the news is neve good around here

Well I wish I had better news to spill for you all. Here it go’s my wife is in the hospital not at but in she was admitted the other day no not committed. She was having abdominal pains. Well for the most part they have really no clue what the problem is she is sick to her stomec and has a lower abdominal pain. Well as well as we can tell they want to do exploited surgery so we wait and waiting is never fun. Well lets all hope that it is something that is easily fixed and with no long term effects. Well lets all hope she comes home soon and in better condition that she went in.

Well for the full story I will let her fill in the blanks when she gets home.

Thanksgiving and all

Well the wife turns 24 as of the 26th happy b-day Peaj I hope you enjoy.
Thanksgiving was not all that bad this year, had dinner with the in-laws. We (wife and me) got are ass’s handed to us well playing some pinochle which was fun but is always funner if you are wining.
Went to my sis’s house and had breakfast with the family will the wife worked talked and had an ok time things over all went pretty well. Hope you all enjoyed the holiday as much as I.

Other new are kid is going to have a b-day party and wanted to invite the kids form school we said ok, peaj made innovations and sent them to school for her to give to kids to take home, all went well we put down you had to rsvp to go. Well the sad thing is that we have not had a single kid rsvp to it so think we will not be having the b-party at chucky cheeses. Sorry to say but being in the middle of a lot of holiday stuff and well not the best time of the year I think will haunt are daughter for a few years until she gets a little older.


Well every one enjoys the 2in of snow that in the next couple of days I know I won’t.

Happy Thanksgiving

Have a happy thanksgiving.

heavy hearts

As I sit here not really having any thing to say. Well nothing that would make any cents to any one. I feel good, little missing work just the monotony of the day to day work. The same routine of waking and going to work, being told what to do.
I have an over helming wanting to do something grate in live something that I would be prized for. Not knowing how or what to really do I keep moving forward and keep doing what is needed of me. Life is a funny thing not much happens not much really changes, the same thing happen day in day out.
To feel unimportant is something that I have felt with every job I have ever worked. But to feel acomplshint at the end of the week was all it took to keep me there for the most part. Now being at home and not having a job witch by the way I am looking for a job that I could work around the little ones school hours. Witch is not as easy as I would have hoped unless I want to work in fast food. Not only would a part time job be most helpful in some of the bills that have built up but it would give me something I have not been with out for a long time.
Needles to say I have been unable to even find a job that is part time that I could do with out some kind of schooling witch most of you know I don’t have. So even know I could do just about any thing any one would show me, I sit and look every day for something that I could do. It is not that I am picky in what I would do I just need hours that well am not the best to try to get.
I am at a loss of words for what I should do at this time I often think I should have never left the job that I did have. But the price that job would have cost would have been too high for the little one; at lest I hope I can say that. I have not found a single way to bring more money in to the house and for that I feel kina worthless.
There is much stress in the house and it is hard to do much about it. Some were down the line the communication has died. As many of you know communication is not an easy thing to be had. With all this said I am trying to bring in a little money with selling things on eBay. So lets all hope I can make a little money of the things I have come to part with.
Well in summery of all this heavy hearted shit I would love to heir from all that might read this and see what you all may have to say and if you have any ideas please feel free to comment

Please check my new pet out

Yes I have a new pet please play with him and keep him happy well I am not here Thanks

Here figure this out I did it

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this is going to take some time

Ok so I am going to share with you all my bookmarks we will start with the blogs that I read and some i just look at the pic's LOL. In no order just throwing them on.

http://1001waystobenaked.blogspot.com/2005/08/only-lonely-watch-days-slide-by.html

http://www.joecwik.com/

http://www.actionfigurestepho.com/

http://ambersotherblog.blogspot.com/

http://tailsofablackunicorn.blogspot.com/

http://alcadu.blogspot.com/

http://firstlastalways.blogspot.com/

http://sveltina.blogspot.com/

http://maggiesboringblog.blogspot.com/

http://chokingbitches.blogspot.com/

http://denileigh.blogspot.com/

http://lifetoliz.blogspot.com/

http://peaj.blogspot.com/

OK so some of the ones you see here are updated a lot and others well they may have only one post some are of kids that i just find funny has hell to see from there point of veiw but all in all this is just the blogs that are read for fun.. Now for the rest of the blogs i will get to at some point and time along with my i am bord pages.....

