What a ass

Ok so I am such a ass my lovely wife asked me a small favor and well I did not only not do it but I argued about it with her. Well see she asked me to make some pb&j's for the field trip she is going on to day wick kaylee and well I forgot and then I feel asleep at the dame computer and well by the time I woke it was 3 and I went to bed. So in turn I woke to feeling like a ass she asked so little of me and I did not even do it. So in turn I picked up a little around the apt I vacuumed and washed the kitchen floor. Some hoe that dose not seam like a nuff. So this is me saying I am relay sorry.

I hope things went well and you had fun

to all that hate my speling

well do not know what to tell you all well i am delxsic and well my speling sucks i use spell check but well that dose not do a hole lot of good when you don't know how to spel the word in the fist plays so this one will not be spel checked and well you can all see for your self how bad it is.

well a nother day another doller found out yesterday that the company that i work for fired the ceo i guess there was some realy bad desitions and well some inbesling on the side from what i hear. well word is that work might bee there for a wile they are looking in to closeing a nother loacation and well bringing it all back here. well that is to bad for the 240 people that well they payed to transfur down there. the company dose not have the money to move them back if they move it all back but well that is what you get i guess.


well that is about it for me and i hope you all have fun trying to under stand any of this

WTF

Well another day has come and gone for me. I payed the company to start my insures early which I think may have been a good thing. Well the talk in the office when I happed by well sounded a lot like another lay off which well kind sucks I don't know what is going on there.
The company I work for dose not have any money they can't even buy us gloves I mean come on how do you exespect us to work which sharp metal things and not have any gloves it seam they are relay having hard times which is never good for a company. I am not relay sure if the hole lay off thing will happen but to say the lest I don't thing this is a step in the right direction for me. Well I did appeal my unemployment diction again I am starting to think I am just beating a dead dog at this point. I do not see them giving me any of the money that is well mine. And well to say the lest I don't think another lay off will help much.


well that is about all for this well down day

Facing the cross roads

Well here I am facing the cross roads again peaj landed the job we all new she would she is just to good at what she dose not to.

well here are the choices I have a) stay at work for a company I relay don't think I will go fare in or b) work for a wile and then stay home and be a man bitch (nothing bad about the term) or d) stay working and well just stay working. Ok so my thoughts on the hole thing well I relay don't like work well not the work part I just don't like working for some one were I am just a nother never and well relay don't do any thing of importunate (I know you are all saying but chuck that is how life is) but on the same hand well I relay don't want to be a free loader which I most likely feel like after quitting a job to say home I relay don't know how you women do it. I am kind stuck here peaj would like me to say home and I am pretty sure it is not for the meals I cook. I think she just feels a little gilt about me having to work all the time to pay for every thing and well now she can do that for us in stead of me doing it. (not that is a bad thing I just love her more for it) But see I don't know if I could just quit and well stay home and do the hole stay home dad thing it is kind scare to think about it. Being layed off well that was a vacation I guess I new I would go back to work at some point. But well if I quit well I don't think I could go back to work for them. So I would be burning the bridge I guess. As much as I don't like work and bitch about it and I do that a lot I relay don't know what to do here I lost. Well I think that part that is relay eating me is my parents stand on it well they were pissed at peaj for taking the job being after noons and well me working the same shift but well you do what you have to and guess they are not seeing that right now I mean hell they are the ones that raised me like that. I don't relay have any good input on the hole thing. I have made up my mind on if I quit I do want to have a set amout of money in the bank saving that is and well that is not a very high goal seeing that peaj will be making a lot more then me and well we could live on just me well we have been any ways. I am kind sketchy about just leaving and well not having a job I have always had a job. That is just the hole life thing get a job like or not you have to have money you know.

this hole thing is well kind eating at me I have not called my parents do to it I do not want to hear it from my mom and well I just have been sitting around thinking about it could I relay stay home and take care of my little girl is this something I could do? I relay don't know how to even test the waters. I have another 2 and a half months before I have my 120 days in at work which mean if I want the benifits I will have to paything for it till I get the 120. I don't get vacations till I have a year in so it is not like I could take one and see how things go when peaj starts her job. I have only made one thing clear about all of it I want money in the savings and a nice chunks of change at that before I do any of it.......

as all you peepz know you are welcome to comment on this and well it may even be helpful.
well I leave you which
WHAT THE FUCK
good night all

Big day for some

Well to day is a pretty big day for peaj she is going for a job interview. Lets all hope she gets it ( I am sure she will).
work is been pretty taxing I am sore every were but it is work and well they do pay me. Well I found out that I would pay them till I get my 120 days in, and get the insurance that they offer so that will work out would relay like to have insurance again.



here is a question for every one out there
if you could have any job which would you have and would you go through the schooling for it ????

