Time is short

Ok so a few things, Valentines Day a day of love and valentines or some shit like that. Well I think it is just one big sausage fest read here if you don’t get what I am saying.

I have gotten many things for this day from past lover’s old girl friends and my wife. But none of these things really stick out in my mind, why I do not know I guess it is my lack of love for the day. It started at a early age believe it or not I did not get along with others well (really) and for this reason I did not always get valentines from every one. now back in my day it was not mandatory to give a card to every one, like it is now of days. so I guess it would be the grinch syndrome.

Ok moving right along, have you ever known something to be true only to be told definitely and have not had the (___________) to argue.


I saw the above and wanted to see how others would fill in the blank.


Here is another question when can you trust a person for there word, as in take what they say as being the plain truth and not a stretched version?
See this question comes from some hard times I am having with believing what I have been told and what I see and know.

So I ask any one that may read this post to throw there view point in the comments.

Little more interesting

Ok so I have seen the other, conspiracies and even read them about the whole moon landing. Well check this one out much more interesting and a whole lot better auguring case then all of the others I have see and read.

Make sure you watch the hole thing the end bit really puts it all together.

Just could not pass this up

Ok so I find this funny as hell and sad as shit all at ones, so I will have to share some of the stuff that I think of about this. First off I know Joe has posted this but for some reason or another I missed the post don’t know. But here is what I am referring to Scientology , place read and watch the video and I will wait right here for you to come back.


Ok so first off I think it is awesome that Gawker is refusing to take the video down and seeing that they are no doubt going to get in some kind of trouble over it and need the traffic way more then I do I will not steal the code for the vid and post it here. Because trust me I would.

Ok on to the point this topic is very touchy I guess, to me it means little more then you are bugging nuts, but for my wife it pisses her off something bad. Ok so with that all said I remember seeing Tom in a interview after one of his first movies and just being in awww over the movie process and how he would love to do another one. and then fast forward you get nut case Tom. Now don’t get me wrong if this is what he wants to do be my guest don’t care, but if he has to come out and tell people he wants to help them because he is the only one that can do so. (send me money ass hole) that is so much bull shit slug at one time it is hard to even listen to.

I think this Scientology this is more or less a rich persons crazy farm, they seam to have a very large god complex they truly believe that they are the only ones to help us lesser people. Let’s do a little math shall we

Tom gets a brake and starts making movies
Movies = $$

Me/ rest of world work are asses off for a little money to raise a family or keep a roof over are heads
Busting asses = 0

Ok so fare I do not see tom as even being a person, little lone being able to help any one. hell I doubt he could help him self, the only thing he has that none of us have is money. No that is helpful but I don’t see him handing it out.

What I want to know is when did he really lose it, the million air status or do they do it based on how many movies you do. Or I might just have it wrong and they just brain wash you when you sleep/or are a wake.

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Happy New Year



That is all I have folks

Christmas

Well merry Christmas and all that good stuff. All I want for Christmas is a happy baby that dose not wake every few hours just to see what you are doing (sleeping) or trying to. Life has not changed all that much thing are still moving some projects moved and other are still the same.

Now for most this time of year means time with the family, now as much as that sounds fun for most I don’t care for it. My family is one thing I am referring to the one that lives under this roof with me. As for the rest I would not mine passing for one, I guess I have just gotten to the point were I no longer feel like dealing with family.

Now you all know what I mean “dealing” family, all the little things pushing all the crap aside to be nice and cheery and all (something I am not good at). I wish things were like when I was a child things seam so much easier then.


Time to grow and try and be better I guess.

Well happy holidays to you all

Interesting

So I find it very interesting that I just figured something about my self out this very morning, buy reading every ones things you did not know about me things.

Ok I am having issues with finishing things, there I said it. I have started so many things as of this past year and have yet to finish a dame one. What the hell is my problem I never use to have problems doing the finishing part of a job? I have even had a hard time getting throw Harry potter for the 2end time, so I finished it but it was just not good enough I had to go back and start it again so I ones again do not finish it. and then you have my older daughter that dose not even want to read the last Harry potter due to that fact that it will be over, something she dose not want I guess.
Take my blog for instants I have not updated in for ever again. Not that this is anything new but I could have swore that I did up date well at lest posted something, but alas I have not.

so instead of a list of things about me you are all going to get a list of jobs that need to be done started or at lest worked at.

