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Ok so this shows that people are coming here just not a whole lot but by how it looks the same people are coming back so I must say I do have some dedicated fans. (At lest I hope.)

shaving

To shave or not to shave would be the question.
Ok so I got a little under a half an inch of whiskers growing on my face as of now. And would like to hear if I should shave it all of or let the shit grow. Not that any one really cares but come on this is your chance to make me do something either shave it off and drop like 5 years off my image or let it grow and look just a little older. No one has really said any thing around here about it and well knows I go in search of some comments.

Here is your chance don’t screw it up.

take it for the words that are there and nuthing more

Feelings come and they go like thoughts they are. Getting older every day feeling the pains for all they are worth. Every thing changes and you are starting to feel left behind when every one leaves. You are standing still as the world keeps turning you are unrig for the thing in side to just let is all out side. You are here and they are there and now they are here and you are there. Life never gets any easier then when you were sitting in the sand box paying no attention to the world around you. Now you are growing old and not sure were or what you should be doing. Life is a never ending learning prose’s and some times you wish you could just step out for a wile. There is no running there is no getting away any more you are too old and know better to try and run now. Life will keep going and you have to try and make every thing go the way in which you plain but it all seams to turn out good in the end. You are always faced with the preverbal fork in the road and each way leads you to something new. Which way are you going to go? We all make mistakes the trick is not to dwell on the mistakes made in life but to try and not do it again. That is the never ending learning for me. You can’t go back and you can’t fix every thing that is wrong but you sure can try. Now life can be fun I think but not really sure on that one some people say it is not fun. I have to say there have been some really fun times in my life and there have been some not so fun ones. I am writing this for no particular reason and please don’t take it for more then shit that was rattling throw the mind at the time. This was pretty much written for all those that I have known and all the ones that will come and for those that I have lost along the way. We all begin at the same point but we all have to end some were and I hope my ending destination is a good one as I hope yours will be to. Now if any one can make any cents out of the ramblings of a dyslexic mind more power to you. As usual love goes to the wife and child and to the friends you know how you are. You all have been there throw the ups and downs of life as I hope I was there for you in the same ways. Well I wish you all happy holidays and hope the best for you all. And by no means am I going any were but I am sure I will not really have time to up date this blog much. Not that the content is very good kind of boring. But I will throw some stuff up every now and again. Now I am sure some of the readers of this will try and take some of this the way they want please don’t it is no more then some that is cleaning at the time and thinking with all the fumes in the are. This is not any more then what it is some letters and words and I know there are no paragraphs or sentence in here but you have to deal. Over all I am pretty happy at the moment listing to some good tunes and scrubbing my little hart out. Back to the cleaning…………..

ok here it is

Ok so I got this from joe's and thought i would give it a try....

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Well there you have it

Well lets see how long this one lasts. It is not all bad they have been together for some time now and I am happy to see they have made it this fare lets hope all goes well now. You can read the full thing here http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051204/ap_en_mu/people_manson

news well kinda

Ok well I tried this yesterday and got no were, pc crashed. So I will try this again Peaj is home not feeling much better but home which is good. She is still having pain and lots of it. I think she finally got her sugars back to were they should be after the hospital fucked them all up. For the most part not a hole lot has been going on we cleaned up she did standing stuff only do to her being in pain when trying to bend down. We got stuff set up for the Xmas tree, which will be going up after Kaylee’s b-party at the apt which should be fun. Lots of peple very little room.
Other news I have gotten no were with a part time job put my app in a hole lot of place’s and have got no were. Holidays suck there never seems to be a nuff money for them. I will never under stand how my parents did it all the years with 3 kids. Been drinking a lot of tea as of late never liked the stuff and now I just can’t drink a nuff of it I guess. Other then that there is really not much to say, life seems slow and dull for some reason. I am guessing that it is just the snow and lack of sun around here.


Thank you all for thinking of Peaj well she was down and out of a little wile I think it helped….

the news is neve good around here

Well I wish I had better news to spill for you all. Here it go’s my wife is in the hospital not at but in she was admitted the other day no not committed. She was having abdominal pains. Well for the most part they have really no clue what the problem is she is sick to her stomec and has a lower abdominal pain. Well as well as we can tell they want to do exploited surgery so we wait and waiting is never fun. Well lets all hope that it is something that is easily fixed and with no long term effects. Well lets all hope she comes home soon and in better condition that she went in.

