Puzzle pieces

I have come to look at my life much like a jig saw puzzle, many little piece locking together to form the larger picture. I only have one problem with this; I feel I am missing many pieces.

So for instance my childhood, I did not play with other children. Now I don't mean I lived in a place that had few children, I was kicked out of Pre School The reason given to my parents I did not play or interact with others children. So would that be a piece of the puzzle that might be missing?

Or could it be just something I did not need to make it through life? Life is something that is very complicated when you step back and look at it. I feel that my puzzle will not be completed, every day week or year some more of the puzzle comes together.

Most people start a puzzle by finding all the edges and making the square and build off of that, but for my life the puzzle started with one piece and I have been working on finding all the others that go with it. Starting from one piece in the center of no where, that is the way I work.

It could be worse, I could be one of those puzzles that are 3-d and have no blue print.