Well about dame time

Ok so I have uploaded some photos of the new house, for most people you will see the 3 that I have put up, if you have a flickr account and are on my friend list you will see two bones ones.

Well in joy you can also see the new hood fan I put up in the kitchen if you are lucky. Other jobs that will be on the list to get done soon will be the vanity in the bathroom, I will have to try and figer a way to do some electrical for it.

There are still no photos

Well I am seeing already that the photos that were asked for are going to take a long time to make it up here. To tell you all the truth I have not touched the cam in some time, I have been putting things up and taking things down trying to get the house a little more air tight and trying not to make a mess doing.

Things are going well up here he have had a first snow 3-4 nothing large yet, temps are staying in the teens. We are trying to make every penny count for the holiday season, which is never fun.

There are still boxes to go through in the garage and neither of us really seam to care until something is missing, then I go on the hunt to find it. the kid is liking it but hating having no TV to watch, there has been way to many kids movies played here as of late so peaj spent her birth day money on the pirates movie.

It was good but had a horrible ending if you ask me, I under stand leaving it open for another one but leaving just die with no closure at all is a bit much.

Well I will hope to get pic’s of the house at some point and time for them that want to see them (Joe). But until after the holiday rush stops, rushing I can make no promises.

Well once aging

It has taken me forever to up date, sorry to all toughs that might read. Well the house is coming along well we have so many ideas and so little money to them, but we will have more time this way to do them the best possible way.

Peaj is here and has been here for a wile now; she just celebrated her 25th birth day. It is much nicer here with her around, it dose not feel so over whelming trying to find homes for all the crap we have collected in are time together.

Now I know some of you want pic’s of the house and now that the cord to the camera was found they will come so keep checking the flickr bar for the up dates. As you all know the holidays are a very busy time for us all so not to sure when they will pop up.

Speaking of holiday’s thanksgiving went over well for the most part, family and all and I am sure x-mas will go the same way.

Things are different up here that is for sure and I do feel a few rants coming on about them but they will have to wait for I do not feel like typing all that out right now.


Well I will try to keep this a little more current now that things are getting back to some kind of norm around here.

A few more down

Well my parents drove me and the little one down to pick up all remaining things, and we got to see peaj for a little wile. All is going well but I am slowly running out of steam over the cleaning and pick up and unpacking, I am moving forward just at a little slower pace now. My mom is already trying to get me to paint, which is fine but I want to get all the walls clean before I start another project. I did finely get all the chopped branches out of the front of the yard to day took up a good chunk of time doing it and we got all the leaf out of the front yard. The kid was helping and then found hunting for acorns to be much more fun (I don’t blame her). For the first time to night I sat down and just sat did nothing and relaxed well as much as the ferrets would let me.

Things are moving along I just wish I could get this stuff done faster and be done with it. peaj is in the home stretch as fare as work so one more week and she will be up her with us.

What I need to do is put up a wish list on my site seeing that there are close to a billion things that I need to do to the house, all of which can wait but I would still like to get them done.


Well I am off to bed so I can start the cleaning all over again in the morning

Days go by

More boxes get emptied curtains get hung, more things move to there new places in this house. But I still have not what I want, I feel lost with out you by my side. Things don’t feel right with out you helping me, I have scrubbed and cleaned one room and will start the next tomorrow. But it all feels empty with out you here, so as the old saying said home is were you family is.

Peaj finely got the chance to call me to day, she was waiting to try and get out of the ICU.
She called later in the night and she did get out, so we are hoping things go well and she will be out of the hospital in the next few days.

Things seam to be going so slow the days crawl by and I hate it, the more I do the less it looks like I did any thing.

It has only been 2 days

As I move all of are stuff off the truck and in to are new home, washing all the walls and clean every little corner I find more and more of the stuff that I don’t want. All I keep finding is more of the things I could care less about.

As I search throw more and more of the boxes looking for the things that are missing, I find more and more stuff but not what I look for. I may have my parents one door down and I don’t even want them I have my cats and ferrets but the only thing I want is you.

As some of you may know peaj is working down state for 12 days, now this 12 days I did not think would be this hard but to tell you all the truth all I want is my wife I want to do this with her, now we talk on the phone and it is hard for me to say what I want. And to sum it all up all I want is her I want her to be here with me.

I try and keep busy with cleaning seeing that the people that owned this house did not clean at all but it is not doing it. I do not even find comfort in having my parents around to help. Kaylee is in school all day and that makes it even harder, when she is here it is like having part of my wife with me but when she goes off on the bus I feel like braking down. 12 days seams like so little to get what we both want.

Peaj is now in the hospital I don’t mean working, her sugars are messed up aging and this time she did all she could. She just over did it when helping with the move, I am sure she is very lonely down there in the hospital there has not been a time when she has gone in that I have not been there. And this kills me to sit here in a house that is are and not have her with me and not even be able to be there when she needs me.


I am missing you and this will be my account for every day that I go missing you.

Seeing the bigger picture

Ok so have you ever looked at something and saw nothing of important? Well I have more then enough times in my life, but this time I am seeing the bigger picture.

Ok this is how it is going to go step one oh wait that’s not it.
All of the peaces of this puzzle are coming together and they are all falling in place so nice it is scary. The goal of this hole thing was a better life for us and we are well on are way to doing it.

We needed only 3 things a house done and a job for the wife done and a date in wich the bank would fork over the money done. So the things we have to do until the 27 well lets see pack every dame thing we have reserve a truck, get insurance on the house, switch phones from here to there, eclectic also. Other things well there is a long list of things move van from here to there make sure every thing is good to get are deposit back form the land lord and about a billion other things along the way.

Sound fun well so far it has been a head ache why well I did not have the all important date, I never new so much could rely on one little thing well getting the last puzzle peace was nice it also brings about many more things to get done.

Long time no post

So here we go, ok been sick with the sickness that we have no clue were it came from. So I have been slow at best for a few days, then we are still packing but slowly things all seam to be coming together for the most part. (We are waiting on a hospital to call) most of the apartment is packed we wait upon paper work. The apartments lease was up and the apartment manager being the ass hole he is, said there would be no problem with us staying another month----- wait a minuet that doses not sound right, well he did and we are going to hold him to it.

The loan is taking Foooor Evvvver, which is not all the surprising. We are tired form the sickness and wore out from the driving up there every week end, this being the first one off. The kid is back to school and not liking as much as last year, she has already been out sick with the chicken poxes. Don’t worry she only had two one on her lag and the other on her harm and it did not cost her that much either HAHA. She had nothing from that no itching no fever hell if we would not have take her to the doctor she would have never known.

As you can tell things have been hectic at times, around here and the phones seam to never stop ringing but the people on the other end are never the people you need.

I like it when a plain comes together

Well packing is not a lot of fun, but is something you have to do.(if you want to move) now the part that sucks is we both no longer have jobs were we can bring home boxes. Boxes are something that we all need to move but for to long we took free ones. Well yester day we came to the harsh reality of how much the dame things cost! We ended up at home depot were we found boxes a little cheaper but still way over priced, we ended up with 6 boxes for 12 and some change. Well here is every thing turned around pay attain if you may be in need of boxes.

Ok so we leave home depot cutting throw the business section, ending up over by what use to be the Livonia recycling center, which no longer looks like they take 90 percent of the stuff they use to. But here is the part that got me there use to be a old man that sate I a little trailer there he was the one that took you money. Well his trailer was gone (moved to the other side which we saw on the way out) but here is the thing that got my eye, boxes big one small one all broke down thrown in a long walk in dumpsters.