Well for the full story I will let her fill in the blanks when she gets home.

Thanksgiving and all

Well the wife turns 24 as of the 26th happy b-day Peaj I hope you enjoy.
Thanksgiving was not all that bad this year, had dinner with the in-laws. We (wife and me) got are ass’s handed to us well playing some pinochle which was fun but is always funner if you are wining.
Went to my sis’s house and had breakfast with the family will the wife worked talked and had an ok time things over all went pretty well. Hope you all enjoyed the holiday as much as I.

Other new are kid is going to have a b-day party and wanted to invite the kids form school we said ok, peaj made innovations and sent them to school for her to give to kids to take home, all went well we put down you had to rsvp to go. Well the sad thing is that we have not had a single kid rsvp to it so think we will not be having the b-party at chucky cheeses. Sorry to say but being in the middle of a lot of holiday stuff and well not the best time of the year I think will haunt are daughter for a few years until she gets a little older.


Well every one enjoys the 2in of snow that in the next couple of days I know I won’t.

Happy Thanksgiving

Have a happy thanksgiving.

heavy hearts

As I sit here not really having any thing to say. Well nothing that would make any cents to any one. I feel good, little missing work just the monotony of the day to day work. The same routine of waking and going to work, being told what to do.
I have an over helming wanting to do something grate in live something that I would be prized for. Not knowing how or what to really do I keep moving forward and keep doing what is needed of me. Life is a funny thing not much happens not much really changes, the same thing happen day in day out.
To feel unimportant is something that I have felt with every job I have ever worked. But to feel acomplshint at the end of the week was all it took to keep me there for the most part. Now being at home and not having a job witch by the way I am looking for a job that I could work around the little ones school hours. Witch is not as easy as I would have hoped unless I want to work in fast food. Not only would a part time job be most helpful in some of the bills that have built up but it would give me something I have not been with out for a long time.
Needles to say I have been unable to even find a job that is part time that I could do with out some kind of schooling witch most of you know I don’t have. So even know I could do just about any thing any one would show me, I sit and look every day for something that I could do. It is not that I am picky in what I would do I just need hours that well am not the best to try to get.
I am at a loss of words for what I should do at this time I often think I should have never left the job that I did have. But the price that job would have cost would have been too high for the little one; at lest I hope I can say that. I have not found a single way to bring more money in to the house and for that I feel kina worthless.
There is much stress in the house and it is hard to do much about it. Some were down the line the communication has died. As many of you know communication is not an easy thing to be had. With all this said I am trying to bring in a little money with selling things on eBay. So lets all hope I can make a little money of the things I have come to part with.
Well in summery of all this heavy hearted shit I would love to heir from all that might read this and see what you all may have to say and if you have any ideas please feel free to comment

Please check my new pet out

Yes I have a new pet please play with him and keep him happy well I am not here Thanks

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this is going to take some time

Ok so I am going to share with you all my bookmarks we will start with the blogs that I read and some i just look at the pic's LOL. In no order just throwing them on.

http://1001waystobenaked.blogspot.com/2005/08/only-lonely-watch-days-slide-by.html

http://www.joecwik.com/

http://www.actionfigurestepho.com/

http://ambersotherblog.blogspot.com/

http://tailsofablackunicorn.blogspot.com/

http://alcadu.blogspot.com/

http://firstlastalways.blogspot.com/

http://sveltina.blogspot.com/

http://maggiesboringblog.blogspot.com/

http://chokingbitches.blogspot.com/

http://denileigh.blogspot.com/

http://lifetoliz.blogspot.com/

http://peaj.blogspot.com/

OK so some of the ones you see here are updated a lot and others well they may have only one post some are of kids that i just find funny has hell to see from there point of veiw but all in all this is just the blogs that are read for fun.. Now for the rest of the blogs i will get to at some point and time along with my i am bord pages.....

