Christmas

Well merry Christmas and all that good stuff. All I want for Christmas is a happy baby that dose not wake every few hours just to see what you are doing (sleeping) or trying to. Life has not changed all that much thing are still moving some projects moved and other are still the same.

Now for most this time of year means time with the family, now as much as that sounds fun for most I don’t care for it. My family is one thing I am referring to the one that lives under this roof with me. As for the rest I would not mine passing for one, I guess I have just gotten to the point were I no longer feel like dealing with family.

Now you all know what I mean “dealing” family, all the little things pushing all the crap aside to be nice and cheery and all (something I am not good at). I wish things were like when I was a child things seam so much easier then.


Time to grow and try and be better I guess.

Well happy holidays to you all

Interesting

So I find it very interesting that I just figured something about my self out this very morning, buy reading every ones things you did not know about me things.

Ok I am having issues with finishing things, there I said it. I have started so many things as of this past year and have yet to finish a dame one. What the hell is my problem I never use to have problems doing the finishing part of a job? I have even had a hard time getting throw Harry potter for the 2end time, so I finished it but it was just not good enough I had to go back and start it again so I ones again do not finish it. and then you have my older daughter that dose not even want to read the last Harry potter due to that fact that it will be over, something she dose not want I guess.
Take my blog for instants I have not updated in for ever again. Not that this is anything new but I could have swore that I did up date well at lest posted something, but alas I have not.

so instead of a list of things about me you are all going to get a list of jobs that need to be done started or at lest worked at.

1. Finish the bath room (true finish work mirror paint floor and molding putting in outlet.)
2. out side wall of Abby’s room, rest of tape seaming and plastering, painting molding
3. Putting up doors to the lining closet also staining doors.
4. staining the door for Abby’s room, (this door did make it up)
5. and the new projects putting the living room back in order
6. Ripped out the closets in the living room now I have to rebuild them in the garage, fixing said wall in living room insulating and coving up some ones dumb idea for a wall.
7. moving the living room crap around so it all fits a little better,



Now lets add in all the day to day/ week to week things to that list. And to think I just barely do this list. Every thing has suffered I have not doing much of any thing, I know my wife seams to think I play my Ocrack all day (online game) but even that has suffered, I have lost most of what I have built.

I just don’t know what is wrong with me, I have found a new funk I guess and I did not even realize I was in it till now. So here is trying fix the or should I say modify the new funk.

Perception

It is a interesting thing, How people perceives things. I may look at a situation and see one thing going on but someone ales may look and see something totally different. Why is this, well I would have to say my best guess would be is are life experiences. Now I know for a fact if you are in said situation and feel you are handling it well but some one out side the situation looks at, well they will see some thing totally different.

Now the situations I like the best is the ones were we see no significance in them, but some out side of it sees or reads it totally differently. Now I find it funny when they make so much more of some thing were there was nothing.

So at this I leave you the opportunity to share a situation were, well you feel there was nothing but some out side of the situation did not see it as nothing

Weird burst

Ok so I had a weird burst of energy/motivation.

Things I did well this e/m lasted put second cote of pant on the bath room, put sink back cleaned up the mess and hooked sink back up.
Moved right along to the ferrets let them out cleaned there cage.
Now ordinarily this would be not a big deal but I did this starting at 8 at night. Abby was great and eat and then went to bed no crying no fussing just eat then sleep it was nice. Kaylee helped out a little with moving some of the stuff for the later ferret run. It is now 11:30 and the ferrets have another 45 min be fore I but them to bed and head there my self.

Did you know that skin Amax has nothing but failed porn stars doing really bad acting on really crappy plotted movies after 9 at night. It would be funny if I was messed up on some thing. But I am not so it is only mildly amusing.

Well good night and here is to hoping for more E/M

So sort

As I sit here I know it is time for them to go, with a tear in eye I say good buy and get the last kiss from them all.
All three will be going to a better place, but they will have to wait for there other friends being no were close to there time to go, we will miss you and remember you all way as you were bear the only one that would sleep in Kaylee’s arms, bussy for ever getting Peaj’s feet. And coco the one that would never give up and would not stop until he got what we was looking for.




To day is a sad day around here, as you can tell.
We have had put down 3 of are ferrets, bear has not been doing well for days now and he has finally giving in and stopped trying. Bussy has been fighting the odds for years now and has been fighting one hell of a battle but the battle is now over for her she may rest in peace. And coco came to us not looking very well and picked up when he meet all his new friends, but sadly he has seen unger days and better health.


What ones as Nine is now six and three will for ever missed

Stand still

I have been at a stand still with life around here, things are not getting done. This hole having a child thing is much more work when they are colic-y if that is what the problem is. I did get a take a most of a day off and chop some wood that the neighbor gave us. Now I know it should like hard work manually splitting wood, well compared to a colic-y child it is nothing. Even the blisters the next day was a piece of cake.