No words to use

Well I don't really have any thing to say peaj kind just ripped all the words and well every thing I could think about bitching about out of my head peaj you are loved




out over no words left to say not a whisper or a yell just happiness left form words that meant more then most will know

Well well well

Peaj did it she is now out of school.

We are very proud of her she has done more in the last 5 years then I could have ever done. Well the week end is going relay good so fare we have had the family to together (hers and mine) a couple of time and things went relay well. Little more detail in to all of that.
Friday was a little ify at first did not know if I could get out of work early to go to peaj's recuntion night. But ofcores I did would not have missed it for the world. And then on top of it I just did not go back (don't worry I called my boss and let him know). It was nice much more then I thought it would be had a pretty good time. Got to see brother (Joe) and my other brother well we have the same parents but I don't think that means a hole lot to him. It was good seeing my brother it has been a wile got pretty bissie sorting shit out with life and all. Well moving on to Saturday which I thought would suck well it was grate got to see peaj walk the stage and all and I almost cryed I was so happy to see her finish something that has been pretty hard for her and well us. After we went to lunch with her parents and gram it was nice (by that time I was pretty tired). After we went home to try to take a nape kaylee (my daughter) need something bad. Well after the relay sort nap we were back on to a another family thing. Chatters a little bar that is well a hole in the wall has grate crab lags (all you can eat) and we got the family to together again for the hole thing. It was grate had a relay good time and had well over my fill of crab to say the least on the guest list was peaj's parents my parents and my sister and husben and all 3 kids our daughter and my sisters two. All in all it work out relay nice and we all would like to do it again. Well that is the week end so fare and well it has been a relay bissy one so fare and we still have a another day and we are going to go to a party (one of the girls that peaj went to school with) and well I don't think we are going to stay long we are beet and well I have work on Monday.


well I am out boys and girls

I made it one more day

Well the day is done and I made it throw yet another wodiful day. Not all bad but started to get a little stressed but all in all not to bad got paid the was nice. Well management seams to like me which is always good nothing but good things to say about me. Still don't know how this Friday is going to go with peaj's party thing I am not really sure if I can go or if I can stay long. It is hard to get a answer out of any one were I work so I will just have to wait and see........


well I am happy peaj is finally done and over with all this, she has done way more then I think I could ever do I am prod to have her as a wife, well to all the rest of you all I am over and out of this blog for now........................

Monday is coming to a close

Well my Monday is almost over and to tell you the truth well work was not all bad. Besides the fact that we were short 5 people and I had to run two jobs. (not easy when you still don't know what the fuck you are doing). Ok so every one out there or well just the people that come to this site (not a lot) I want to know how many people are having a bad day and then go to work and it turns out to be a not so bad day?????



off to bed the day is done

Monday blues

Well I made it to a nother week. It is now Monday and well I am already dreading going to work. Sounds fun, I am in a new department seams the lay off and well I don't have a fucking clue what I am relay doing something about the back axle of big rigs. I am learning well trying to the hole 10 min traying on the job thing sucks leaves me open to relay big fuckups to say the lest but well what you going to do. The company is moving 5 more people off my shift which is going to leave us relay sort. Now it is going to be 10min training in about 3 min sound fun NOT well the week end was to say the lest kind short did not do a hole lot the wife cooked yes I said the wife cooked and she is pretty dame good at it. Well I am off to start a nother week.................


another day another dollar (so I hope)

Kind a tart

All in wich I am talking about it on the bottom right hand side of the page I think I need a little help in trying to get it set up a little better. (any help would be helpful) Well I got some pics up took a little time but I got them up. Here is a little incite to them well the first two are my tattoos I have on my arms my left arm is first and my right has the red and black dragons. The one after that is of well you guessed it a beautiful butter fly any guy would like to do LOL. And well that last the last is just fucking funny I mean any one can relate to having a monkey on your back. But well I just hate when you get a monkey on your nuts.

well as I try to add a little more then just bitching content please bare with me I am a little slow at this hole thing it has been a wile using html and well just about any thing to do with the computer lately

don't let the man get you down warren