how is your day

O k so to day sucks for the most part lets start with the morning shall we.
Wake up get the kid ready for school not to bad till I hear peaj saying my name. She tells me to kill what ever the cat is jumping at, creepy crawler thing canopied thing with really long lags, Ok done.
Come home from bus stop with the kid feeling kind of shitty don’t really know why.
Lay down on couch for an hour thinking it is just too early to wake up.
No not it, just doesn’t feel good to day body and soul just feels wore out.
Start to do laundry (needs to be done) and find there is only 3 dollars on the laundry card dame got to go to office to more money on card. Take trash out and go to office were every one in the office says hi to me (ya hi don’t talk to me).
Gets home start to pick up stuff and get Landry ready to go still feeling pretty shitty. Some were in-between all this talk to my mom about kaylees b-party and how it is inconvenient for them what ever I am really tired of trying to please others right now.
Sick of the one way streets were I have to apex others and don’t get the same back so I am making my little stand for the most part. Ok so that is not the hole truth around it for the most part I have cut off most of contact from family as of late. Just don’t really want to deal with them and well that is my way of doing it. Well any way had a pretty relaxing week end with the wife and kid had Joe over for a wile was nice to have something to talk about throwing in some one new to the mix. After a wile I think the conversation dies between wife and husband when there are not a whole lot of new things going on. Like when I was working all there was for me to talk about was work and I am sure that was boring for her but that is all I had. Are lives are kind of mundane for the most part kind of sad but true.

this is a test I took and for the most part it was kinda long but had some questions that was not able to be answered in a yes or no fashion and came out to be shit if I ever seen it.But just the same I will post the crap from which has decided

You are a Social Liberal (71% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (33% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

how things change in a flash of light

PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS OUT OF CONTECT THIS IS NOT FEELING I FEAL ONLY THAT I REMBER FROM A LONG TIME AGO.



Sad alone
Prisoner in your own body
Love hate
Pain pleaser
Write wrong
The world turns
You stand still
Want to die
But still have not lived
Wanting closeness
To fare away
Longing for afection
Getting only threats

Time changes and all that was known is now in the air

Hitting life head on
Loving more then one
So much pleaser it becomes painful
Doing no wrong
The world stands still
I run harder
Living much
Death not in site
Hand in hand
Side by side
Praised in heart
Reserving love form all

STICK IT WERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE

Take this as you may.



Welcome to the pacifier of the twenty fist century, it is here to stay. To misinform the most up to date endavigal. You will learn of history and even might discover a few new things, but what you will never receve is the truth.
The facts will never be put in the right order. You will get what you need to keep you in line to keep you in check. Which is the way they need it dissolution of the truth the facts and currant affairs.
This is the way that you will lose all that America stands for all that this great land one was. The media can no longer trusted to give good information there first and foremost concern is rating and being motivated by one thing they will give every thing that you want to hear, truth or not. In this we are misinformed of the facts and dissolution with what the media forces down are throat.
We no longer live in the day and age were America was a great place we now live in a country that is controlled by the very people we put in office to represent us. The very people that now control the very media that we look for the truth. This is no longer land of the free we have given to much back to be dictators that are now in office and have been for to many years now.
Yes you may say that we did vote them in, well if this is true I would like a vote for vote race. No more electoral I mean one person one votes now more of the majority of the majority. Start to the point I want something that well will never be given.
The majority of the people no longer care it is all about how much money can I make and what is the new toy I will buy. Well this is no longer a option it is way past the time in which some one should have woke up and seen the truth. We will lose every thing it will be for the government by the government unless we stand and be counted one by one to show that we are the people and we are strong.
I no longer believe that the united states of an America is based on the values that we founded this country on. Some were down the line of rulers of this world we have lost touch with why we broke away to start the United States. What we need now is another Boston tea party, or it might have to come to another civil war to not only reconstruct what we have invertible made crumpet.
By no means do I think this will ever come in my live time and sadly to say I think it will only become worse as things get more way form what the people want and more what the government needs.

