3.15.2008

NONE

So what do you do when you have words forming in you mind
Well it looks like I am going to throw them out and hope they no longer plague the mind.









The words you have let fall to the page
Cut deeper then any knife
Slicing in to the very hart and soul
The words being only the hilt of you weapon,
The meaning of the words
Being the never ending blade.
Piercing my very being
With every letting falling upon the page
The pain in my chest grows
The under standing and meaning
More painful then any slice of the flesh

3.13.2008

Mustang vs. mustang

Cheaper and It looks like faster way to work, now this is not to say it would not out run or even beat in a strait run, but look at the plus side here. No more gas stations hell all you have to do is stop and graze and with the price of gas I would not mind that. Storage and the kids may prove to be a little difficult but we would have to get the double wide model. well what do you think. Looks like it may be more green friendly to, it may just get the vote of the churches.


I guess I posted to soon this one was good for a chuckle I think over all they did a good job on bring back a character that we know and very few hate. So hats off to you on the cool cross over.

3.11.2008

What the hell is in your water?

what‘s in your water?


Well according to some tests there may be some cool stuff in there. And on a side note to this I think I may have figured out why the antibiotics are not working so well for people. Ya so any ways this is a long article on it but just read the crap about the U.S. that is were the funny bits are. San Francisco's water A sex hormone drinking water like we did not see that one coming. I was very disappointed in the fact that they mentioned Detroit and do not give any other information on it. Now we all know because it would not be prescription drugs they find. Well this being a double post day I will keep this short.

Move down move down for more of my dribble.

Catholicism Wow! Any one

As many of you know I am not a realigns kind of person for the most part I think churches of any kind are corrupt, they money whores and have lost all the value they ones had. Now I found this to be quite funny The new sins now I find this funny for a few reasons the first thing I think of is the buddy Christ and want to laugh because we may just get to see him, the second is that they are fowling the trends of all the new age people. Don’t get me wrong, things do need to change but as the article said less people are confessing there sins ( the priests of the world are getting board, this is all they have people) (they do get the little boys but that is wrong)
So if there are less people confessing there sins there are less people showing up, so in sort what you have is less money for the church. So what do we a little marketing to get back you customers, show that you are not all about the old stupid shit like have been for years and bring in some new things to grab the attention of the new generation.

3.09.2008

The way to start a bad day

Well lets see this day is started off horrible, and I am sure will get no better (here is to hoping). Lets see started off with the stupid cat waking me playing with something in the room, find the wife is not in bed (most likely sleeping on couch. a drawer was left cracked open and apparently there was some thing fun to play with after a few pillow throws said cat left only to return, found drawer open closed drawer problem solved. About 30 min later or so kid wakes but got luckily she just lost her pacifier problem is can’t find the thing most likely on the floor under her crib, go in search of the other pacifier that was not on the table in the living room like I thought but on the dishwasher popped it in her mouth and problem solved. About 30 min later kid is up again with time shift it would be around 4 lost pacifier again this time it was laying next to her popped it in the mouth problem solved back to bed for me.

Well about a hour or so later kid ones again is making noise this time she is more then awake dam time for the bottle I guess, well have to wake wife to put her in bed as for the child not to see mommy and want her to give her the bottle, wake wife tell her said drawer was open we have a argument about times and so on, (shitty wake up call sorry) not the way I like to start the morning with arguing with the wife. Wife helps pore bottle for kid and heads off to bed; she has to work tonight so she attempted to stay up late so she could sleep in preparation for work.

On to the bottle sit in front of the pc to rock kid and give nice warm bottle kid takes a oz of the bottle then proceeds to scram at me for some unknown reason, give kid pacifier in hopes she just dose not want bottle she stops for a few min and then starts up when she sees bottle so I give the bottle back all the wile she absolutely refuses to hold the bottle ( little spoiled) she drinks down another oz and starts the yelling at daddy thing again, ok I am tired kid and little short on pat ions you need to let me know what you want.

Try the burping deal get a little gas from the tummy and then bam she is out for the count. Lay her on the couch and I try laying down as well just to find out the cup of coffee I downed gave me the jitters something bad. So I go and have a smoke and try again. No luck for me to go back to sleep, so here I am typing this horrible morning start out to you.

And now I go back to the couch and with a little luck the kid will sleep a little longer so I can try and get rid of this waking to early head ache.


UP Date
I am a moron! need not say more.

3.08.2008

Why?

Why?

Why is it so much funnier when my wife reads theses to me then for me to read them my self?. Is it the fact that she is screening them for me, or is it I just like to hear her voice? What ever it may be perhaps I like story time, they are funny as hell so enjoy.

the funny has happen.

