Well merry Christmas and all that good stuff. All I want for Christmas is a happy baby that dose not wake every few hours just to see what you are doing (sleeping) or trying to. Life has not changed all that much thing are still moving some projects moved and other are still the same.
Now for most this time of year means time with the family, now as much as that sounds fun for most I don’t care for it. My family is one thing I am referring to the one that lives under this roof with me. As for the rest I would not mine passing for one, I guess I have just gotten to the point were I no longer feel like dealing with family.
Now you all know what I mean “dealing” family, all the little things pushing all the crap aside to be nice and cheery and all (something I am not good at). I wish things were like when I was a child things seam so much easier then.
Time to grow and try and be better I guess.
Well happy holidays to you all
12.24.2007
12.07.2007
Interesting
So I find it very interesting that I just figured something about my self out this very morning, buy reading every ones things you did not know about me things.
Ok I am having issues with finishing things, there I said it. I have started so many things as of this past year and have yet to finish a dame one. What the hell is my problem I never use to have problems doing the finishing part of a job? I have even had a hard time getting throw Harry potter for the 2end time, so I finished it but it was just not good enough I had to go back and start it again so I ones again do not finish it. and then you have my older daughter that dose not even want to read the last Harry potter due to that fact that it will be over, something she dose not want I guess.
Take my blog for instants I have not updated in for ever again. Not that this is anything new but I could have swore that I did up date well at lest posted something, but alas I have not.
so instead of a list of things about me you are all going to get a list of jobs that need to be done started or at lest worked at.
1. Finish the bath room (true finish work mirror paint floor and molding putting in outlet.)
2. out side wall of Abby’s room, rest of tape seaming and plastering, painting molding
3. Putting up doors to the lining closet also staining doors.
4. staining the door for Abby’s room, (this door did make it up)
5. and the new projects putting the living room back in order
6. Ripped out the closets in the living room now I have to rebuild them in the garage, fixing said wall in living room insulating and coving up some ones dumb idea for a wall.
7. moving the living room crap around so it all fits a little better,
Now lets add in all the day to day/ week to week things to that list. And to think I just barely do this list. Every thing has suffered I have not doing much of any thing, I know my wife seams to think I play my Ocrack all day (online game) but even that has suffered, I have lost most of what I have built.
I just don’t know what is wrong with me, I have found a new funk I guess and I did not even realize I was in it till now. So here is trying fix the or should I say modify the new funk.
Ok I am having issues with finishing things, there I said it. I have started so many things as of this past year and have yet to finish a dame one. What the hell is my problem I never use to have problems doing the finishing part of a job? I have even had a hard time getting throw Harry potter for the 2end time, so I finished it but it was just not good enough I had to go back and start it again so I ones again do not finish it. and then you have my older daughter that dose not even want to read the last Harry potter due to that fact that it will be over, something she dose not want I guess.
Take my blog for instants I have not updated in for ever again. Not that this is anything new but I could have swore that I did up date well at lest posted something, but alas I have not.
so instead of a list of things about me you are all going to get a list of jobs that need to be done started or at lest worked at.
1. Finish the bath room (true finish work mirror paint floor and molding putting in outlet.)
2. out side wall of Abby’s room, rest of tape seaming and plastering, painting molding
3. Putting up doors to the lining closet also staining doors.
4. staining the door for Abby’s room, (this door did make it up)
5. and the new projects putting the living room back in order
6. Ripped out the closets in the living room now I have to rebuild them in the garage, fixing said wall in living room insulating and coving up some ones dumb idea for a wall.
7. moving the living room crap around so it all fits a little better,
Now lets add in all the day to day/ week to week things to that list. And to think I just barely do this list. Every thing has suffered I have not doing much of any thing, I know my wife seams to think I play my Ocrack all day (online game) but even that has suffered, I have lost most of what I have built.
I just don’t know what is wrong with me, I have found a new funk I guess and I did not even realize I was in it till now. So here is trying fix the or should I say modify the new funk.
10.22.2007
Perception
It is a interesting thing, How people perceives things. I may look at a situation and see one thing going on but someone ales may look and see something totally different. Why is this, well I would have to say my best guess would be is are life experiences. Now I know for a fact if you are in said situation and feel you are handling it well but some one out side the situation looks at, well they will see some thing totally different.
