trying times

Well lets see a lot of things are in the air right now and it is kinda hard to think of all it at one time. Things i know at this time. My loves peaj as you all know we have been married for a cuple of years how time flys when you are in love. Kaylee well what can i say she is my one and hopfuly not my last child i love her to death but time have gotten hard for her. little out burst and fealings of not being pritty it is hard to help a 6 year old under stand she is butiful that coming from you mom and dad well just don't do it.
ferrets well i have a over abuntens of them but i would not trad them for any thing they are grate fun for all i think. cats well got 2 and well don't realy have any thing to say they are nice one more then the other......
life in genral is not so bad we have been trying to deal with a lot trying to find a little better living space and haveing a hard time doing so. peaj's job is been going well we had a little run in with peaj's helth wich truned out ot be nuthing but we played it safe this time and things tured out good. me well there is not a lot to say i am kinda of a losy stay home dad things are not clean around here we live in a mess and well as much as i try i don't feal i am getting any were with it. kinda longing for a little adult converstaion it is a lot harder then i thought only talking to a little one hats of to my mom that did it way longer then i think i could. parnts well that is somthing that has been on my mind my parnits live kinda far way and well my mom is not doing well i see death in her and for ones that know me you know what i mean she is not as well as she says and that has been bothering me a lot latyl and like norm i am trying to just put it out of site and mind and well it dose not work well. my sis has been on my case so to say she needs some one and well as much i am there for any one you all know that. my sis is getting hard to deal with i know she is not happy were she is and well untill she steps up i don't know how much help i can be..... well that is almost every thing that has been plaging me as of late. now back to the mess to try to clean it up or well just throw the shit out the door at this point...


well you all know me and i hope this a finds you better in mind then I