Now I know most every one I know has an opinion on the government and how they see it. But this is what I see, and I am sure that most of the people that read this will just blow it off. Mark my words on this I know this will come to pass in time.
Unless some catastrophic things happen with in the government senate and in is voting system. We will end up putting the next Hitler in office, lest hope it will not have to come to that to fix the things that have gone wrong in this ones great country called the united states of America…

And what came of all this

Ok so I talked to the city inspector, this is what he told me. It is mandatory that any one in the state of MI to get inspected ones a year if you rent any house apt exedra exedra.
So I told him that that was kind of intrusive and that my wife sleeps all day long.
So he reassured me that he would only be in the kitchen and the bathroom, he dose not need to see bed rooms or living room.
So I guess this is ok but I still don’t want the little prick in my home. He also told me what they were looking for GFI out lets in the bath rooms if they are not the original hard ware that was put up in the apt, bad wiring and or any other things that would be unsafe to the renters like my ceiling in bathroom that was never finished or the plug that was changed and never updated or the fuse box that well has a bad fuse in it. HEHE I don’t know I am thinking about tell the apt people but on the other had fuck that let them get caught with there pants down.

what is going on

Ok step on we get a not form are apt people on are mail box, Saying we have to let the city inspector in the apt. So I call the apt people and ask why he has to come in and why it said on the paper that it would take 2 min.
Step two gets a fucking answer. They told me they don’t know why (Ok come on if some dude form the city calls you up and asked to look in your house would you not ask why). Now I get to spend most of my day trying to call this ass whole form the inspector’s office to get an answer. I am going to bet he tells me some shit like it is homeland security or some shit. I feel this is an invasion of privacy and will not have it.
Now you may ask what the hell he is hiding, nothing I mean I really don’t have any thing to hide. I am just really sick of having rights taken away from me.


Ok now with writing this I know some say maybe two of ya for sure will be saying wow he sounds like his mom. Well I hate to tell you ya I do but I pay rent and it is bad a nuff that the people that run the place can come in when they want. Now I have to have some city ass hole come in and look at my shit. FUCK THAT

To all the thoughts out there

Ok so now that every thing I say will be taken in the wrong way just to clear some things that must be rolling in every ones heads. I am clear of mind and stable with my thoughts. Most of the rant prevulisly posted was me dealing with the death of a woman the fought for something we all take for granite and well it kind of kills a little peace of me to thing that no one cares. No this is not my way of morning just my mind rolling along. With to many bills and a 6 year old asking questions of a 12 year old, a wife that refuses to check her sugars and keep on top of them, but me I am the one that is smacked with you stopped taking meds that made you feel like you were dead head and soul. Yes I do admit that my soul is feeling dead I no longer do art and have not tried to do music which well seams a little hard at the time. And well righting that has never been my strong suite. I have even tried to find a job which well might help with money, may really hinder in the child’s well being. Something I would really like to help her with. In no way is my relation ship part of my dieing soul so please do not take what is written her out of context to fit a need that you are not good a nuff for me or any one that you know. You are a person has come a long way and you have changed dramatically for the better, but still have something to work on. Like most of us including me. I feel now like I have never felt before and that would be on the good side of things. I feel dead with no art and no excretion I no longer have a union to fight with and no longer a company trying to fuck me. Now I only have what is here which there is nothing to bitch about and no one to argue with. (Buy no means will I try to argue with a 6 year old). So please as much as I might write things here in this shitty little blog do not take it as a strike on you are how or who you are. Now with all that said I hope we all have a better under standing of me and the shit that comes from my head.

FUCK THIS THAT AND EVERY THING IN BETWEEN

OK ready set go have you ever been to the point were you just can’t take it any more. You know were too many things have been said in the negative column and well you just can’t take another one. Being put on the spot told that you are just not what you could be, I don’t know of a person that can take that many put downs and not get a little pissed of about it all. It is kind of sad to say but ones the ball is rolling there is really no telling were the dame thing is going to go or who eals it might take in and spite out just that much more unhappy. Thinks seam odd and don’t add up and it just seams you cant make any thing seam right. You start to wonder were and what went wrong. And then before you know it you just want to bolt and not even try any more now I am sure we all have been there before. But how many of you stay there not really sure why you do it, maybe you like the torment or you just really know nothing ease. It all really comes to how much you can take and at what point do you cut bate and take what ever is left. It is pretty sad thing to think about but I am past the point of really knowing much of any thing the brain is fried and well so is the soul that is now more dead then alive. I was watching this stupid TV show that just added more fuel to the fire it is called random one. And well in the first episode they try to help this fucked up drunken guy with a fake lag get his life back. Now I am not saying that it was a bad idea I am just say that at some point this man decided to take the cores in which led him to that point in his life of pretty much living on the streets. Now what the hell makes him so speiole to get help he could get off his ass and do something for him self. Then you start to look at as well you know some people just need a little helping hand to get going in the right direction. To tell you the truth I am so fed up with all this real TV bull shit I just wanted to see lions eat Christians and the dame thing never erred. Life is over all a pretty bleak place and sad to say I should not be the one to say any thing I don’t make it any better in any way. Well something’s are better me and my daughter has come to an understanding about lies. She will tell me the truth and be open and I will try really hard to stop yelling and well to tell you the truth it worked really well. Not that all I did is yell at her but with this under standing it is a little more laxed for her and me… have any one ever notates that you can never see eye to eye with any one no matter what the hole thing is about. You will always see it your way and for the most part don’t know a nice or non offences way to tell the other person the way you see it. Know I know most of this will proble make no cents and well to tell you the truth it really dose not matter I just needed to spill it all even if know one reads the shit that space form my mind……………………………………………………………………………….