Now the situations I like the best is the ones were we see no significance in them, but some out side of it sees or reads it totally differently. Now I find it funny when they make so much more of some thing were there was nothing.
So at this I leave you the opportunity to share a situation were, well you feel there was nothing but some out side of the situation did not see it as nothing
Now the situations I like the best is the ones were we see no significance in them, but some out side of it sees or reads it totally differently. Now I find it funny when they make so much more of some thing were there was nothing.
So at this I leave you the opportunity to share a situation were, well you feel there was nothing but some out side of the situation did not see it as nothing
10.13.2007
Weird burst
Ok so I had a weird burst of energy/motivation.
Things I did well this e/m lasted put second cote of pant on the bath room, put sink back cleaned up the mess and hooked sink back up.
Moved right along to the ferrets let them out cleaned there cage.
Now ordinarily this would be not a big deal but I did this starting at 8 at night. Abby was great and eat and then went to bed no crying no fussing just eat then sleep it was nice. Kaylee helped out a little with moving some of the stuff for the later ferret run. It is now 11:30 and the ferrets have another 45 min be fore I but them to bed and head there my self.
Did you know that skin Amax has nothing but failed porn stars doing really bad acting on really crappy plotted movies after 9 at night. It would be funny if I was messed up on some thing. But I am not so it is only mildly amusing.
Well good night and here is to hoping for more E/M
Things I did well this e/m lasted put second cote of pant on the bath room, put sink back cleaned up the mess and hooked sink back up.
Moved right along to the ferrets let them out cleaned there cage.
Now ordinarily this would be not a big deal but I did this starting at 8 at night. Abby was great and eat and then went to bed no crying no fussing just eat then sleep it was nice. Kaylee helped out a little with moving some of the stuff for the later ferret run. It is now 11:30 and the ferrets have another 45 min be fore I but them to bed and head there my self.
Did you know that skin Amax has nothing but failed porn stars doing really bad acting on really crappy plotted movies after 9 at night. It would be funny if I was messed up on some thing. But I am not so it is only mildly amusing.
Well good night and here is to hoping for more E/M
9.13.2007
So sort
As I sit here I know it is time for them to go, with a tear in eye I say good buy and get the last kiss from them all.
All three will be going to a better place, but they will have to wait for there other friends being no were close to there time to go, we will miss you and remember you all way as you were bear the only one that would sleep in Kaylee’s arms, bussy for ever getting Peaj’s feet. And coco the one that would never give up and would not stop until he got what we was looking for.
To day is a sad day around here, as you can tell.
We have had put down 3 of are ferrets, bear has not been doing well for days now and he has finally giving in and stopped trying. Bussy has been fighting the odds for years now and has been fighting one hell of a battle but the battle is now over for her she may rest in peace. And coco came to us not looking very well and picked up when he meet all his new friends, but sadly he has seen unger days and better health.
What ones as Nine is now six and three will for ever missed
All three will be going to a better place, but they will have to wait for there other friends being no were close to there time to go, we will miss you and remember you all way as you were bear the only one that would sleep in Kaylee’s arms, bussy for ever getting Peaj’s feet. And coco the one that would never give up and would not stop until he got what we was looking for.
To day is a sad day around here, as you can tell.
We have had put down 3 of are ferrets, bear has not been doing well for days now and he has finally giving in and stopped trying. Bussy has been fighting the odds for years now and has been fighting one hell of a battle but the battle is now over for her she may rest in peace. And coco came to us not looking very well and picked up when he meet all his new friends, but sadly he has seen unger days and better health.
What ones as Nine is now six and three will for ever missed
9.09.2007
Stand still
I have been at a stand still with life around here, things are not getting done. This hole having a child thing is much more work when they are colic-y if that is what the problem is. I did get a take a most of a day off and chop some wood that the neighbor gave us. Now I know it should like hard work manually splitting wood, well compared to a colic-y child it is nothing. Even the blisters the next day was a piece of cake.
