Rambling of dyslexia

Ok so now that I do not have a job so to speak of, I read a lot. Even when I was working I would read a book or so a month. Which is pretty good for a dyslexic fool that could not even spell is name in the forth grad. So any way with that said I started reading the Harry potter series good read if I do say so, much better then the movies. Well I finished the 6th book a few weeks a go or days kind of hard to tell ya which it is. So I started picking up books and trying to read and well I have just about given up. Either I could not get in to the story or in my opinion over or under written stories that just sucked. So Joe brings a book the last time he came over the tucker max story. Now with picking up a few books as of late and having no luck with it I picked this up and gave it a try.
Now I did not expect a whole lot starting out being kind of down about not being able to find a story that was worth my time, but this is the most fucking hilarious book I think I have ever read. I have laughed more in the last two days form this book then I think I have ever done in my life. It has become hard to put it down. Now I have to admit that Joe has had it linked on is site for some time (I am told my Peaj). Apparently she must be the better friend letting me know that she has gone to all the links on Joe’s page. Now I have gone to a few but not many.
Anyway I think Tucker Max is my new hero. I mean come one the guy is a riot, and for thus that have not read the book I say give it a try. Now I am sure that I will most likely be the last person to read this book seeing well I am kind of a looser, when it comes to cool things. I the most likely person to be out of the loop. Well any ways I would like to thank Joe for reading martial.
Ya so that was pretty much it I just wanted to thank Joe. That done I guess I don’t really have any thing to say. I will be linking to Tucker Max as well the shit is just to funny.

Losing site of the goal

I think some were down the long line of life I lost site. Of perhaps the goal, or just maybe life it self. I have no direction at this moment. I think I have lost the ability to communicate with other people; I am not sure what went wrong with me. I have lost all ability to under stand others. I do not seam to under stand like I ones did. It is pretty clear that I can not really ask for help with this. Seeing that well I don’t think any one can help. I am not sure were I went wrong with all of this, but I am pretty sure I have lost all control. It is more like a freight train running down the track at full speed and no one is at the wheel any more.
In other news I found out why I can’t seem to get any one interested in hiring me, it seams that my ex-employer of 6 years is giving a not so nice reference. So nice of them don’t you think. Well seeing that I was there for 6 years I can’t just skip them as a reference at this point. Sad sad place
Well one more time the weather men here suck, this is like the 4th time that they have not reported the weather right. And one more time to tell the kid that there will most likely be no sledding this year. She is little up set about this, ah well what you are going to do.




You Loose You Get Nothing, Good Day SR.

ok so I found this to be pritty funny stuff

have a look

that is all for now


You may leave now.

Cumbersome we draw breath to start the day,

As we slide throw another day drawing a breath that may be are last,

To which perhaps we have none but to move forward and beyond,

Each day the line is drawn in the sand for us to step forth to care on,

Live being no more then a series of events for us to discover over and over,

The sun comes and goes the moon keeps in turn,

A simple balance of light and dark turning more and more,

Life never ends it just trudge along on the path in which we set,

Life is no more a journey of the line in witch we drew in the sands of time,

So take this breath as it will be you last,

Don’t dwell on the sand that has already slipped for the glass,

Do not falter on the things you convict as your own,

Walk knowing that the sand that has spilt for you was not just lost in time,

ok I just cant stop!!!

Here is another.

Now if any one knows who the song is by please let me know. it on it self sound funny.

Ok so this has had me rolling on the floor the last 20 min or so

You can lesion to has me rolling

Here

. I just cant stop laughing.

Ok so I lied.

You would never guess what has come up very often as of late. Religion, yes I said it. Now I can say that I am not for the whole organization of it. But I can’t say I am against in people beveling in what they want. I take a semi neutral stand I guess. I my self believe in something, what they be I am not sure? I just don’t believe in the whole organization of churches being any religion. I am not beset one it comes to witch one I will pick on or nock a joke at.
But any way I was told by the repair guy here that I need to go to church so I could be saved or some shit like that. And then I was reading a post by another bloger about religion and stuff. Now that I am a little older and I guess a little wiser I try and stay off the topic.
Not for any particular reason just really don’t want to have people peach to me about how there religion is better. I guess I am tired of hearing the sales pitch.
I have driven by a few churches and was tempted to stop and go in, why you ask well no reason what so ever. I find it amusing to see people at church being all god worthy and no sooner leave and curse the ones name they are upholding. LOL now I am not say they all do but I have seen a few do so.
My self I think it is amassing what people will do in there lords name, blowing them self’s up so on. I my self cant take much heed in there is only one (sounds like highlander) HEHE. But each to there own I guess I would have to say. In what ever you may believe in.

The lack of updates/posts.

Well to tell you the truth really have not had the ambition to write. Not even hay I am still alive. Live is slow getting bills out of the way. The kid is back to school this week, she was up and ready to go this morning. I have lots of cleaning that did not get done the week she was off.

Sorry to all that would like a little more exciting things to read. Sorry did not have a weekend to talk about; come to think of it I don’t think that happens often around here. We are both bored out of are minds and have really no money to blow. So we play games with the kid. (Mario party 7).

That is all I got nothing, drawing a blank on words/thoughts/ideas.



Standing on a bucket trying to fuck it. HEHE

This is fucking great

http://www.zippyvideos.com/3803438223878056/have_it_your_way/

That is all I have to say.....

dadada Fuck

I can’t say I want to go back in time. For the fact that I would end up making the same things happen. But wish I could have stepped back a few times and looked at the bigger picture. You know to look at all the possibilities of life. I guess was just too raped up in life to look at the over all picture of what life was and is.
I look back at the money I blew on dumb stuff and kick my self, the things I agreed to and kick my self. What I can’t fig rout right now is what and were I am spouse to be. Over all I feel lost and confused. I think at this point and time I am looking too hard for a direction I should move in.
In other news that cat goes in Tuesday.

And yes I have become a little more then amused with the hockey 04 game. Going to make a team up and if you would like to be put on this team yes I said you could be on the team all you have to do is give me first last name and height weight birth day and well need less to say what position you would like to play and I will make you a player on my team.
Well that I guess all there is for me.


FUCKING FLYS!


By the way you can email all that shit for hockey to Conceptzero@sbcglobal.net