12.31.2005

all a new

all is good here as I hope it is all with you




Happy New Year to all....

12.27.2005

the #'s

VISITS

Total 152
Average Per Day 4
Average Visit Length 0:49
Last Hour 0
Today 1
This Week 25

PAGE VIEWS

Total 180
Average Per Day 4
Average Per Visit 1.2
Last Hour 0
Today 1
This Week 29
Ok so this shows that people are coming here just not a whole lot but by how it looks the same people are coming back so I must say I do have some dedicated fans. (At lest I hope.)

12.22.2005

shaving

To shave or not to shave would be the question.
Ok so I got a little under a half an inch of whiskers growing on my face as of now. And would like to hear if I should shave it all of or let the shit grow. Not that any one really cares but come on this is your chance to make me do something either shave it off and drop like 5 years off my image or let it grow and look just a little older. No one has really said any thing around here about it and well knows I go in search of some comments.

Here is your chance don’t screw it up.

12.14.2005

take it for the words that are there and nuthing more

Feelings come and they go like thoughts they are. Getting older every day feeling the pains for all they are worth. Every thing changes and you are starting to feel left behind when every one leaves. You are standing still as the world keeps turning you are unrig for the thing in side to just let is all out side. You are here and they are there and now they are here and you are there. Life never gets any easier then when you were sitting in the sand box paying no attention to the world around you. Now you are growing old and not sure were or what you should be doing. Life is a never ending learning prose’s and some times you wish you could just step out for a wile. There is no running there is no getting away any more you are too old and know better to try and run now. Life will keep going and you have to try and make every thing go the way in which you plain but it all seams to turn out good in the end. You are always faced with the preverbal fork in the road and each way leads you to something new. Which way are you going to go? We all make mistakes the trick is not to dwell on the mistakes made in life but to try and not do it again. That is the never ending learning for me. You can’t go back and you can’t fix every thing that is wrong but you sure can try. Now life can be fun I think but not really sure on that one some people say it is not fun. I have to say there have been some really fun times in my life and there have been some not so fun ones. I am writing this for no particular reason and please don’t take it for more then shit that was rattling throw the mind at the time. This was pretty much written for all those that I have known and all the ones that will come and for those that I have lost along the way. We all begin at the same point but we all have to end some were and I hope my ending destination is a good one as I hope yours will be to. Now if any one can make any cents out of the ramblings of a dyslexic mind more power to you. As usual love goes to the wife and child and to the friends you know how you are. You all have been there throw the ups and downs of life as I hope I was there for you in the same ways. Well I wish you all happy holidays and hope the best for you all. And by no means am I going any were but I am sure I will not really have time to up date this blog much. Not that the content is very good kind of boring. But I will throw some stuff up every now and again. Now I am sure some of the readers of this will try and take some of this the way they want please don’t it is no more then some that is cleaning at the time and thinking with all the fumes in the are. This is not any more then what it is some letters and words and I know there are no paragraphs or sentence in here but you have to deal. Over all I am pretty happy at the moment listing to some good tunes and scrubbing my little hart out. Back to the cleaning…………..

12.06.2005

ok here it is

Ok so I got this from joe's and thought i would give it a try....




Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

12.04.2005

Well there you have it

Well lets see how long this one lasts. It is not all bad they have been together for some time now and I am happy to see they have made it this fare lets hope all goes well now. You can read the full thing here http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051204/ap_en_mu/people_manson

news well kinda

Ok well I tried this yesterday and got no were, pc crashed. So I will try this again Peaj is home not feeling much better but home which is good. She is still having pain and lots of it. I think she finally got her sugars back to were they should be after the hospital fucked them all up. For the most part not a hole lot has been going on we cleaned up she did standing stuff only do to her being in pain when trying to bend down. We got stuff set up for the Xmas tree, which will be going up after Kaylee’s b-party at the apt which should be fun. Lots of peple very little room.
Other news I have gotten no were with a part time job put my app in a hole lot of place’s and have got no were. Holidays suck there never seems to be a nuff money for them. I will never under stand how my parents did it all the years with 3 kids. Been drinking a lot of tea as of late never liked the stuff and now I just can’t drink a nuff of it I guess. Other then that there is really not much to say, life seems slow and dull for some reason. I am guessing that it is just the snow and lack of sun around here.


Thank you all for thinking of Peaj well she was down and out of a little wile I think it helped….