1. Finish the bath room (true finish work mirror paint floor and molding putting in outlet.)
2. out side wall of Abby’s room, rest of tape seaming and plastering, painting molding
3. Putting up doors to the lining closet also staining doors.
4. staining the door for Abby’s room, (this door did make it up)
5. and the new projects putting the living room back in order
6. Ripped out the closets in the living room now I have to rebuild them in the garage, fixing said wall in living room insulating and coving up some ones dumb idea for a wall.
7. moving the living room crap around so it all fits a little better,



Now lets add in all the day to day/ week to week things to that list. And to think I just barely do this list. Every thing has suffered I have not doing much of any thing, I know my wife seams to think I play my Ocrack all day (online game) but even that has suffered, I have lost most of what I have built.

I just don’t know what is wrong with me, I have found a new funk I guess and I did not even realize I was in it till now. So here is trying fix the or should I say modify the new funk.

Perception

It is a interesting thing, How people perceives things. I may look at a situation and see one thing going on but someone ales may look and see something totally different. Why is this, well I would have to say my best guess would be is are life experiences. Now I know for a fact if you are in said situation and feel you are handling it well but some one out side the situation looks at, well they will see some thing totally different.

Now the situations I like the best is the ones were we see no significance in them, but some out side of it sees or reads it totally differently. Now I find it funny when they make so much more of some thing were there was nothing.

So at this I leave you the opportunity to share a situation were, well you feel there was nothing but some out side of the situation did not see it as nothing

Weird burst

Ok so I had a weird burst of energy/motivation.

Things I did well this e/m lasted put second cote of pant on the bath room, put sink back cleaned up the mess and hooked sink back up.
Moved right along to the ferrets let them out cleaned there cage.
Now ordinarily this would be not a big deal but I did this starting at 8 at night. Abby was great and eat and then went to bed no crying no fussing just eat then sleep it was nice. Kaylee helped out a little with moving some of the stuff for the later ferret run. It is now 11:30 and the ferrets have another 45 min be fore I but them to bed and head there my self.

Did you know that skin Amax has nothing but failed porn stars doing really bad acting on really crappy plotted movies after 9 at night. It would be funny if I was messed up on some thing. But I am not so it is only mildly amusing.

Well good night and here is to hoping for more E/M

So sort

As I sit here I know it is time for them to go, with a tear in eye I say good buy and get the last kiss from them all.
All three will be going to a better place, but they will have to wait for there other friends being no were close to there time to go, we will miss you and remember you all way as you were bear the only one that would sleep in Kaylee’s arms, bussy for ever getting Peaj’s feet. And coco the one that would never give up and would not stop until he got what we was looking for.




To day is a sad day around here, as you can tell.
We have had put down 3 of are ferrets, bear has not been doing well for days now and he has finally giving in and stopped trying. Bussy has been fighting the odds for years now and has been fighting one hell of a battle but the battle is now over for her she may rest in peace. And coco came to us not looking very well and picked up when he meet all his new friends, but sadly he has seen unger days and better health.


What ones as Nine is now six and three will for ever missed

Stand still

I have been at a stand still with life around here, things are not getting done. This hole having a child thing is much more work when they are colic-y if that is what the problem is. I did get a take a most of a day off and chop some wood that the neighbor gave us. Now I know it should like hard work manually splitting wood, well compared to a colic-y child it is nothing. Even the blisters the next day was a piece of cake.

You know you have a child attracted to you hip when you have clean laundry that has been sitting in the laundry room for a week. When it is a real task to even get the dishes done or when you don’t take a shower for the day because you could not find the time. And the best is when you never even get dressed that day at all. (Even with the spit up on you and the spilt formula on the pajamas)

So I have set some ground rules for my self, they are simple sounding until you add in the colic-y child factor.

1. I will get dressed in normal clothing every day, at lest by 3
2. Bottles and diapers will not hang around the area in witch they were used for more then 2 hours, (the life on the bottle ones wormed.)
3. I will eat something at lest 2 time a day. (This may sound funny but when you have a child on you hip it is hard to operate the stove, for fear of burning the child)
4. Now this one is a will try weather and body permitting. Go for a walk with dog and both children at least ones.

Now some of them sound and look funny but you will all see when and if you ever have a colic-y baby.