Fun at the Titty Twister.


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Here is to Halloween

Ok so this is some pics of the pumpkin we carved for this year. After a lot of work trying to keep the ferrets from eating the teeth out of them. The first one in mine , the second on is kaylees it is pretty scary and then the second from last would be peaj's which turned out pretty dame cool.

PAY NOTE

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and my blogger is even cooler

Well another not so happy day is coming on

Ok lets start form the not so happy phone call a couple days ago. My sister calls and tells me my grama has stage 4 cancer and is going to die soon. (ok I kinda new this form the last time I saw her) And then my mom calls about a hour later and tells me the same thing ok this is fun, the hole time I am telling mom I know and I just talked to my sister. Then mom goes off the deep end and starts bitching about this and that and on and on we go. Ok parents are now in town this is not going to be much fun mom is relay bitch lately and apparently sees I am the only child that has ever seen the things that she is now seeing. Ok this is were things go form not so happy to really just a shit fest. Mom and dad are staying at sisters house in the drive way in there motorhome. Sister is really big church freak now and well has no time for any one that is not in her church. IE mom and dad this angers mom a lot and well dad just don't like any thing to do with sister husban ie church. Ok now on with life right, NO mom calls wants to have dinner with us ok but peaj is working to night and well will not be home. Mom saying she wants to she her granddaughter. Ok that is cool and all but one more time mom goes off deep end with now bitching about my sister and how they only care about there church and on and on she goes well I sit and think my god some one shoot me if I ever get to be like thing. Ok so I guess I am having dinner with my parents and kaylee to night and well I think peaj is the lucky one buy having to go to work. Now I can say I wish I had a job. Ok well I will have to post about the dinner to night it should be fun....

Just some little tidd bitts

Well things are as well as they can be for now. I went in to the dentist 2 days ago for a tooth that was well killing me. Ok so some good and some bad news came of this hole thing the bad first, Well the tooth was just about all rotted out now a little past note on the same tooth it has been filled 3 times buy on dentist a family one that I have seen for a lot time, which we did not go to again. Now that the tooth is well just to little nubs on the front and the rear of the tooth that will have to have a crown put on it. After about 10 shots to the the area which we grounded away for about 4 hours the only good that came of this was that I did not need a root canal done on it. LOL ya that was about all the good new I could handle. The bill was just more bad news about 400 not fun. And now 2 or 3 days later it is killing me the hole jaw is just in pain. Well in other things peaj got a bladder in infection not cool it just kicked her sugars all over but we now have that under control. More good news for her she is going to go to days. Very cool she will be home more with use and well not sleeping when she is home I think this will help her a lot in getting a routine down and probuly going to help a lot with her sugars. Her car is good it is very nice and really good on the gas part of the bills (big help). My shoulder has been stiff (ok relay hurts) for a few days now and well to say the lest between my moth and my shoulder I feel like crap and just want to sleep or cruel up and die. The kid is doing really well in school she got a A in math and well to say the lest this year so fare is going way better then last year for her, we are starting to hear a lot of mommy daddy the kids at school make fun of me or they don't like me. A little unsettling for us but well Bring in first grade not a hole lot can be done with that. I thing we are both a little concerned with it and how it make her feel. Me and peaj both went through similar things in school at one point or another and it is hard on one that is so young to have to learn so early how cruel other children can be We only can hope that only the best will happen to are daughter and fear the worst like most parent. Well with all the bad news poring out all over the world it is no surprise that we all have a little bad news of are own.

