3.29.2006

here ya go

Favorite Artist meme:Choose a band or artist; and answer a bunch of questions using only titles of their songs.I will have to go with Cake right now,
1. Are you male or female? Satan is my Motor

2. Describe yourself: Jesus Wrote A Blank Check

3. How do some people feel about you: Ain't No Good

4. How do you feel about yourself: Walk On By

5. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Long Line Of Cars

6. Describe your current significant other: You Part The Waters

7. Describe where you want to be: Other Never There

8. Describe how you live: I Bombed Korea

9. Describe how you love: Love You Madly

10. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: You Turn The Screws

11. Share a few words of wisdom: Short Skirt / Long Jacket

12. Now say goodbye: Let Me Go


ok so this is were I am spose to tag well I don’t have anyone left so I guess I am last at it agin.
Thanks to stepho this was kinda fun.

3.28.2006

Two has become one

Griped so tightly around the throat
Frozen in time
Finding it hard to move
Can’t seam to find you voice
Lost in thought
Your emotions are dead to sight
Feeling lost in side
Left out in the cold
The love has gone
You hurt in you soul
Losing the ability to comprehend
Minds eye is to clouded you are blind
Chest is being crushed
Your stand open armed
Your mind is racing
Your body is dead
Feel no hope
Seeing no site
Feeling the end it now

I am here and I will fix all that has gone wrong. You will see that the choice that you have made was not a bad one. You are now the one that needs more then I. And that is why I am here. I can not fix it was with one swipe of my hand it will take time. You will see that I will right the wrong for you.
Just hold on tight and you will be safe for now. We will do this together; I have seen the roads and have chosen a path. All you have to do is just let me lead the way.

3.27.2006

Life debit and control

Ok so at this very moment in time we are in debt control. And I am the one at the wheel.


We are a 3 hundred under 5 thousand. And I can make it all go away. I have this all figured out it will take around a year as long as nothing comes up in that time. Tomorrow I have to make a few phone calls and see if I can take a big chunk out of that shit. Witch I am sure I will be able to and the rest is just sticking to the payments. Should be ok not to ruff to do. I went throw every bill not including utilities and we are not too bad off. The credit cards will stay as they are and will most likely be the last to be paid off. The medical bills will be the first and I hope to take care of most of that tomorrow. Over all I thought it was going to be worse then it was. I have a few that I have to get stamps for tomorrow and we should be set to keep on going. I figured it out to be a little over the minimum on all of them and they should for the most part be gone in a year. It will most likely be tight at times but very much doable.


That is all this is me being pretty happy with finely figuring it all out to make it work.

3.22.2006

Need a friend application. Need a friend have a friend give a friend?

Sine up to day and see if you are good friend to be had?

Answer some questions and send them in and you will find out the truth about the friend that you think you are.


1 would you be friends with an ugly person?

2 when looking for a friend does you ask your self if you would have sex with them before you consider them to be a friend.

3 would you go down on a friend if he/she is sad?

4 ok you have a friend that is single would you go out of you way to try and get them laid?

5 when at a party do you stick by you friend even when all they want to do is sit and stare?

6 say you are getting it on with some one and you phone rings and you see it is your friend does you answer or just keep bumping ugly?

7 would you play wing man/women for you friend even if the one you get stuck with is ungodly ugly?

8 do you have a friend that keep around just for laughs?

9 do you make fun of one friend to another friend?

10 would you do you friends wife/girlfriend husband/boyfriend with out asking?

11 say your friend is of same sex as you. Said friend wants to be interment with you. Do you run like hell? Or try it and see?

12 do you tell other people friends embarrassing moments?

13 would you do you friends mom/dad if they were hot?

14 do you have a friend that the only reason you have them as a friend is to argue with them?

15 ok picture you and you friend have very hot dates. You are the one out of the two of you that gets laid all the time. Ok so you and your friend only have one condom, you let you friend have it being the weak on in the sex department? Or do you just take it and go fuck like a bunny?

16 would you bail you friend of jail at 3 am?

17 if you found out your friend was in the closet would you not longer keep them as a friend?

18 if said friend had really bad taste in music would you tell them?

19 if you found out you friend has been doing you wife/girlfriend husband/boyfriend. Would you beet them to death? Or just let is go?

20 what is the first thing you look for in a friend?



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3.21.2006

aol sucks

Ok so around x-mass time some one stole my credit card #. Ok I delt with is quick and it was done with no damage. Last month some time I get a call. It’s aol wanting there money for my account. I ask what account I don’t have aol they suck. So then I get to play phone tag with these assholes (I hate aol). So every day after I called the fraud department I still get called and asked for the money, so I told them nice the first few times, the fraud story and they sorry and they will take my name of the list. Ok so they did not do so and after the first few days I lost patens I have made 2 of the callers cry after insulting them in every way I can think of. And now it is just me be belligerent as hell calling them every name I can think of (all of this for fun). Now I have worked with phones and calls are for, I know they can hang up on you if you call them. But if they call you well they just have to put up with all the shit that you dish out. Well to day I missed the call I was talk to my sister so I called them to yell knowing full well that they would just hang up. But oh no they cant hang up they are collections for aol and well they have to take all the shit that you dish to. So to day I yelled every belligerent work I could think of (fun shit). Then I tell the lady the story because she took it all and did not get nasty (surprise the shit out of me). So she starts the hole will take you name of the list and this were I started to scream fucking cunt at her and she tells me it will take 30 days for it to go throw. So I politely ask her will I get to scream obscenities at other aol people for another 30 days. She replies yes sir it dose seam to be that way. So I ask why in the hell would any one want to deal with a company that would constantly hound some one that the was screwed over buy some one? She tells me it is there policy. So I tell her fuck off and die eat shit and have a nice fucking day.