how is your day

O k so to day sucks for the most part lets start with the morning shall we.
Wake up get the kid ready for school not to bad till I hear peaj saying my name. She tells me to kill what ever the cat is jumping at, creepy crawler thing canopied thing with really long lags, Ok done.
Come home from bus stop with the kid feeling kind of shitty don’t really know why.
Lay down on couch for an hour thinking it is just too early to wake up.
No not it, just doesn’t feel good to day body and soul just feels wore out.
Start to do laundry (needs to be done) and find there is only 3 dollars on the laundry card dame got to go to office to more money on card. Take trash out and go to office were every one in the office says hi to me (ya hi don’t talk to me).
Gets home start to pick up stuff and get Landry ready to go still feeling pretty shitty. Some were in-between all this talk to my mom about kaylees b-party and how it is inconvenient for them what ever I am really tired of trying to please others right now.
Sick of the one way streets were I have to apex others and don’t get the same back so I am making my little stand for the most part. Ok so that is not the hole truth around it for the most part I have cut off most of contact from family as of late. Just don’t really want to deal with them and well that is my way of doing it. Well any way had a pretty relaxing week end with the wife and kid had Joe over for a wile was nice to have something to talk about throwing in some one new to the mix. After a wile I think the conversation dies between wife and husband when there are not a whole lot of new things going on. Like when I was working all there was for me to talk about was work and I am sure that was boring for her but that is all I had. Are lives are kind of mundane for the most part kind of sad but true.

this is a test I took and for the most part it was kinda long but had some questions that was not able to be answered in a yes or no fashion and came out to be shit if I ever seen it.But just the same I will post the crap from which has decided

You are a Social Liberal (71% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (33% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

how things change in a flash of light

PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS OUT OF CONTECT THIS IS NOT FEELING I FEAL ONLY THAT I REMBER FROM A LONG TIME AGO.



Sad alone
Prisoner in your own body
Love hate
Pain pleaser
Write wrong
The world turns
You stand still
Want to die
But still have not lived
Wanting closeness
To fare away
Longing for afection
Getting only threats

Time changes and all that was known is now in the air

Hitting life head on
Loving more then one
So much pleaser it becomes painful
Doing no wrong
The world stands still
I run harder
Living much
Death not in site
Hand in hand
Side by side
Praised in heart
Reserving love form all

STICK IT WERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE

Take this as you may.



Welcome to the pacifier of the twenty fist century, it is here to stay. To misinform the most up to date endavigal. You will learn of history and even might discover a few new things, but what you will never receve is the truth.
The facts will never be put in the right order. You will get what you need to keep you in line to keep you in check. Which is the way they need it dissolution of the truth the facts and currant affairs.
This is the way that you will lose all that America stands for all that this great land one was. The media can no longer trusted to give good information there first and foremost concern is rating and being motivated by one thing they will give every thing that you want to hear, truth or not. In this we are misinformed of the facts and dissolution with what the media forces down are throat.
We no longer live in the day and age were America was a great place we now live in a country that is controlled by the very people we put in office to represent us. The very people that now control the very media that we look for the truth. This is no longer land of the free we have given to much back to be dictators that are now in office and have been for to many years now.
Yes you may say that we did vote them in, well if this is true I would like a vote for vote race. No more electoral I mean one person one votes now more of the majority of the majority. Start to the point I want something that well will never be given.
The majority of the people no longer care it is all about how much money can I make and what is the new toy I will buy. Well this is no longer a option it is way past the time in which some one should have woke up and seen the truth. We will lose every thing it will be for the government by the government unless we stand and be counted one by one to show that we are the people and we are strong.
I no longer believe that the united states of an America is based on the values that we founded this country on. Some were down the line of rulers of this world we have lost touch with why we broke away to start the United States. What we need now is another Boston tea party, or it might have to come to another civil war to not only reconstruct what we have invertible made crumpet.
By no means do I think this will ever come in my live time and sadly to say I think it will only become worse as things get more way form what the people want and more what the government needs.

Now I know most every one I know has an opinion on the government and how they see it. But this is what I see, and I am sure that most of the people that read this will just blow it off. Mark my words on this I know this will come to pass in time.
Unless some catastrophic things happen with in the government senate and in is voting system. We will end up putting the next Hitler in office, lest hope it will not have to come to that to fix the things that have gone wrong in this ones great country called the united states of America…

And what came of all this

Ok so I talked to the city inspector, this is what he told me. It is mandatory that any one in the state of MI to get inspected ones a year if you rent any house apt exedra exedra.
So I told him that that was kind of intrusive and that my wife sleeps all day long.
So he reassured me that he would only be in the kitchen and the bathroom, he dose not need to see bed rooms or living room.
So I guess this is ok but I still don’t want the little prick in my home. He also told me what they were looking for GFI out lets in the bath rooms if they are not the original hard ware that was put up in the apt, bad wiring and or any other things that would be unsafe to the renters like my ceiling in bathroom that was never finished or the plug that was changed and never updated or the fuse box that well has a bad fuse in it. HEHE I don’t know I am thinking about tell the apt people but on the other had fuck that let them get caught with there pants down.