You know you have a child attracted to you hip when you have clean laundry that has been sitting in the laundry room for a week. When it is a real task to even get the dishes done or when you don’t take a shower for the day because you could not find the time. And the best is when you never even get dressed that day at all. (Even with the spit up on you and the spilt formula on the pajamas)

So I have set some ground rules for my self, they are simple sounding until you add in the colic-y child factor.

1. I will get dressed in normal clothing every day, at lest by 3
2. Bottles and diapers will not hang around the area in witch they were used for more then 2 hours, (the life on the bottle ones wormed.)
3. I will eat something at lest 2 time a day. (This may sound funny but when you have a child on you hip it is hard to operate the stove, for fear of burning the child)
4. Now this one is a will try weather and body permitting. Go for a walk with dog and both children at least ones.

Now some of them sound and look funny but you will all see when and if you ever have a colic-y baby.

life

Well don't know were to start

lets start by saying I am amazed by my wife, she was a huge help in letting me sleep and taking over the watching of the new one. now don't get me wrong but she dose much more then i think i could have with working 12v's. baby's are much more work when they are colic-y. We are both ran down and tired and don't know what to do with the little one to make it better for her. we will keep on keeping as it were and hope we find something that works for us all. I think the lack of sleep is making us sick :( lets hope is is only a head cold and goes just as fast as it came.

well that is all I have time for some one is waking.

who needs a good laugh?

Good Laugh

Time

Well I am come to see something about time, it fly’s. We have lived up here for a little over 6 moths, and what do we have to show for it. Well lets see we have gutted the bath room gutted the living room. And what have I done in putting back what I have torn out. Well I have most of the dry wall up the sink is in the room but still dose not work the sub floor is in and the tub liner is done (after 4 caulk jobs).

Now as much as it sounds like loads of work has been done it dose not seam that way to me. Things are moving slow and some days not at all. There have been a million little things in-between. Like laundry, mowing the lawn, cleaning the ferrets and many more.

Things are looking much better all around. We have a baby that is healthy and well on its way to popping out. We have a house that is starting to take shape.

I do have to say living up here is a little different then when we lived down state. For one I have already had to clime a tree and save baby squirrels, and just to day I had to scoop up baby bunnies. And I will say that baby bunnies are not very bright, they will latterly just set in front of a lawn mower until you run them over. We see deer on a regular bases and turkeys just about any time you drive down the road.

Now all the nature things aside living here has made us a lot closer taking walks and going fishing. And the amount of things to do here that cost nothing just blows my mind.

All in all I don’t think are choose to move is all bad, but we still miss many things like friends, the ability to go shopping at more then Wal mart which buy the way is not to bad up here, but they still suck.

The kid joined soft ball and that has been fun. And she loves it, but driving half hour to get to some of the games seams a little much for little leag, but if she enjoys it I am all for it.

Well that is about all that I have to say, nothing new we will have a busy next few weeks with company coming and visiting. So until I have something interesting to say you are left with my incisive ramblings.

Things are grinding along

Well I don’t have much and that is the reason for the lack of up dates around here. The home projects are going well but taking longer then either of us thought it would. But that is what you get for thinking it would be a little easier then it is.

Took a little brake from remolding around here to rake all the pine needles up in the front yard and low and behold we have grass out there, today me and the little monster went down to the lake for a few hours for some fishing mines the fish.

Well on other news (late news that is)

We came down state for some family things on the Friday 13^th this month and before we left we stopped to get a bite to eat. Now I don’t know how well the scan of the reseat is going to be but pay close attention to the date and cost of the meal for me. The wife and kid had the golden arches.

Forest from the trees

You know it amazes me how you can live some were, for years and never see it change around you. Not until you do one of two things move away from it, or you really take a look at what is around you.

I have only noticed these changes in plaices that I have live after I moved away form them. How the neighborhood looks ran down, or how the whole area around my neighborhood no longer looks the same.

Ok with that all is said, we are planning a little trip down state this week end. And to tell you the truth I don’t want to go. If it was not for friends and the little family left down there I would not go. I have no interest in having my memories of how things were or how they looked to me before we left.

I know just from the houses that I lived in down there from year to year that, in no time can things deter ate quite fast.

Now add to all the bad feelings of not wanting to go, to us over booking are time to try and make up for not having gone down more often. Friends are the ones that seam to be getting the shorter end of the stick each time we go. And for all this I sit here dreading going down to some were I use to live for a lot more years then I would have thought.

Now don’t get me wrong change is needed but I would prefer change in the right direction, and not going down hill. I have nothing can be accomplished with out change, for with out change there is no movement which is worse in the end.

What a hell of a day

Ok so this day went to hell in as much time as it took me to get up. And now on to the good stuff.

The above was so dame funny at 12 at night after a bad day I had to post it. So enjoy

and after 10 min trying to find out why blogger had to screw around with shit i give up and give you the crappy looking link.