2.29.2008

All Is unlearned

So ones again we have gotten a new pc, now I do not mean used abused crap that we have gotten time and time again. This is new all new 20 in flat screen big as hard drive, you know the works. But this all comes with one large problem a new OS and yes I mean vista I have bad and good about it but my first impression is what the fuck was Microsoft thinking. Now don’t get me wrong but the problems I have in counted seam to be the run of the mill for most. We will start off with this program called windows defender (windows for retards) this program asks you every time you do a dam thing for permission to carry out the task, after about the 100th click of yes I was ready to throw the pc out the window. Now this is a program problem no problem go looking on the net for the info needed to get rid of it, to find out it is build in to the OS (FUCK). So keep looking and find that you can get it to not run or so I thought, it will always run on the pc and even taking it out of the start menu it is still running sucked took a few days but I now have it sitting quietly in the corner and so far so good it has not made a peep or even pooped a window asking for permission to be there.

Now all in all I hate new OS it takes time to get use to them and all. But I hate to tell every one vista is not all that big it is just XP with a few interface changes. And a few annoying programs tacked on. Now all in all the programs run with little to now problems of the old pc did have a few problems with admirations privileges shit but that is the whole new OS and being safe.

The router set up sucked and hope I have it right this time. I had a 815 error the most common to happen when trying to set a router, now the fix that every one is told to do is just about as stupid as shit, make another user account and set up the router again (kinda sounds like a bug in Vista) it did work and so fare so good.

So all in all not to bad much less trouble then the 5-6 used pc’s that we have gotten. I do find the new key board to be hard to type on for some reason but all in time.

That is all for now folks.

2.13.2008

Time is short


Ok so a few things, Valentines Day a day of love and valentines or some shit like that. Well I think it is just one big sausage fest read here if you don’t get what I am saying.

I have gotten many things for this day from past lover’s old girl friends and my wife. But none of these things really stick out in my mind, why I do not know I guess it is my lack of love for the day. It started at a early age believe it or not I did not get along with others well (really) and for this reason I did not always get valentines from every one. now back in my day it was not mandatory to give a card to every one, like it is now of days. so I guess it would be the grinch syndrome.

Ok moving right along, have you ever known something to be true only to be told definitely and have not had the (___________) to argue.


I saw the above and wanted to see how others would fill in the blank.


Here is another question when can you trust a person for there word, as in take what they say as being the plain truth and not a stretched version?
See this question comes from some hard times I am having with believing what I have been told and what I see and know.

So I ask any one that may read this post to throw there view point in the comments.

1.20.2008

Little more interesting

Ok so I have seen the other, conspiracies and even read them about the whole moon landing. Well check this one out much more interesting and a whole lot better auguring case then all of the others I have see and read.

Make sure you watch the hole thing the end bit really puts it all together.

1.19.2008

Just could not pass this up

Ok so I find this funny as hell and sad as shit all at ones, so I will have to share some of the stuff that I think of about this. First off I know Joe has posted this but for some reason or another I missed the post don’t know. But here is what I am referring to Scientology , place read and watch the video and I will wait right here for you to come back.


Ok so first off I think it is awesome that Gawker is refusing to take the video down and seeing that they are no doubt going to get in some kind of trouble over it and need the traffic way more then I do I will not steal the code for the vid and post it here. Because trust me I would.

Ok on to the point this topic is very touchy I guess, to me it means little more then you are bugging nuts, but for my wife it pisses her off something bad. Ok so with that all said I remember seeing Tom in a interview after one of his first movies and just being in awww over the movie process and how he would love to do another one. and then fast forward you get nut case Tom. Now don’t get me wrong if this is what he wants to do be my guest don’t care, but if he has to come out and tell people he wants to help them because he is the only one that can do so. (send me money ass hole) that is so much bull shit slug at one time it is hard to even listen to.

I think this Scientology this is more or less a rich persons crazy farm, they seam to have a very large god complex they truly believe that they are the only ones to help us lesser people. Let’s do a little math shall we

Tom gets a brake and starts making movies
Movies = $$

Me/ rest of world work are asses off for a little money to raise a family or keep a roof over are heads
Busting asses = 0

Ok so fare I do not see tom as even being a person, little lone being able to help any one. hell I doubt he could help him self, the only thing he has that none of us have is money. No that is helpful but I don’t see him handing it out.

What I want to know is when did he really lose it, the million air status or do they do it based on how many movies you do. Or I might just have it wrong and they just brain wash you when you sleep/or are a wake.