the devil in laced up red heals

like a old friend that was never friendly , a relationship that was old and wore out after you met. sleep was always a problem racing minds have a hard time resting when the body is tired, but never did I have a problem of waking up through the night because that racing mind decided to start the race before the body. interesting that it has been the same or very similar dreams plaguing me right before waking, even more odd that I can remember them I could not even tell you the last time I remember even having a dream that I could remember so vividly. goes to show you that all things can trigger memories and thoughts, now I have to tear apart and figure out what is plaguing my mind so much.