Now don’t get me wrong they were all clean and well just tossed aside, like the 60 or so dollars worth of U-hall boxes some one used for moving then throw them there, it was a very happy time seeing that we could come back over and over and never have to pay a dime. Well there is the secret to getting free boxes, but I still can’t help you with the tape. I use to be able to bring that stuff home boy did that help the last 5 times we moved.


Well thank you to all that offered help, which is most welcomed when ever you get a chance.

Here is the mission

Find a house get a mortgage and move all in under 30 days.

Yes you heard right, this is what we are going to shoot for. We are not sure if this is at all fezabal but we are going for it. We are being a little picky about were and what we live in this is going to be the last time for some time that we move and it will be in to a house of are choice.


I will try to up date more, in time sorry for the lack of posts but have had a lot on the mind and posting was not one of them.

Little up date

Ok so yes it is to day that we take are trip, now it is not some big trip or vacation like most take. We only go to my parent’s house a little ways up north, now this is not all bad it is quit and very relaxing. But this will mean that the site will not be updated during this time, what dose that mean for all of you?

Easy go throw and find the post you like the most, and the one you hate the most. At the end of that leave a comment and let me know. Now I don’t really except any one to do this because no one reads or comments here but it will give you something to do.

And if that dose not keep you entertained try checking out Joe’s page were he has the movie quote game it is fun so go on by and see if you can answerone of the movie quotes. Well that is all I got for you to do.

If all of that dose not keep you entertained then find a page that might entertain me and drop me a line. I always could use some entertaining.

I have been thinking

Ya that is scary, but I have been thinking about Joe's little game. I would like to do something but would much rather do it with all the music I have 14218 total tracks. I would pick a snippet of lyrics and see how could tell me the artist album and song. But the one problem is this I don't have any thing cool to give a way. Joe has his stuff to give out and that is cool but I have nothing to offer. So I leave this up to all of you what should I give out if said game ever comes out to play??

How much

Any one wants to take a guess at this one. How much can you really hide, from monuments to cities to gold? It is all said to be hidden but how much can some one or thing really hide? Now thing I mean groups or more of people, how much could really be hidden from us or them? Can there really be a hidden or lost city or aliens if so could they really hide it can any one really hide something that would be so big. We know that gold has been hidden for thousands of years by this or that tribe or group of people. Now we may not always find said hidden things but are they really there or are they just hyped up.


Well if there is hidden gold around me I want to find it. So what do you all thing yes no or perhaps?

Here is to the let downs

I am putting every thing I could think of that may or may not fit you. Now this means no one and every one so if you fit the list below then take this as you apology. I have done a lot of stupid hatful things in my life. Now don’t take this the wrong way or out of contacts I did not find god or join AA but I did realize after reading a blog that will not be named, that I did things that I should apology for. So there you have it


Here is for all the times that I let you down
For all the times I did not do it right
The times that I screwed it up aging
For all the times that I forgot
Or the times I did it wrong
For the times that I heart the ones I love
For all the times that I was not good enough
All the times I did not do enough
Or the times were did not do it good enough
For the times I cut you off
All the times I should have shut up
For all the oop’s
All the times I made you feel bad
Not being all I should be
For all the times I tired to hard
All the times that I yelled
For all the times I did not understand
All the times I did not listen
For all the stupid things I tried
All the stupid things I did
For blaming you for something
For not taking the blame
For pushing you away
For all times that I woke you
For every time I made you mad
For the mean name I called you
For the strings I pulled over and over
For hitting you
Or the time I called you real late
All the times I burdened you with my problems
Or all the times I brushed you off
For ignoring you
Telling you to shut up
Telling you a lie
For talking behind you back
Putting you in that position
Not trying when you did
Not calling when I said I would
Taking advantage of the situation
Braking you stuff
Stealing you cds
Spiting on you
Throwing stuff at you
Lying to your sister
Pissing you off
Pissing your parents off
All the times I scared you
All the Burses I gave you
All the times I made you cry
Braking your finger
Telling you to go for it
For all the times I did not tell you were I was going
All the times I was out late and made you worry


All of the things were done in the last 20 year span; if you are in here you will know. And for all of this, you get I am sorry and I should have known better. There are some in here that I am sure you will have questions about, and to that all I can say is well I guess it was not you that I was apologizing to.

Now I am sure that some will asked why, but most will not even care. But I have been having the same thoughts and dreams the last few weeks or so there are 3 and they run over and over. So this is one of them, I write out a list of all the stupid hatful things I did. For some reason I am made to do this, to apologize for all the things.

So ha-ha dream I did it on my own.

Ok so I don’t get this at all

Why is every one up in arms about this whole terrorism thing? It has been around for ever and is not going any were. People are bitching about losing freedoms that they thought they had so the government can fight terrorism. Ok note that I wrote freedoms they thought they had why you ask? Well because we did not lose any thing they gained legal right to do them now, were as before they had to do them on the hush hush.

Now I do see the reason for the complaint don’t get me wrong but as many of you know the government runs us now and we all let it happen. So if you are the complainer then you need to step up and take the control aging. Remember the government is for the people buy the people, they do not have the power unless we give it to them.

Well wondering around on the blogs I found this
some ones who and why and thought is would go well here with this post. I find it funny and sad at the same time.

But all in all it is very true us as freedom baring people exploit every system out there, if it is a system and we have access to it we will exploit it.

Well that is my little point of view on all the bitching.
If you like good if not to bad.

Well ?

Ok seeing I have nothing any one cares to read it, and have nothing to say. I will leave you with a few pages that have much better things to say then this crap blog.

Enjoy just keep clicking.


the dumb girl at harvard
Voyages of Tealbeard
Views from the back row
Leon's foto's
Dubious wonder
Ketchup with my fries
Squealing pig world
Profound thoughts sometimes
Drunken Philosophies
Geekin' out

Hesitation is a killer

I have very few saying that I have made up, and one of the most impotent lessen to be held is, “hesitation is a killer”.

I see hesitation as a killer for a few reasons

Driving a car
Doing stupid things


Ok driving a car now I don’t mean just driving, but waiting to turn in to traffic when you are unsure if you could make it or not, you hesitate. Hence hesitation is a killer. If you hesitate and then decide to go what happens is you were wrong or if you waited just a second to long to make the decision. It is not bad judgment that gets you in this situation it is the hesitation to act. If you did not wait to make the decision you would have made it throw traffic. Now most people I know have good judgment but if you have bad judgments I don’t thing you should follow this at all. In most cases are first judgment is the best but it is when you second guess your self when you get in to trouble.

Second doing stupid things most times when we do these things there is a reason behind them. And there is a large window here to look at so I will just try to cover it all. Doing stupid things is never a good thing but something you will most likely get remembered by.
But what get most of us hurt doing the act of stupidity is Hesitation, we stop for the split second and think about it and go oh shit should I be doing this? And it is the act of questioning your self when you take to long and get hurt. Now I am not saying if you never hesitate you will never get hurt. But I see more people get hurt by hesitating.

So this is I came up with one of my most favorite saying.

The song that just don't stop

OK so I just keep repeating lines from an ICP song in my head, why the hell are you listing to that shit you may ask? Well because some of it is so dame funny I just can't get it out of my head. With out feather ado here are the lyrics, Enjoy.