Spring is not springing very well

Well lest see it is freezing rain out side as of right now, (talk about some crap) and it is still chilly out side. And do to the weather being this way I have yet to get to the garage and give it a good cleaning, I have been out there here and there to go throw a few boxes or throw some crap out. But still it needs a good cleaning if all the rest of this shit from the house will be moved out there shortly.

Well the wife is doing well, I am very proud of her she has not only got her sugars almost in the perfect rang but she also had one hell of a good a1c test come back the lowest I think it has ever been. She has told me it is not all the hard after you get it started so as always I will keep helping her along the road.

The kid has had her ups and downs she is rolling throw book after book like you would not believe and we are not talking the little ones any more. Chapter books and not short ones. She had done unbelievable in school, the best report card to date lets home that it only gets better from her.

The house has started to take life with renovations, I have neglected my duties around her as of late with dishes and wash but my lovely wife helped me get back on track with them. We have carpeted the kids room and have carpet to go in are room soon we will start with the 3^rd bed room we are putting in. we have a plan and is stating to take shape, we have sat down figured out the best way to go about things and we are going head first in to it.

I still have yet to find employment which is staring to get to me and the wife. I have found little in the way of a job that will hire me during the day, found a few that would take an app for nights but that just don’t work for us right now. I will be going back to wal-mart to see if I can get me one of those blue smocks for me.

Life only comes calling when your plait is full, so never over fill your plait

Well I guess I should keep with the up dates

Ok so let’s see it snowed big surprise it is northern Michigan, 11 inches in all it sure made it look nice out side. Still don’t have a job but I will keep looking and putting apps in were I can. Other then that there is nothing new to speak of we got are taxis done sweet deal all the way around on that one.

Other news I wish we all had a reset button built in to us.

Small goals

We will start off with I have not had the ambition to come here and do a dame thing with the site, just did not matter any more. So on to the goals first write at lest ones a month in this thing no matter what it is. May it be the day I had or some little thing I have done or have not done?

Goal two try and find some one willing to hire me part time for the hours I can work. Been having a lot of problem with distance hours income ratio, but I hope to get something closer to home for the ability to be able to work more hours apposed to the farther I go out from home the less hours I will be able to work.

Goal three this one is well going to be announced some other time.

Woo hoo

For one hit wonders,

Ok so many years ago there was a song on the radio if I am not badly mistaken. And that song was called Scooby snacks, now the band is called the Fun Lovin' Criminals. Now I know most of you are going to think they suck or your going to say the fun loving who.



Now don’t get me wrong they were a one hit wonder but that is what I like some times being able to tell a band from the one hit that makes it for them, now I have looked hi and low and found no sign of them. Then to day I was looking around and low and behold what do I find?

Well you guessed it I found the list of cd’s they have made up to 2006. Now I find that funny because the last time I found info on them they were no longer a band so I did not get my hopes up about checking it out. But well it is them and so fare it is the same sound in which I have been looking for.

For this reason I post this one to the one hit wonders.

Birth days

What’s the point?

The day you were born seams small, but yet on some people’s birth days you get off work, or you celebrate them. But for the average Joe there is nothing just a day that no cares any thing about.

Now that last statement is not untruly true, some people care most likely loved ones. But for the hole your birth day mean little in the big picture, but aw well what can you do?


Well as some of you know to day is my birthday but do I care, not really just anything year older and another ache or pain lol.

block head

And this this is the reason I do not up date often; I open word because of my horrible spelling and grammar. And I sit with nothing I guess you call it writers block of some sort or perhaps intermittent retardation.



One One crappy post huahuahua

What I have learned

It is funny we rented movies we have not done this yet, being in a new house with no cable and we had yet rented movies. Ok so we rented clerks 2, now being a second to a movie Peaj did not think it would be worth a damn. But being Kevin Smith I figured I would not be let down, well I was write we were not let down.

The seen blow was were we had to pause the movie do to laughter, laughter that was so hard I think I might have stopped breathing for a wile.

So on that notes I leave you the clip..

World domination is a goal I can’t set

Well in light of the holidays, family and the urge to rip some one from limb da limb. Ok so holidays they have not really been fun for years now, having a child that did believe well made it fun but know she doubts.
And that sucks what remaining fun was there for the holidays. It is hard knowing at one time 25th was almost the coolest day, now it is no more then a day you can not do banking or well just about any thing.
I think over all year after year the holidays have because so communized it kills the fun for me; I am not a main stream kinda guy.

I saw that they finally hung the man that had “weapons of mass destruction”. Oh that’s right we never found any just ripped a country up killed people on both sides yada yada yada. Lets just sum this one up to the U.S. needs to mind there own businesses.

You know I forgot that the coming of the New Year is a holiday; I have never really seen it as one. For the most part I have just sat at home and watched the ball drop, so I guess that is not a big thing to me. Happy New Year to all we watch many things happen in the old year here is to hoping the new one will bring better times for us all.

Oh the house that we have moved in to is still standing; most every thing is unpacked that we need. But some how there is still a garage full of crap, I have not figured out the math on that one yet.