Now what did we all learn from this

aol FUCKING SUCKS DICK.

Tomorrow wait for phone call to yell at these ass holes that don’t check the accounts in which they call. Which I was told it is very plainly desplade that the account was canceled and was put down as a fraudulent account.

You have to love mindless drones that work for little to no money.

3.19.2006

A little word if you please. LOL LOL

Ok so I have a site meter thing right. (check the bottom of the page its there) well any way I know most every one who comes here, and there are a few that pass by using the next blogger button. Well that thing that I have not figured out yet is some one from Texas is coming to my site and they come here on regular bases. Now almost no one comments on my site they just read. (That is cool) but what gets me is this person form Texas never has commented so I don’t know if they have a site. Now I know they have see all my sites but still know way to know if they have one. Then I got to thinking do I know this person, to tell you the truth the only people that really come to the site is people I know either personally or throw mutual friends.
Ok to the point my life is dull and I don’t have a lot to write about. So I need you. The few of you that read to push up ideas it may just be a word or what ever you want along. And I will write what ever comes to mind. And yes I want the person form Texas to comment just ones I don’t care if you tell me to fuck off. Hell you could just drop an email with a link to your site if you have one.
Now I read a lot of sites in my free time. I don’t always comments on them but that is because of my dyslexia. Blogger spell check sucks so I have to write every thing in word and then cut and past. Long process but I guess it is worth it if you want people to be able to read the shit you write. And well comments don’t have spell check so either I have to keep it really simple or well just don’t write it.


So there you all have a job if you read this blog you have to give me something to go one. A word a question, something you want to know. I will go look of the answer if I don’t know it of cores. But I need something to write on,


You have you amassment go forth little ones and be creative.

3.17.2006

Rambling of dyslexia

Ok so now that I do not have a job so to speak of, I read a lot. Even when I was working I would read a book or so a month. Which is pretty good for a dyslexic fool that could not even spell is name in the forth grad. So any way with that said I started reading the Harry potter series good read if I do say so, much better then the movies. Well I finished the 6th book a few weeks a go or days kind of hard to tell ya which it is. So I started picking up books and trying to read and well I have just about given up. Either I could not get in to the story or in my opinion over or under written stories that just sucked. So Joe brings a book the last time he came over the tucker max story. Now with picking up a few books as of late and having no luck with it I picked this up and gave it a try.
Now I did not expect a whole lot starting out being kind of down about not being able to find a story that was worth my time, but this is the most fucking hilarious book I think I have ever read. I have laughed more in the last two days form this book then I think I have ever done in my life. It has become hard to put it down. Now I have to admit that Joe has had it linked on is site for some time (I am told my Peaj). Apparently she must be the better friend letting me know that she has gone to all the links on Joe’s page. Now I have gone to a few but not many.
Anyway I think Tucker Max is my new hero. I mean come one the guy is a riot, and for thus that have not read the book I say give it a try. Now I am sure that I will most likely be the last person to read this book seeing well I am kind of a looser, when it comes to cool things. I the most likely person to be out of the loop. Well any ways I would like to thank Joe for reading martial.
Ya so that was pretty much it I just wanted to thank Joe. That done I guess I don’t really have any thing to say. I will be linking to Tucker Max as well the shit is just to funny.

3.16.2006

Losing site of the goal

I think some were down the long line of life I lost site. Of perhaps the goal, or just maybe life it self. I have no direction at this moment. I think I have lost the ability to communicate with other people; I am not sure what went wrong with me. I have lost all ability to under stand others. I do not seam to under stand like I ones did. It is pretty clear that I can not really ask for help with this. Seeing that well I don’t think any one can help. I am not sure were I went wrong with all of this, but I am pretty sure I have lost all control. It is more like a freight train running down the track at full speed and no one is at the wheel any more.
In other news I found out why I can’t seem to get any one interested in hiring me, it seams that my ex-employer of 6 years is giving a not so nice reference. So nice of them don’t you think. Well seeing that I was there for 6 years I can’t just skip them as a reference at this point. Sad sad place
Well one more time the weather men here suck, this is like the 4th time that they have not reported the weather right. And one more time to tell the kid that there will most likely be no sledding this year. She is little up set about this, ah well what you are going to do.




You Loose You Get Nothing, Good Day SR.

3.07.2006

3.03.2006

Cumbersome we draw breath to start the day,

As we slide throw another day drawing a breath that may be are last,

To which perhaps we have none but to move forward and beyond,

Each day the line is drawn in the sand for us to step forth to care on,

Live being no more then a series of events for us to discover over and over,

The sun comes and goes the moon keeps in turn,

A simple balance of light and dark turning more and more,

Life never ends it just trudge along on the path in which we set,

Life is no more a journey of the line in witch we drew in the sands of time,

So take this breath as it will be you last,

Don’t dwell on the sand that has already slipped for the glass,

Do not falter on the things you convict as your own,

Walk knowing that the sand that has spilt for you was not just lost in time,

3.01.2006

ok I just cant stop!!!

  • Here is another.

  • Now if any one knows who the song is by please let me know. it on it self sound funny.

    Ok so this has had me rolling on the floor the last 20 min or so

    You can lesion to has me rolling
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  • . I just cant stop laughing.