What up dawg,
What you been up to?
Oh Yeah well thats cool,
check it out
Me and you,
we been down for awhile right,
We been here and there,
we been pretty tight
Something happened last night that you might get upset about
But hear me out
I didn't mean nothin' by it
I'ma make this quick,
i give your momma this dick
I don't know how it happened
I just know my nuts and
her itch were slappin
I was over there mowin the grass
and i could feel her eyes all up on my ass, And then
I went inside to make a phone call,
And there she was with her titty hangin out her bra
One thing just led to another,
and the next thing you know i'm butt fuckin your mother

Chorus:
Please don't hate me but i been fuckin' your mom loose lately
Please don't hate me
I never said i love the hoe
Please don't hate me but i been fuckin' your mom loose lately
Please don't hate me
Never shoulda trusted a juggalo

Don't hang up i still got more
Your momma gives head like a heroin whore.
I wasn't thinkin how you as my bud
When she spreaded my butt cheeks and went for the milk dud
We broke out with your grampa's gin and got drunk
I fucked her with a bowlin pin
She was freaky her nipples look like peanuts
Your mom is one of my favorite sluts
She likes lickin from the back of my balls to the tip of my dick
wtih one big lick
She calls me her big teddy bear
Growl, I chase her around in my underwear
I'll admit i like spankin her butt
I used your sock though to catch my nut
Don't worry i put it back
I knew i better, thats prolly why yo toes been stickin together

Chorus

Please don't hate me
Maybe they call you the termihater
Please don't hate me
If this was a swamp, you'd be an allihater
Please don't hate me
You could use a cold glass of haterade
Please don't hate me
sure come on up take the elehater

Your mom's ass looks like oatmeal yo
Its bumpy and grainy,
I like the feel though
And i ain't tryin to diss her either
I'm only sayin i wish she would trim her beaver some.
Every hair is like a foot long
Bitch looks like a warewolf wearin a thong sometimes
Its alright with me though
I don't mind as long as i can locate the V hole
And your dad's so dumb
He's knowin nothig here
I'm stuffin her muffin
Not to mention the pickle buffin
And i hope me and you are still cool
I'm spendin the night so she can drive me to school tomorrow
And we plan on fuckin again
Alright, i'll talk to later, Peace Eminem
OOOOh, Jesus, somebody got fucked up nigga

Chorus (til fades)

Just a rand and new.

This is an interesting site it is the waiter’s side funny shit and one hell of hit magnate. waiter rant

And here we have some crazy ass desk topscool desktops.


The Foreigner rant.

Now as every one knows I blog roll when board, now the problem I am having is all the foreigners that blog and I cant read there goofy ass writing. Now I will make it easy for you all.

Ok I am nice and easy going I even have Babel fish up here for you all so you can read it if unable to read it in English. Now all I ask is for you to do the same.

I am sure you have something interesting for me to read, but instead I just skip your shit because I can’t read what ever the hell it is. Now I know about coping and pasting it and Babel fish will translate it for me, but that is way more work then I am willing to do.

Now normally I would not even bother but all I see now is foreigners with blogs I click next and all I get is another blog with some goofy writing or “?” marks because I browser dose not even know what to do with it.




In other news I am doing some up dates to the template and would not mind a opinion or two. And buy the way this is 201 post for the site just in case any one cares.

This is to funny.

Your Pirate Name Is...

Dirty Wicked Willie

What's Your Pirate Name?

What candy are you?

Butterfinger

They call you sticky fingers for a reason!

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Puzzle pieces

I have come to look at my life much like a jig saw puzzle, many little piece locking together to form the larger picture. I only have one problem with this; I feel I am missing many pieces.

So for instance my childhood, I did not play with other children. Now I don't mean I lived in a place that had few children, I was kicked out of Pre School The reason given to my parents I did not play or interact with others children. So would that be a piece of the puzzle that might be missing?

Or could it be just something I did not need to make it through life? Life is something that is very complicated when you step back and look at it. I feel that my puzzle will not be completed, every day week or year some more of the puzzle comes together.

Most people start a puzzle by finding all the edges and making the square and build off of that, but for my life the puzzle started with one piece and I have been working on finding all the others that go with it. Starting from one piece in the center of no where, that is the way I work.

It could be worse, I could be one of those puzzles that are 3-d and have no blue print.

3 year to day my friends

well 3 years is a very long time, not that it feels like 3 year more like 8 seeing that is how long this hole thing has been running. Now don't get me wrong I would not trade it in for any thing, and I don't regret any of it. But as I look at things from the 3 year stand point I see we have made it much farther then most any one I know. I am not talking about the few parents of friends I know that have made it to there 20th year or some with 50 years under there belts. I am more or less referring to all the others that I have seen together and then they part ways, I am sure we have had are fair amount of disagreements but we manage to clear it in some way or form.

Well as some of you have figured out I am talking about me and my lovely wife, it is 3 year to day that we have been happily marred. Now the reason I say it feels much longer is for the fact that we have been together for much longer and for some reason waited to be married. Why you might ask well I think we both had a are doubts at first with every one marring and splitting just as fast, so we took are time and tried to do things right. Now I am sure we did the right thing by taking the time and doing it this way.

Now most of the people that get married I think do it for the wrong reasons or just don't under stand how much work it can be. We do very well at keeping it together and we both put in 100% and when we don’t the other picks up the slack.

We started as good friends and now 3 years later we are best friend's lover all in one. We have put the time in and the effort and have come a long way. 3 years seams so little now that I look at it all we have gone throw some really bad time and even worse time but we have taken it all with a grain of salt and we just keep going. If it was not for us paring up when we did I don't think are lives would have been this happy after almost 9 years together and what a 9 years it has been.

We have lost we have gained and we have loved all the way throw it. We have done it all and still stayed together, it has made are bonds so strong in the long run. There are times were we take are times out and think about it and there are times we have just held each other with no clue what to do, but we have stayed strong and kept it together.

I write this post for my wife in apparition for all the things she has done for me throw the years.

This is a standing testament that we will have many more years together with each other. We are strongest together and there is nothing that will stand in are way. We will take what ever life throws at us with a laugh and keep are love for each other as strong as it is now for ever and then some.

Peaj I love you and hope you see the time as we have spent together the same as I do.




Happy anniversary.

Well well

We got to have the best pizza in some time it came piping hot, and quick as hell. Now this vary rally happens but when the driver knows you and knows were you live the shit get here dame fast thanks Chud for getting my food here fast and fresh, We will have to stop buy and talk to the owner which we know and complement him on his wonderful employee..

Ok so my wife Peaj has a kick ass idea for the web so go check it out.
Now I do really like the idea and even better you can post pic’s to prove it happened. I would have to say it is one of the better ideas I have seen on the net in a wile.

And the other day on Craigs list I found a ad for a cheetos that looks like a Cock and balls and Thought hell I will drop a email and see what she was talking about below is the pics of it funny stuff there.

That is all I got so enjoy the funny photos and stop by and check my wife’s great idea out.

That is all to day

To day July 22 back in 1991 cannibal and serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer is caught.
If you care to read more check out the full story.

Also to day in history the first twin’s playmates were born in 1952, thank you Mary and Madeleine Collinson for being the first twins in playboy way back in Oct 1970.


And to day was when Cleveland, Ohio, was founded by Gen. Moses Cleaveland, back in 1796.

Yes I am a little board and don’t have a lot to do, So I decided every ones and a wile I will do a little today in history for all you brain dead people.

