE.

Tag five bloggers to complete this meme.hrmmm ok...

Peaj
Joe
amy
And who ever is the person that keeps coming to my site from Texas.

Ya and I am going to add james k just for kicks.

2.15.2006

Well it must be that time of the month

No I am not talking about my wife. It would seam in all the mess that has been are life for some time, we forgot to get the kitten spade. She has been walking around meowing with ass held high, what fun it is to tell the kid don’t pet her. And then not want to explain why.

Well calling around to see who would be a little easier on the bill. I find the vet we take the ferrets to and they happen to be the cheapest around. So I get to call them and set up an appointment with them. Now of cores it would not be as easy as just the spade we have to get her up to date with vaccines and all. Now are cat is indoor only. But still we have to do the shots that add 50 some dollars to the bill.

Now Peaj found this to be funny for the first hour or so, but after the first hours or so it was no longer so funny. Now we both love are kitten a lot she is a really cool cat but she absolutely has to be spade and soon. Here is to a speedy recovery for her.

In other news the kid had but yet another day off, due to a water mane brake at the school. Now of cores this will be two days this week that she has been home. She is feeling better but still is running a very low temp and now has gotten a nasty coiffing.
So let’s hope the meds will do her good and fast.

So we sit and watch the winter Olympics on the Canadian channel, which Kaylee is starting to like. And with that I leave you all, to start the cleaning of the kitchen.

2.13.2006

Just the clef notes




Week end kid gets temp Friday ( shitty )

Peaj's parents come over for dinner and cards.

Went to gamestop got Star Gate SG1 season 6 (cool) got NHL Hockey 04 for 6 bucks (good game)

Sunday got addicted to playing hockey.

struggle with kids temp most of the week end ( really shitty)

Monday kid stays home still had a temp Sunday. Kid did not have a temp till mommy came home ( really shitty all over again)

kid goes to doc and finds out she has a bacterial sinus infection.

Kid is in no way staying home and missing out on valentines day. ( daddy said so )




By the way happy valentines all hope it is good.....

2.09.2006

Hell Ya

Got to go and see the Wings take on the Predators!



My thanks goes out to Rob and Joe for making it possible for me to see the game live. It was great to see them stomp the Predators in to the ground 6 nothing.

Ride to the Joe - free (complements of JoeC)
price of tick - free (complements of Rob)
beer -free (bought my Joe)
Getting head from the chick next to you - priceless

Not only getting to see the game but have a inside joke well worth the trip

2.08.2006

Good day sir

Ok so during my brake of vacuuming under the bed. (Two cats and they love the under the bed and all) I have been looking for this dame song for a wile I don’t know the name or any thing. It has been played on TV shows a lot for a wile. Not being able to find, I looked at small Ville I know it was played there and got the sound track, not there so then I started looking at the other bands on the page for small Ville and well I still have not found it. But over all the music that I have found kinda sucks for example the transplants most of it is really bad screaming. And then I got some lifehouse they are not that bad but kinda slow for what I am looking for. I found one band Hot Action Cops they sound really cool kinda like bloodhound gane’ish. But can’t find them. I am just one big ball of pent up rage my head is killing me and I have appsolity no punitions what so ever right now. The ferrets have pissed me of and I have closed them in the kid’s room. Any way back to the vacuuming part the cats sleep under there all the time so it is hair central. Hard as I try I don’t think I can get all the hair up. But it looks much better in there right now.

Well life is life and I am sure sooner or later I will find that dame song. Till then I will have to experience some new music along the way.

You loose you get nothing good day sir!

2.07.2006

Well it has taken me 27 years. But I have figured one thing out I think, what ever you do it will never be good enough for the one that you are doing it for. Now to elaborate a little on that, I have drawn way form most every one family friends and so on. Why you may ask no I am not depressed just starting to open my eyes I guess. I try and yes I mean in life even know all I see around is entrapment may it be bills or rent or car up keep. They all keep you trapped in some way. Now I know family is family and should be loved unconditionally well fine I love you I just don’t rely want to talk. I have not wanted to talk to family much I just don’t feel up to the conversation any more. I don’t feel like talking about this or that. All I want right now is well I don’t have a fucking clue some kind of solace in life I guess; now I just need to find were they sell that shit. I asked at the store to day and got well I am not sure? So plan B

Now you may ask what plan B is well your guess is as good as mine. I have not even started thinking about plan B so I guess there is not one. Well if I have learned one thing that thing would be I over all as a person will never feel I am good enough for that task at hand so I must deal with it. So this-this is the way in which I deal for now.

For all throes about to ask if I need to talk no that is the reason I did not leave the comments up on this post. I am good just tired of the waves of the sea which have become my life, I need calm seas and I don’t see were they are. So I am plotting a course to the open seas to find a calm place to call my own.

This blog has become a place were I can put down thoughts and things rambling in my head. To give all the reads the inside look of my mind. Not to hurt any one or to make them feel differently when they look at me. And as the same as all the other blogs which I have placed disclaimers up the wazue they all apply to this and ever blog enough said……

2.03.2006

Ok so on the art's

Ok so I found
this this video and really liked it the cam work and the hot chick.

2.02.2006

To day

Well the day started ok, got the dishes going and checked the mail, started the coffee. And as I started to get ready to get going on cleaning up the kitchen the phone rings. What's that you say the phone no way, well I check the caller id and it is my apt complex. So I answer with the hole hay you know it is coming up on two years and you still have not fixed the bath room ceiling, I was waiting to heir that I made the check out for rent wrong or something. Instead I get the maintains guy is going to stop by and check my smoke detector. Now that is some crap he better bring a battery, the dame thing goes of if you turn the stove on, take a shower or have a smoke and walk by it. So of cores I took the battery out, the dame thing goes off over every thing. So they nicely informed me that some time during the next to day we will be stopping by. Ok fine now I got to move the ferret cage and move there toys. Now I don't think the maintains guy would tell the office but well I am not going to take a chance with it.

little up date we have 3 spots of bad dry wall one in the living room one in the bed room and the bathroom. Now we went and complained about this and we were told we were put on the top of the list to get it done. Now I have seen the dry wall guy like 6 or 7 times has he stopped here no. Thanks so fucking much for putting me at the top of the list. I should just do it my self and send them a hefty bill. That would be fun.

2.01.2006

Little up dates as we go......

The Papacy
The bangee Venture
I Have No Name
Spits Journal
The Morning Wire


Ok so I found these sites and found them to be quit funny. I am putting them up for all to see and read.
Now some are pretty dame funny and others well I just liked them. Well have fun boys and girls.

In other news well there really is no other new so to speak. I be sitting sucking down coffee and getting ready to start the clean sweep of the apt. (it is pretty bad)