12.14.2005

take it for the words that are there and nuthing more

Feelings come and they go like thoughts they are. Getting older every day feeling the pains for all they are worth. Every thing changes and you are starting to feel left behind when every one leaves. You are standing still as the world keeps turning you are unrig for the thing in side to just let is all out side. You are here and they are there and now they are here and you are there. Life never gets any easier then when you were sitting in the sand box paying no attention to the world around you. Now you are growing old and not sure were or what you should be doing. Life is a never ending learning prose’s and some times you wish you could just step out for a wile. There is no running there is no getting away any more you are too old and know better to try and run now. Life will keep going and you have to try and make every thing go the way in which you plain but it all seams to turn out good in the end. You are always faced with the preverbal fork in the road and each way leads you to something new. Which way are you going to go? We all make mistakes the trick is not to dwell on the mistakes made in life but to try and not do it again. That is the never ending learning for me. You can’t go back and you can’t fix every thing that is wrong but you sure can try. Now life can be fun I think but not really sure on that one some people say it is not fun. I have to say there have been some really fun times in my life and there have been some not so fun ones. I am writing this for no particular reason and please don’t take it for more then shit that was rattling throw the mind at the time. This was pretty much written for all those that I have known and all the ones that will come and for those that I have lost along the way. We all begin at the same point but we all have to end some were and I hope my ending destination is a good one as I hope yours will be to. Now if any one can make any cents out of the ramblings of a dyslexic mind more power to you. As usual love goes to the wife and child and to the friends you know how you are. You all have been there throw the ups and downs of life as I hope I was there for you in the same ways. Well I wish you all happy holidays and hope the best for you all. And by no means am I going any were but I am sure I will not really have time to up date this blog much. Not that the content is very good kind of boring. But I will throw some stuff up every now and again. Now I am sure some of the readers of this will try and take some of this the way they want please don’t it is no more then some that is cleaning at the time and thinking with all the fumes in the are. This is not any more then what it is some letters and words and I know there are no paragraphs or sentence in here but you have to deal. Over all I am pretty happy at the moment listing to some good tunes and scrubbing my little hart out. Back to the cleaning…………..

1 comment:

Joe C said...

You may think your blog is boring, but I check it multiple times a day for new content.