That is all monkeys go fling some fancies

What the F*ck is the Internet

Holy hell now I do my fare share of blog rolling you know were you keep hitting the next button till you find something that interests you, well I have seen a lot, a She male page That was a little more graphic then I would ever care to see, tones of foreign pages were they still to not have Bable Fish So I cant read it, gays galore and even some kids under 10 writing, now I feel the kid this is not right but that is for another post. But the one thing I haven not seen and did not even think of it is a flat out I hate blacks page I cant really say KKK for it is not posted any were on the blog but this blog at first glance would be funny until you read more of the posts it is just a raciest throw and throw. Now normally I would not care but this is the first I have found and the first one that does not have 100 comments from people saying it is wrong well you check it out and either laugh at is because it is funny if you take it out of context, or well just move on.The white bankers blog


Then you have people trying to make a buck in like .Profile for “ME” now all this information that is on the sites this person put up is right out of a encyclopedia like MSN’s, or it is taken form other sites. Now the thing is all they do is copy past and put up a Google ad and try and make a buck. Here is another “ME” doing the same thing, Now normally I would give two shits but when you blog roll and all you get is this guys way of making a buck you get sick of it really fast. So go flag that shit and get it the hell out of here.

Here is a little fun for you all

Quotation of the Day

Hangman

bear with me all

I am sorry to all that have been reading along in my blog. I have made some posts and saved as drafts and for got that they post with what date I wrote them. So it will be confusing for a little wile till I post all of them. Bear with me there is only one more for tomorrow and it will be back to the write dates and orders.

Blog rolling

Well I was wondering and found this Post. now if this is true or not That I don't know, I thought it was dame funny well enjoy.

addition

my addition it is sad but true I am addicted to looking at Craig’s list all the dame time. It is one of the sites I go to every day; I don’t know why I have yet to get any thing from it I guess I just like looking at what others post up there. Some day I will find something I want on there and I will get it.

A little rolling around

Well I went looking around and foundcrazy body bods page Now I found this off one of my lings here therealm and thought it was worth a look. I fond it to be cool this guy is tattooing every thing and I like that idea.









The next thing I found was the cat walk now I am not sure what it is all about but she did do a nice write up on my blog, well at lest she was honest. So I will link her to this blog as well.

Seeing all my readers have fled!

I have nothing it has all dried up and died, so what I will do is leave this post up for one week and at the end of that week I will post again.

And I am leaving this up for one week why you ask, for you all to post a question to me a question that I will most likely be brutally honest about, So shoot little people.




She loves the nuts

we just keep going...

Well do to the lack of questions I will go forward and keep blogging.


Life is a puppet show (let me shove my hand up you ass)





Now this was a little on the odd side when I read it, take a look and you tell me? It was something that I did not know and I know a lot of stupid ass shitWeird.

Boredom

Yes it is here aging with nothing to do and nothing in site. What ever should we do with are boredom?

Well I would surf the net as they say but have not found a dame thing that keeps my interest, I have a attain span that would rival most ADD people.

So I thought I would try doing something creative were did I get no were I have not found a medium to play with for some time now.
So instead I listen to music and wonder what the hell to do?

Why can't I do that?

Ok have you even seen some let one person do something but not let another do the same thing? Well what I don't get is why, Why would some one let one person do something but not the other. Is it out of respect, pity, fear, love?

Now I under stand some things like parking in handicap spaces that is reserved for handicap people. But what about just to people what would make them different? Is one better then the other; is there something between one and the other? What would make the differents in one being able to do something that the other was not allowed to do?




Have you ever felt something is going on that no one let you know? I use to have a saying a long time ago with some friends "if you feel left out pull you self in" Now at that point and time it worked well. Now it dose not seam to fill the gaps, what if there was things going on around you that you did not know of? Almost like thinking you see something but were not sure if it was there or not, and going back for another look and it is no longer there, or has happened and is now pasted.

Life is a crazy place I guess we are all just along for the ride.


At some point and time we will all see in to things to deeply and see things that are not truly there.
But what do you do if they are truly there?





Ramblings of a crazy man, or just the way in which you see it happen?

Seeing that I have little to no content as of late I will let you all ponder my 101 things about me that might have not known, You know the thing that every one around me has done so I will jump off the bridge like you all (sounds fun)


101 things about me (lets hope it hits around that)

1. I find it hard to trust people.
2. I have very few friends
3. I do not see any good in any thing I do
4. I chose my words very carefully.
5. I get to set in making things happen.
6. I hate making list about my self.
7. Old people like to talk to me.
8. I like to watch people.
9. Most kids fear me.
10. I have really bad teeth.
11. I brushed my teeth twice a day every day.
12. I can carry my self well in a conversation.
13. I spell like a 4 year hold. (Every one knows this)
14. I do not know what is best for me.
15. I am sexually manipulative.
16. I do things in hast.
17. I find it hard to buy things that I want (that are not really needed)
18. I role my own cigarettes. (No just tobacco)
19. I like to make things with my hands.
20. I hate when people lie.
21. I Think chicks with Australian ascents are sexy.
22. I have been left by 3 girls for being to nice.
23. I have been cheated on 3 times.
24. I feel in powered when a chick hits on me.
25. I can see thru people pretty easily.
26. I am suspicious of every one around me.
27. I don't hold grudges.
28. I often separate my self from others.
29. I am not allowed to own a gun.
30. I don't like people that act like something they are not.
31. I question every action that some one does. (Not always out loud)
32. I drink to much coke.
33. I should stop smoking.
34. I like to stick it to the man.
35. I will spend too much time on the phone to get my way with a company.
36. I don't back down when I should.
37. I have a very nasty temper that I try to control.
38. I like to watch chicks strip.
39. I like flirty girls a little too much for being married.
40. I love to tear things apart.
41. I use to love to draw.
42. I am easily trusted.
43. I like to read about other people’s lives.
44. I hate to explain my self.
45. I have 5 tattoos.
46. I would like to cover my whole body with tattoos.
47. I often wonder what people I meet would be like in bed.
48. I am often too hard on my self over things I could not have changed.
49. I believe in what you give you should get in return.
50. I will try to offend people for fun.
51. I will do things for others just to feel wanted.
52. I find it hard some days to do any thing productive.
53. I have no torrents for stupidity.
54. I love to go to garage sales just to look throe other people stuff.
55. I feel I have done very little with my life.
56. I do not believe in organized religions.
57. I have never had a cool neighbor.
58. I questioned the things I do to much.
59. I often live in the past.
60. I can get along with just about any one if I want.
61. I have a very high tolerates for pain.
62. I feel that my head has never been right.
63. I don't like big cities.
64. I have been married for almost 3 years and still have a hard time remembering this.
65. I can never remember my age.
66. I wanted to be a porn star when I was 13.
67. I lost my virginity at the old age of 17, but could have lost it at the age of 14.
68. I worked at a job for 6 years.
69. I love the position.
70. I have good black mail photos.
71. I have a weak hart.
72. I love when a girl goes out of her way to look sexy.
73. I have changed a lot in the last 6 years.
74. I try to stay open minded.
75. I have tried every drug that dose not have to be injected.
76. I have stuck my self with a needle at the doc's office because the tech could not get a vain.
77. I often only see the bad in something.
78. I never have a good out look on things.
79. I don’t dance, I just can’t do it.
80. I love the smell of a striper. (Female that is)
81. I was thrown out of Pre School I did not play well with others.
82. I thing every one is out to screw me over.
83. I have very little petitions for life.
84. I was Goth in high school if you want to call it that.
85. I have 1946 WWII trench coats that I love.
86. I have only owned one car in my life; every other vehicle has been a van.
87. I have never really had sex in a car.
88. I went 6 years with out having my hair cut.
89. I will act like a crazy person to keep others away from me.
90. I have never had a one night stand.
91. I ones dated some one that is now related to me by law.
92. I almost had sex with my 6th grade safety.
93. I am allergic to the hops in tequila.
94. I will try any thing one time.
95. I foreclosed on a house.
96. I like to watch TV shows about history
97. I will often watch TV shows that show you how thing are made.
98. I have a hard time complementing people that are close to me.
99. I like to be challenged.
100. I never thought I could come up with a 100 things about me that some would not know.
101. I have a really hard time remembering names of people a meet.

