12.24.2007

Christmas

Well merry Christmas and all that good stuff. All I want for Christmas is a happy baby that dose not wake every few hours just to see what you are doing (sleeping) or trying to. Life has not changed all that much thing are still moving some projects moved and other are still the same.

Now for most this time of year means time with the family, now as much as that sounds fun for most I don’t care for it. My family is one thing I am referring to the one that lives under this roof with me. As for the rest I would not mine passing for one, I guess I have just gotten to the point were I no longer feel like dealing with family.

Now you all know what I mean “dealing” family, all the little things pushing all the crap aside to be nice and cheery and all (something I am not good at). I wish things were like when I was a child things seam so much easier then.


Time to grow and try and be better I guess.

Well happy holidays to you all

12.07.2007

Interesting

So I find it very interesting that I just figured something about my self out this very morning, buy reading every ones things you did not know about me things.

Ok I am having issues with finishing things, there I said it. I have started so many things as of this past year and have yet to finish a dame one. What the hell is my problem I never use to have problems doing the finishing part of a job? I have even had a hard time getting throw Harry potter for the 2end time, so I finished it but it was just not good enough I had to go back and start it again so I ones again do not finish it. and then you have my older daughter that dose not even want to read the last Harry potter due to that fact that it will be over, something she dose not want I guess.
Take my blog for instants I have not updated in for ever again. Not that this is anything new but I could have swore that I did up date well at lest posted something, but alas I have not.

so instead of a list of things about me you are all going to get a list of jobs that need to be done started or at lest worked at.

1. Finish the bath room (true finish work mirror paint floor and molding putting in outlet.)
2. out side wall of Abby’s room, rest of tape seaming and plastering, painting molding
3. Putting up doors to the lining closet also staining doors.
4. staining the door for Abby’s room, (this door did make it up)
5. and the new projects putting the living room back in order
6. Ripped out the closets in the living room now I have to rebuild them in the garage, fixing said wall in living room insulating and coving up some ones dumb idea for a wall.
7. moving the living room crap around so it all fits a little better,



Now lets add in all the day to day/ week to week things to that list. And to think I just barely do this list. Every thing has suffered I have not doing much of any thing, I know my wife seams to think I play my Ocrack all day (online game) but even that has suffered, I have lost most of what I have built.

I just don’t know what is wrong with me, I have found a new funk I guess and I did not even realize I was in it till now. So here is trying fix the or should I say modify the new funk.