what is going on

Ok step on we get a not form are apt people on are mail box, Saying we have to let the city inspector in the apt. So I call the apt people and ask why he has to come in and why it said on the paper that it would take 2 min.
Step two gets a fucking answer. They told me they don’t know why (Ok come on if some dude form the city calls you up and asked to look in your house would you not ask why). Now I get to spend most of my day trying to call this ass whole form the inspector’s office to get an answer. I am going to bet he tells me some shit like it is homeland security or some shit. I feel this is an invasion of privacy and will not have it.
Now you may ask what the hell he is hiding, nothing I mean I really don’t have any thing to hide. I am just really sick of having rights taken away from me.


Ok now with writing this I know some say maybe two of ya for sure will be saying wow he sounds like his mom. Well I hate to tell you ya I do but I pay rent and it is bad a nuff that the people that run the place can come in when they want. Now I have to have some city ass hole come in and look at my shit. FUCK THAT

To all the thoughts out there

Ok so now that every thing I say will be taken in the wrong way just to clear some things that must be rolling in every ones heads. I am clear of mind and stable with my thoughts. Most of the rant prevulisly posted was me dealing with the death of a woman the fought for something we all take for granite and well it kind of kills a little peace of me to thing that no one cares. No this is not my way of morning just my mind rolling along. With to many bills and a 6 year old asking questions of a 12 year old, a wife that refuses to check her sugars and keep on top of them, but me I am the one that is smacked with you stopped taking meds that made you feel like you were dead head and soul. Yes I do admit that my soul is feeling dead I no longer do art and have not tried to do music which well seams a little hard at the time. And well righting that has never been my strong suite. I have even tried to find a job which well might help with money, may really hinder in the child’s well being. Something I would really like to help her with. In no way is my relation ship part of my dieing soul so please do not take what is written her out of context to fit a need that you are not good a nuff for me or any one that you know. You are a person has come a long way and you have changed dramatically for the better, but still have something to work on. Like most of us including me. I feel now like I have never felt before and that would be on the good side of things. I feel dead with no art and no excretion I no longer have a union to fight with and no longer a company trying to fuck me. Now I only have what is here which there is nothing to bitch about and no one to argue with. (Buy no means will I try to argue with a 6 year old). So please as much as I might write things here in this shitty little blog do not take it as a strike on you are how or who you are. Now with all that said I hope we all have a better under standing of me and the shit that comes from my head.

FUCK THIS THAT AND EVERY THING IN BETWEEN

OK ready set go have you ever been to the point were you just can’t take it any more. You know were too many things have been said in the negative column and well you just can’t take another one. Being put on the spot told that you are just not what you could be, I don’t know of a person that can take that many put downs and not get a little pissed of about it all. It is kind of sad to say but ones the ball is rolling there is really no telling were the dame thing is going to go or who eals it might take in and spite out just that much more unhappy. Thinks seam odd and don’t add up and it just seams you cant make any thing seam right. You start to wonder were and what went wrong. And then before you know it you just want to bolt and not even try any more now I am sure we all have been there before. But how many of you stay there not really sure why you do it, maybe you like the torment or you just really know nothing ease. It all really comes to how much you can take and at what point do you cut bate and take what ever is left. It is pretty sad thing to think about but I am past the point of really knowing much of any thing the brain is fried and well so is the soul that is now more dead then alive. I was watching this stupid TV show that just added more fuel to the fire it is called random one. And well in the first episode they try to help this fucked up drunken guy with a fake lag get his life back. Now I am not saying that it was a bad idea I am just say that at some point this man decided to take the cores in which led him to that point in his life of pretty much living on the streets. Now what the hell makes him so speiole to get help he could get off his ass and do something for him self. Then you start to look at as well you know some people just need a little helping hand to get going in the right direction. To tell you the truth I am so fed up with all this real TV bull shit I just wanted to see lions eat Christians and the dame thing never erred. Life is over all a pretty bleak place and sad to say I should not be the one to say any thing I don’t make it any better in any way. Well something’s are better me and my daughter has come to an understanding about lies. She will tell me the truth and be open and I will try really hard to stop yelling and well to tell you the truth it worked really well. Not that all I did is yell at her but with this under standing it is a little more laxed for her and me… have any one ever notates that you can never see eye to eye with any one no matter what the hole thing is about. You will always see it your way and for the most part don’t know a nice or non offences way to tell the other person the way you see it. Know I know most of this will proble make no cents and well to tell you the truth it really dose not matter I just needed to spill it all even if know one reads the shit that space form my mind……………………………………………………………………………….

Fun at the Titty Twister.


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