Well there are 101 things about me that you may or may not know about me.

Now I know there at lest 25 things that I have left out of this, things that I don't thing I should share, or things that might up set some. Well I hope you enjoy I know I did not.

The ever popular

You all know it and love it youtube. you can just take the you right out of it, you tube has gone mane stream or should I just say they are on there way to it?
NBC is using all the folks at you tube for free marketing, they are going to start putting up pilots to see who will be more viewed?

Now normally I would have no problem with this but come one we all go there to see home videos of others the crazy to stupid, how many want to work for NBC for free Well not me.

I think if they want to do this they should have to start a page on there own not jump on one of the top 10 viewed sites, Whey is it we cant jump on there sites if we want ratings but they are more then welcome to do so to are sites?
NBC is taking a very brave new and bold step we need to make a stand or we will be seeing Other companies doing the same, we will loose what little on the web we have.

Now I not saying tomorrow or even today but it is going to happen if we can just tell people like NBC to back off and find other ways, not free labor we may be able to keep you tube for another year.

You Tube like all the others will be bought out and remade in to something no one really wants but the company, but to rape and pillage a place for the people to put up there things to be seen.

It will start with NBC and then move to others so I sagest we don't view them this will be the only chance we will have to keep it from turning in to a free advertisement for company'’s.

I wish you all well over at you tube and hope you keep it going for the people and not sell out like so many people do..

Life as it sets sail

Well sorry to all those that check here for something any thing, I know very few people still come buy. And this is why the lack of up dates, one the internet has started to bore me bore me something bad; I can not find a dame thing to amuse me. Two Now that the kid is out of school I have no time alone to think, I do not watch much TV but what TV that was watched was funny things that go on around the world, Now it is mostly cartoons.

Now in no way is this a bad thing trust me, But this is a bad thing to those that stop by for my shitty points on crazy topics. Well to all of the people that do still stop by there will be things, what things I am not sure but they will be here, it may take a little time.

I do have a few good ones cooking up in this head of mine, so be patient and we will all see what shit spews from me.

A-nother D-ay

That would be just one more day gone, we now have the crazy lady's dog and are watching 3 cats 2 bird some odd number of fish and have to remember to water about 2 dozen plants.

Peaj works to night fun (not), I am in a shit mood and have nothing nice to say so I will say nothing at all.


Were the hell is the happy ending???

I watch too much TV

I was watching this thing on history channel I think, (could be wrong there) about the bible code, you may be asking what the bible code is? Right now I was to,

Ok brief over look at is the are taking the original that is written in Aramaic and using a letter skip coding program, (ELS) what they do is type in words or fraises and it will use letter skipping until it finds it then sets it up in a big word find format. They typed in all sorts of stuff from Hitler to Kennedy, now the thing that is kinda weird it when they do it will highlight the search topic and then sets all the other letters in a word search format using the same amount of letter skips it took to find the search topic, then they go throw and see what other words they can find (I don’t think they go back words like in the real word search) in every thing in history from the space shuttles to wars it comes up with the things that will happen to them or what they have achieved, weird well it also for some of the stuff they put in tells the year that it happened.

Ok now what I don't get is they can tell history by this yippy Skippy, history will not help us, but why not do a search on names that are coming up now like bush or bin Boozeo or some science dork that may have a good idea then you might get something useful out of it, no instead they are searching history.

But what I really don't under stand is you could do this with any book I would guess, from novels to magazine articles, it is only looking for one thing and that thing will show up no matter if it means something or not. I mean come on it is a book that was supposedly written hundreds of years ago of cores it will have some good word searches in it.

There are really two lines to this either you be leave in it or you think it is crap, Hitler brings up bad man, Kennedy brings up will be assassinated, and Kennedy’s killer brings up the one that will assonant, so ya ok I see that much but using such a big text you could bring up a lot of stuff take any book and do it and I am sure you will bring up all kinds of stuff.

Well here is what I can find on this whole thing happy hunting for the truth or reality.
These two web sites seam to be the closes to what I saw on the program and have the most information on the topic.

More information
Main for Information on all the codes of the bible's

Here is something

Lying something every one has done, if is be for keeping out of something that is embarrassing or is it is to help someone out, but what is the worst lie you have ever told? My self I have it hard to trust people I know have lied to me.
I guess it is hard for me to believe that person from that point on, I have worked with a great many people that lie on a daily bases, why you may ask well I don’t really have a clue I am sure some people do it to feel more important or try and make them self’s look better then you or some one else. But what point is a lie no good?

This in it self is not a good thing lying that is, politicians do it ya and if you think they don’t you are just stupid, children do it well we all know that, but what about husband and wife’s they may lie all day long to coworkers or friends but do they lie to there spouse? This is what I don’t under stand I am sure many people lie to there spouse hell most marriages theas days end in divorces.

But what I want to know is how many people lie to there spouse on a regular bases? And why they would lie to them, I guess if you were having a affair you would lie but what about little things, like how you day really went you know what I mean the unimportant things in there life.

I guess what I am really saying is at some point you will have to trust, and at some point some will lie to you. But at what point do you take it as true or false?

If any thing, take what you know is true and hope like hell that what every one is saying is true.

You never really know if some one is telling the truth so be careful what you take as truth.

Awwww darn

MercilessMinx at I Talk to much
Gave me this as a rating.

3. Chuck’s Little Life

Two sidebars = one too many sidebars. They are half-filled with ads anyway, so no one would miss it if one were to fall off and slither back into the sizzling hell it came from.

I’m not a grammar nazi, nor am I a spelling bee champion. However there are more misspellings than I like to deal with here - the kind that spell checkers wouldn’t find (board/bored, brake/break). Okay, maybe there are just two, but for some reason they really bug me today. Grr.

The posts bore me. This guy has no personality. It finally dawned on me just now how the phrase “bored to tears” came about. I yawned so much my eyes wouldn’t stop watering. Now I’m stiffling. I refuse to conclude that this blog made me cry, so I’ll just leave you all with one parting thought: finger

I give it No slaps





Darn I Got ripped on as if I care, and yes thanks to one of the comments in that post he dose mention that I am dyslexic which you all know is true. But if you don't like don't read cool with me.

Seconded I am back Booooooomb. This is what I needed to come back with a little fire under my ass. Now no I don't really care that they don't like it or not but I thought it would be fun and a little free advertisement for me HEHE. She gave me the bird not the double bird (disappointed on that one) but the alternating bird.


In closing I fucking rule.

Well sorry to say all but I think I have thought block, or something like it I guess.

Well I will be taking a little brake from blogging and so on for a little wile, no reason really just don’t have much to blog on I guess all though my readers have fallen off something bad, this will give you a chance to look back at all the shitty posts I have made.


I will be reading on with all the blogs that I read, close to 100 now. But most likely will not be commenting a lot.



We will be back after this short comitial brake.