You know you have a child attracted to you hip when you have clean laundry that has been sitting in the laundry room for a week. When it is a real task to even get the dishes done or when you don’t take a shower for the day because you could not find the time. And the best is when you never even get dressed that day at all. (Even with the spit up on you and the spilt formula on the pajamas)
So I have set some ground rules for my self, they are simple sounding until you add in the colic-y child factor.
1. I will get dressed in normal clothing every day, at lest by 3
2. Bottles and diapers will not hang around the area in witch they were used for more then 2 hours, (the life on the bottle ones wormed.)
3. I will eat something at lest 2 time a day. (This may sound funny but when you have a child on you hip it is hard to operate the stove, for fear of burning the child)
4. Now this one is a will try weather and body permitting. Go for a walk with dog and both children at least ones.
Now some of them sound and look funny but you will all see when and if you ever have a colic-y baby.
You know you have a child attracted to you hip when you have clean laundry that has been sitting in the laundry room for a week. When it is a real task to even get the dishes done or when you don’t take a shower for the day because you could not find the time. And the best is when you never even get dressed that day at all. (Even with the spit up on you and the spilt formula on the pajamas)
So I have set some ground rules for my self, they are simple sounding until you add in the colic-y child factor.
1. I will get dressed in normal clothing every day, at lest by 3
2. Bottles and diapers will not hang around the area in witch they were used for more then 2 hours, (the life on the bottle ones wormed.)
3. I will eat something at lest 2 time a day. (This may sound funny but when you have a child on you hip it is hard to operate the stove, for fear of burning the child)
4. Now this one is a will try weather and body permitting. Go for a walk with dog and both children at least ones.
Now some of them sound and look funny but you will all see when and if you ever have a colic-y baby.
8.29.2007
life
Well don't know were to start
lets start by saying I am amazed by my wife, she was a huge help in letting me sleep and taking over the watching of the new one. now don't get me wrong but she dose much more then i think i could have with working 12v's. baby's are much more work when they are colic-y. We are both ran down and tired and don't know what to do with the little one to make it better for her. we will keep on keeping as it were and hope we find something that works for us all. I think the lack of sleep is making us sick :( lets hope is is only a head cold and goes just as fast as it came.
well that is all I have time for some one is waking.
lets start by saying I am amazed by my wife, she was a huge help in letting me sleep and taking over the watching of the new one. now don't get me wrong but she dose much more then i think i could have with working 12v's. baby's are much more work when they are colic-y. We are both ran down and tired and don't know what to do with the little one to make it better for her. we will keep on keeping as it were and hope we find something that works for us all. I think the lack of sleep is making us sick :( lets hope is is only a head cold and goes just as fast as it came.
well that is all I have time for some one is waking.
7.03.2007
6.16.2007
5.24.2007
Time
Well I am come to see something about time, it fly’s. We have lived up here for a little over 6 moths, and what do we have to show for it. Well lets see we have gutted the bath room gutted the living room. And what have I done in putting back what I have torn out. Well I have most of the dry wall up the sink is in the room but still dose not work the sub floor is in and the tub liner is done (after 4 caulk jobs).
Now as much as it sounds like loads of work has been done it dose not seam that way to me. Things are moving slow and some days not at all. There have been a million little things in-between. Like laundry, mowing the lawn, cleaning the ferrets and many more.
Things are looking much better all around. We have a baby that is healthy and well on its way to popping out. We have a house that is starting to take shape.
I do have to say living up here is a little different then when we lived down state. For one I have already had to clime a tree and save baby squirrels, and just to day I had to scoop up baby bunnies. And I will say that baby bunnies are not very bright, they will latterly just set in front of a lawn mower until you run them over. We see deer on a regular bases and turkeys just about any time you drive down the road.
Now all the nature things aside living here has made us a lot closer taking walks and going fishing. And the amount of things to do here that cost nothing just blows my mind.
All in all I don’t think are choose to move is all bad, but we still miss many things like friends, the ability to go shopping at more then Wal mart which buy the way is not to bad up here, but they still suck.
The kid joined soft ball and that has been fun. And she loves it, but driving half hour to get to some of the games seams a little much for little leag, but if she enjoys it I am all for it.
Well that is about all that I have to say, nothing new we will have a busy next few weeks with company coming and visiting. So until I have something interesting to say you are left with my incisive ramblings.
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