Photo comments

Ok so to day I am going to post photo/pic's I find and type in what ever I want to say or think about them.




Ok this one I like for the fact that well I do say fuck a lot and I should put this up on this site.




Next I found this and thought wow how true it that. I think we should reprint all money in the U.S. with that on it instead of god. It is the one true thing here now; money can buy you any thing even presidencies…



This one I found well looking throw a bunch of blogs, this comes form a religious site that was poking fun at a neighboring church. I just love what it implies to me. On you knees bitch!




This is back to the money thing, I really think they should make some denotation with this on it; it is the one thing we have that we have used that will be remembered for ever. HEHE





Ok so I am getting board with this so I will leave you with this one.

As some of you may Member

Some time ago I put up a post of how much my blog was worth. It was 0.00 just to fill you in if you don't remember. And now (see below)

My blog is worth $1,129.08.
How much is your blog worth?

In other news


Sleep in hot weather is not good sleep at all, I had some really fucked up dreams and did not do a whole lot of sleep. The dreams when along the lines of making me believe so much that things were not as they seamed.

Crap

Well it is hot as hell already here, this sucks I do not want to turn the air on (seeing it shoot the electric bill to double) and that it is going to rain for the next few days which will be nice.

Peaj got out of work early to day which is pretty cool, but seeing she got up at 2 in the morn she has crashed on the couch for a wile. Which leave me time to scribble some shit down for you all to read.

So tomorrow should be fun, as most of you know buy know I have SBC/ AT&T DSL. Now the problem is that there server is telling me that I am hooked up at 3008kbps down load and 512kbps upload. Now I checked 4 other servers to see what speed they have me at and this is what I found, 417kbps up and 266kbps down, and the sad part is they are telling me I am 88.8% worse than average on SBC.

That sucks, so now I have to call them and bitch a fit and see why that other sever tells me my connection sucks and they are telling me it is really good? I am paying for there pro which means I should be zooming along pretty good instead I am having connection errors every where.

Last night the whole thing crashed and I had to rest the modem which took about 1 hour or so, I am guessing there were having problems.

If you want to test you speed feel free Here is a good one test you speed

And here is the test that SBC gives you

When you get you speeds feel free to drop them in the comments so I can see what every one is at.


I will get to the bottom of this soon and let you all know what I find out…..

Memorial Day surprise

Who can tell me why Memorial Day came about? Well I will let you know it is to honor the men and women that lost there life's trying to keep are freedom.

As we all disgrace all there sacrifices buy letting all the freedoms of old be taken from us I hope you all in joy the 3 day week end most of us get from the deaths of all the men and women.

What they fought for was freedom so we could hand it back to the same tyrants that tried to keep us repressed.

So as you all celebrate this week end dedicated to people that gave there lives for freedom, I hope you think about all the things that you have handed back with out thinking or fighting for them.




Good job America you screwed up.

Here it comes

We have all see it, we have all hit the back button to try and get away from the problem.
What the hell are people thinking when doing this, I blog roller a lot as of late with the wife being in the crappy cycle of work and sleep. As I am blog rolling along I hit a road block that dame little ribbons on the left of the page that say cure world hunger, or impeach bush now, or some other dumb ass saying.



What the hell these things piss me off now instead of rolling along to see what might be next I have to back up and try aging. Now the point of these things I don't get they take you to some dumb ass web site that you don't care about.


Now this above all piss me off because they are fucking with my good time, how the hell am I spouse to get to the next blog if you have this stupid ass thing blocking the way, now I come to find out that the people that are putting these things up wrong are being kicked off the blog rolling bar.

Good for blogger for doing so they piss me off, if you want to put this stuff up then do so but not over the dame bar in which 90% of these peoples views use to even find them, are you dumb or just retarded and cant figure blogging out?


That is all for now and not another word on it. (I hope)……

Time and time aging

Well I spent the better part of the night last night playing with the code, to get a random header up here, as you can see still have not figured out the problem yet, most likly will be the template in which I chose.

I will be going throw all of my bookmarked sites and any I deem worthy I will be putting up the lings to them, if any one wants to get in on it drop me an Email with the link or put it up in the comments. (This should be fun and very time consuming)


What make a good blog?

Well I think I have seen it all, some good some bad, some so horrible that I could not look at them. So what I want to know from all of yaw is what do you think makes a good blog.


(Not that I plain to change any thing hears for any one but I just wanted a little feed back on it)

8 Ferrets and a thought

After the wind down of 8 carpet sharks running muck, I started to think.
I found a web site some time ago, letting you post pic's that you get part of the profit of if it is sold or used. Hmmmm I will have to start looking in to the page with my bookmarks being about a mile long now I am sure it will be an easy find.

With digital cam in had I wonder if there is a market for the fuzzes, (dah I know there is) but one that would by photos of the 8 that we have?


I leave you with this question


What was the easiest way you ever made a buck?

1000 things I could do

Well I have been looking around for things to change/update my page. What I have found is there is well over 1000 different ways to do so, with the original crap temples for blogger. Now my problem is in the fact that I want with a different template, dame me for picking something I liked.

Now some of the big things I would love to do, but have not found the way yet is have a random header, ya that is the pic up top of this page, I would love for it to change each time you reload the page (tired of doing my self really).

I have found every single thing to make my blog look like a my space peace of shit site, yah like I want that, you know like sparkly cursers and moving back rounds, or how bout the dame impossible dark words on a dark back round that makes you eyes bleed.

Well for now this is what you get till I figure some things out about it. I like the lay out better then what I had for a wile, (original blog template). But it needs something I just have not found what that something is yet. As always you are allowed to throw you 2 cents in if I listen or not well that is up to me.

In other news

The kid has a little less then 4 weeks left of school, Holy hell were did the time go on that one, did not even see it coming. It will be time ones more for fishing biking and general fun things out of doors. (Should be fun she is a little older and better behaved this year)



Update the unclaimed Michigan money, well I have response in hand it is not mine, dame it all to hell there goes my idea of being rich again. Well better luck next time I guess. In short they do tell you if it is yours or not I was really was hoping it would be but oh well.



I feel another rant coming on, you will just have to wait and see on this one.


One last note

If you are at work and have nothing better to do then read the crap I put up, take some time and check out my links, E-mails From Jesus. I have been laughing my ass off on some of them.

Now this was enraging

I was flipping throw the channels like a do most nights, (when the wife has to work the next day).

Now this is where most of you are asking what got me so pissed off to post it? Well I will let you know but fist the story that leads up to it.

We lost power to day for about an hour or so not much fun but what are you going to do. Then after the power came back Peaj turns the TV on and all is going well then the cable goes out. What the hell powers on cables out. Peaj calls and they tell us that it is due to the power outage that cable went out and that the power company will not let the cable company in to fix it until they are done. Ok so cable was out the rest of the day around 8 I hooked up the rabbet ears to watch the Simons and family guy, about half past 8 I plugged the cable back in and BAM that shit is up and running.

I thought all was well started flipping throw and what do I find, no it was not the blue hair lady on the church channel, but a commercial for the very place I live.

What the fuck this place sucks, they will not fix my shit but they have the money to put up a commercial for them self’s. Now what the hell we have a stove that is twice the age of me and only half works a living room with some bad water damage carpet that is so dame cheep it is falling apart. But yet they have the money for a commercial and not just some cheep one. It was a pretty nice one with the hole the safest city bull shit in it.

Now this is were I wish I had money to have my own commercial to tell every one the truth about this place.

That is my rant so suck it up spit it out right at the office of this place.

Some updates and some new news

Update—the apartment people are fixing things slowly but they are fixing it, the bed room is done.



And now we wait for them to do the living room, they are going to test for moister and see if it has to be cut out and replaced or just repainted. This is what we get to look at now hopefully will be fixed soon.





We took the opportunity to see a movie to day, over the hedge. Wife and I took the kid to see it, kid loved it and I and the wife thought it was good.
















Update to the last post----I was watching the history channel and found out if the whole thing was true it would ruin the church, and of cores they will deny it all. (It would kill all business for them).

In Search of

Yes I am searching for a why here. I want to know why the church is in such an up roar about this Da Vinci code crap, now I have not see nor read the Da Vinci code. I do know they discredit the bible and all, but what I don't under stand is why this is such a big thing that there are churches out saying it is the work of the devil. I just don't get it who cares what movie/ book has to say about something that you believe so much in.

It is almost like they are stepping on there marketing ads or something. They must relay be hurting there sales if they are this up in arms about it.

In closing it is a book made up or not it is in a book the same as the shit you read, and preach to others, the truth is if it was found to be true they would have to close up shop because no one would listen to there book any more.

Sad but true, there is a grain of truth in that that is so denied.

Thoughts

As I sit and listen to new music I found via another blogger, I start to wonder how much more music is out there that I would enjoy but just have not found yet, you cant rely on the radio they only play shit they want, which most of it sucks what I want is original music, music with hart and soul not mindless crap they put on the radio. And no I am not going to pay for some dame radio with now commercials to get it.

Then I start to think about the books ya all the books I have read and the ones not yet read. I am a very picky reader; I have never been a fan of Steven king and am only reading this one because my wife told me it was pretty good. What books I have are Piers Anthony, and Poppy Z Brite,


now neither are alike in there writing but both told a good story. I have picked up my fare share of bios of people, and read it just to know more about them. But what I don’t do is go looking for a good book why well not really sure on that one but if you have some suggestions feel free to drop them here.

Life has gotten boring the winter was long and with out snow, the summer is near and all I want to do is take the kid fishing biking and have some fun. She is now at the age were I am sure we can do a little more, out side and enjoy it.

My thoughts are spear attic at best to night, wondering skipping and jumping about, I want something but have no clue what it is. Feel I need to do something but am not quit clear on what it is, feel lost and confused and I am sure there is no reason for this, would love to find a way to make money and still be there for the kid, but I of all people have not come up with the plain for that one yet.

The Mormons are coming

Time to run the Mormons are coming, pack the kids and run like hell they will find you they will search you out and try and give you a free book.

So every day around 3:40 I go up to the office parking lot of the apartments I live in, to sit on the parking block facing the street to wait for the little one to come home. (sitting on the parking block only if it is dry) well yesterday to guys on bikes are riding by I am reading Steven kings bag of bones not paying much attention, (starting to get in to the book and all) and one of the guys on the bike ask if I know were a bike repair shop is I say no never looking up, he then goes in to a explanation of why he needs one (as if I give a shit)
Now being the nice person I am I say well I can see what I can do. Dame it all to hell if the guy is not dressed in nice shirt and pants, this Is when I notice what he is a bible pusher, (thinking at this point oh shit what have I done). He asks what I am reading I tell him he asks do I like to read, mean wile I am trying to put is seat back on for him, which is the problem he is having the center post has come unbolted. All the wile he is asking if I would read his book I say I have and yes I have. Then he asks if I believe in god I tell him I do not believe in organized religion then he intrudes his self.

Hi my name is what ever he said did not even listen I represent the church of something of latter day saints I get a smirk, now I have for the last few year have added the church of latter day saints to a lot of things as a joke, so of cores I am going to kind of laugh at this.

He goes on to tell me all about him and his brethren (sounds like a cult) and how they read from both books yada yada yada. I put the moraines seat back on and tell him it is striped out and will not stay long, he then hands me a pamphlet and asks if I would read his book I told him I was already reading a book, then the bus pulls up.

He then asks if he can get my phone number I say no and then asks if he can stop buy and drop the book of, I say no aging. I give him some shit story about privacy and how my wife likes it. Now mean wile his little buddy is staring at the tattoos on my arms.

Well needles to say I will no longer help before I look, that I learned but I also think I will just keep my mouth shut and act like I am a mute. Well after we finally get them to go way with the story of I am up there every day at the same time and if they want to drop the book of to me then no problem, (that way I can burn it at home like the others). The kid and I start walking home well the started to leave the apartment complex and then slowed and turned around and start to follow us, ok this sucks go the fuck away or I will give you Jesus Christ and the latter day saints up you ass side ways. Well we get home and find that his brethren that he mentioned lived here is in the building next to the one we are in. Dame the bible pushers they are worse then drug dealers, for one reason what they do is legal.

Which is the biggest crock ever there are more crimes and wars over there books then there are over drugs.

Well that was my day above is the pamphlet he gave me back and front,It looks more like aliens are invading but what ever. So if you want a free book just give them a call. They will show up at you door in a matter of minutes with you free sample just like the drug dealers would do for you, the first ones on the house. Then you have to pay for the addition.



Now in no way get me wrong with this post if you want to follow the book be my guest it is your choice, I don't care if you follow the book of the road. But when you come to me and I tell you that I don't believe and you still try and get me to take more then what I want, it is wrong after saying I did not believe you should leave, not pass you drug of choice and yes I know have adopted this as my saying religion is you drug of choice not mine. I choice to live my life my way I do not need a book that can not be proven or disproved to tell me what I should do nor do I need some place to give money to (which I have vary little of).
If this offends you be my guest to comment I will not remove any thing that is said, because freedom of speech still applies here. I have made my choice in life and if you are unwilling to except them I am sorry, but we all have free will. And I do not choice to follow the rest of the sheep for salvation, or to feel acceptance from a figment of the imagination.

You never know

You never know some one until you have been through ever thing with them. Why do I bring this up, well as most of you know I am married and have been for 3 years? And as I am sure I know peaj and know her well, but she still amazes me when it comes to what strengths she has.
I don't think there is a week that goes by that she dose not does something that amazes me with something.
I have had many friends through the years and felt I knew them well; boy I was wrong on some of them. There a few that had stole girls from me and a few that just stabbed me in the back, it is hard to see the true person and what they are capable of, I am sure that I will never know every thing about the people around me it is a life process I guess.

You may go your whole life and never see the true colors of some one, or you might meet them and it just bleeds out. You may never see it unless the circumstances are just right or things may fall just right for them to show what they really are.

I guess in short make sure you look at it all before you really choice the people you trust.

I have a few people that I am sure I can trust any thing with one being my wife and the other well you know who you are. Now don't get me wrong I trust family but family can not be trusted with every thing. So this is for the two people that are set higher then all the rest in my life.

Well as I promised

The hot tub place is pretty cool you can check them outHere . Now on to the time we showed up a little early not a big deal, I am pretty sure she really enjoyed the hot tub and the privacy of the whole thing. It is surrounded by 12 foot walls and the one we got had a huge water fall down the one wall; it was the
Borneo Rainforest one. The price was good and it was more then just relaxing to be with the wife and be able to just sit back and relax in the nice warm water.
Even know it was over caste and a little on the rainy side but over all I hope she enjoyed it I know I did.
As for the rest of the day it was not so relaxing, but I will have to post that part another time after the wife and I talk about it, and I get her promotion to post.

Current news we are stuck in not knowing what to eat for dinner. Feel free to drop some ideas.

To day is the day

Yes to day is, this is the day were I take my wife out for mothers day. She has no clue what or were or why, but I am sure she will enjoy this.

More to come soon

Happy hallmark day.

Well yes it is a hallmark holiday, yes it started way before hallmark but all holidays have become blown out of per potions by hallmark. Now I have read about half a dozen ways that mothers day has come about one said it was from Greeks, another from Woodrow Wilson's era. Little side not one of the ones I read this one said "Miss Anne Jarvis of Philadelphia. In May 1907, on the anniversary of her own mother's death," and then they go on to tell you about Carnations have been linked right from the beginning with Mother's Day. White Carnations were so popular that the florists ran out of them. So instead, white carnations came to be worn only if one's mother was dead. Red carnations, being more colorful, were worn if one's mother were still alive. Now I have never really heard of the carnation bit but ok if you say so.

What ever or who ever came up with the idea there are two versions of this the religious one and the no religion involved one, which ever you may want to believe in is up to you. I personally don't care were it came from, I am more or less talking about how hallmark is blown all the holidays up and over the top to make money. Every holiday has be come something for hallmark, they come out with something for every one of them, they sell millions of cards a year for all these holidays, and I am sure they make pretty good money doing so.

Now don't get me wrong I have always celebrated mothers day hell I even sent my mum a card, now I did not get my wife a card for two reasons, cards don't mean a hole lot when I cant find one that says the right things two well her gift will be on Monday and she will under stand why there was no card with this one.

No I just am starting to see to many of these hallmark holidays, there is one for you boss now are you post to get him something even know he is a raging ass? And there is one for you sectary what if she is the worst one ever do you still have to get her something, I guess the thing that bothers me is we have made it pretty fare in life do we really need holidays for every one, we got a long with out them before hallmark came up with them. I guess it is really good marketing on there behalf , think about it you start out with a few holidays and they are you big sellers, well you have slow times what do you do then you have birthdays and other little things in-between but well hell lets just start putting new holidays in the mix to keep business up.

Ok good marketing scheme, but what I don't see on the calendar is an appreciation day for postal workers you better watch it hallmark they will go postal on you.

Well happy mothers day all that are mothers, enjoy this day of approbation for you and every thing you have done or have tried to do.

Have some time

Go to www.google.com and when there type in "asshole" in the search and hit I am feeling lucky.

That sums it up.

Dangers

The most dangerous thing ever invented, well you might think I will put nuclear bombs or dynamite, but none of these things are the most dangerous things ever invented. Now I will give you that they are dangers and very deadly. But the most dangerous thing ever invented has not been invented yet as far as known, now even if it was I don't think we would know, it would devastate every thing would change every thing every day. But the problem is we would never know if it had changed a thing well in theory any way.

Buy now you are thinking of all the things it could be, and I am sure you have figured out what I am talking about. Time being the most delicate thing in existents would also be the most dangers to play with. A time machine would be so dangers but the only person that would be the one that went back and changed any little thing. See that only thing I could think of that might be good would be if the time machine would be if you could not existed it and just watch, but at the same time if the time machine would set down or disturb any thing around it, starting a chain reaction but we not being in the time machine would never know.


But if it were possible time travel that is we could prove with out a doubt what really happened. The only true word is the one of being there. We have history yes I do not doubt that but what history dose not give us is all the truth only speculation. We now little peaces of history but what we really don't know is the truth, not being there seeing it for are own eyes and leavening it for others to intrepid for us may leave things out.

Now I am not writing this for any particular reason nothing more then the thought, the thought in witch I started some time ago. If we could with out a doubt prove things what ever they may have been or are. May it be religion or a battle fought a long time ago. How much would it change us to know for are sure what really happened in the past?

So with that I leave you to think about it:

The crap I find in the news

LONDON - A British court recommended Wednesday that a man be extradited to the United States to face charges in the largest attack on U.S. government computer networks — including Army, Air Force, Navy and

Gary McKinnon, 40, of London has been indicted in New Jersey and Virginia for allegedly hacking into U.S. government computers between February 2001 and March 2002. He was arrested in 2002 and has fought his extradition by claiming he could face prosecution under U.S. anti-terror laws.
"My intention was never to disrupt security. The fact that I logged on and there were no passwords means that there was no security," McKinnon said, outside the hearing at London's Bow Street Magistrates Court. "I was looking for UFOs."
Court records in Virginia said McKinnon caused $900,000 in damage to computers, including those of private companies, in 14 states.
In New Jersey, he is accused of hacking into a network of 300 computers at the Earle Naval Weapons Station in Colts Neck, N.J., and stealing 950 passwords.
The break-in — which occurred immediately after the Sept. 11, 2001, terrorist attacks — shut down the whole system for a week, Judge Nicholas Evans said. The station is

responsible for replenishing the Atlantic fleet's munitions and supplies.
Though McKinnon was able to view sensitive details about naval munitions and shipbuilding on the secure U.S. systems, he did not access classified information, an investigation found.
British Home Secretary John Reid will make the final decision on extradition. If he approves it, McKinnon will appeal to the High Court, his lawyer Karen Todner said.
Edward Lawson, another attorney for McKinnon, told an earlier hearing that his client feared prosecution by a U.S. military commission under powers introduced after the Sept. 11 attacks.
But the judge said there was no "real, as opposed to fanciful, risk" of McKinnon being prosecuted under anti-terror laws, asking the suspect to accept an assurance provided by the U.S.

Department of Justice.
He told McKinnon that in choosing to target the United States he had "run the risk of being prosecuted in that country."
Officials in New Jersey and Virginia would have to decide where McKinnon should stand trial. If convicted of the charges in New Jersey, McKinnon faces a maximum sentence of five years in federal prison and a $250,000 fine.


Found here


Now I find this one hard to believe, well just the part about the computers being down for a week after September 11th. It looks like some one is trying to use this apparently bright man for an escape goat. Now I have watched a lot of things on September 11th and have hard nothing on any computers being down, or having problems with any of the computers. I will of cores have to start digging around to see if any one even reported there computers to be interrupted or down. If any one finds something be for me let me know.

The golden rule.

Out of boredom I went looking for the golden rule. Why well no reason really I heard it on the news at some point last night, why do I care well I don't but what did struck me as odd is there all the same, the only different is extirpation. Well all of them except the math one I throw in for fun. Well now I did not go to deep in to the subject but just googled and ran.

Christianity All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye so to them; for this is the law and the prophets.
Matthew 7:1

Confucianism Do not do to others what you would not like yourself. Then there will be no resentment against you, either in the family or in the state.
Analects 12:2

Buddhism Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful.
Udana-Varga 5,1

Hinduism This is the sum of duty; do naught onto others what you would not have them do unto you.
Mahabharata 5,1517

Islam No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself.
Sunnah

Judaism What is hateful to you, do not do to your fellowman. This is the entire Law; all the rest is commentary.
Talmud, Shabbat 3id

Taoism Regard your neighbor's gain as your gain, and your neighbor's loss as your own loss.
Tai Shang Kan Yin P'ien

Zoroastrianism That nature alone is good which refrains from doing another whatsoever is not good for itself.

Isocrates, the Greek orator: "What things make you angry when you suffer them at the hands of others, do not you do to other people."

Philo, the great Hellenstic Jewish philosopher of Alexandria, wrote, "What you hate to suffer, do not do to anyone else."



The mathematical golden rule states that, for any fraction, both numerator and denominator may be multiplied by the same number without changing the fraction's value.