Just a little note to all that read.

Ok so Peaj's car was well lets say a little impaired. (ok it was just about dead) So we have been looking but not really having the money at had to buy a used craper for a wile we had to do something. So we went to Saturn and looked at new and used. Mean wile the hole time we are looking we are telling my parents that her car was shot with 4 bald tires and a bad brain and well it was over heating and all. OK with that all said we took a loan out in peaj's name for a used 2003 Saturn and well needless to say we now have a reliable car with really good gas mileage. But on the same had peaj got all kinds of shit from my mom on the phone about how when my dad was working and she was at home she did not have or need a car and all this crap. So needless to say peaj was a little fluster at my mom which I would have been to. But when I talk to her (my mom) she was ok well you should shop around and all that good shit. But any way we now have a really nice car and it has new tires and brakes and all at no charge for us. The payments are a little more then I would have liked but we can handle it. Insurance was a lot less then I would have thought and that is for a full coverage. So now I come to the good part which is I do not want to even call my parents and tell them I just don't want to hear all the shit which will no doubt hit the fan. And by the way we got 500 for her car way more then we could have gotten from trying to sell it. Well that is about it for my day.
other notes the ferrets are all well and very playfully as of late are newbie is doing relay well with all the new friends she has not only learned how to play but she just cant get a nuff of it. The younger ones are turning in to big snuglers which is really nice. Well I am off to make something for dinner and try to make something for peaj's lunch she is really pooped after going to the dealer after working 16 hours.

note is written and I am out

Me as an 80's movie ......

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Just a little note to all

Well my wonderful wife has been busting her ass working a hole lot. We are trying to make up for some lost money when she got hurt and could not work. She singed up for a bunch of over time. I know she can do it but she was pretty pooped to day I hope her night goes well. well other then that not a hole lot has been happeing around here. The kid is doing really good in school no problems like last year. All the fuzzys are doing really good no problems at all. Things are pretty good as is if you all know what I mean. Still looking for a part time job that is really close and well the times that I could work and still get the kid off to school and pick her up. Not having a hole lot of luck finding any thing around here at all. If any one has any ideas they would be helpful...


well that is all got to get the kid to bed

A note of the mind

As the days dislodged from you mind and you walk the line that you have followed for to long.
Line has been drawn in the sands of time for us all to walk.
The day’s being no more then grains of sand along the line you walk.
As the wind blows the sands dislodge form the mind and they are gone from time.
Keep walking to the end to the end of the line were the sands of time gather to a mound.
That mound is no more then the line in which you walked.
All the days of the line in one that is you life.
Life along the line is now a mound of sand that makes up the life in which you were walking.

Day in day out

Well not a hole lot been really going on LOL. The kid has another cast on it looks like we are just staying on the side of caution to be safe, This will be a another school year started for her with a cast on the arm again. Peaj is going back to work tomorrow and well I am kind worried about her knee she is still not up and running. But with her work telling her well she is still new and they could still fire her I was pretty sure she would be going like it or not. We have been spending a little money on eBay the last few days or so. We have found a lot of geodes and we been buying if they look to be good. Ok a little explanation on the last one. We do not buy geodes that are opened we like to get then before any one cracks them and we love to do the cracking are selfish it is kind like are hobby to together. Well deedlis to say. We have gotten some really good ones the second time around I will get some pics soon.

ok I am out

Sorry to all

It has been a little seams that last post been not feeling up to par with life. Like to day all I did is wake take kid to bus stop and then did some running and went back to sleep for the rest of the day. Not a hole lot going on around here peaj is off for the week do to her knee. And well needles to say just been sitting and flipping the channels on the TV. Yah by the way we got cable boy was that a waste of time and money we are only paying 20 a month for now when it goes up we are getting rid of it. The ferrets are all well are little girl (princess) has been doing relay well with every one she is no longer trying to stay way form every one. She is sleeping in the big fuzzy ball of all 8 of them. No more words and no more thoughts.

the old PC finale died and well the pic's are all there so until I get that up and running there will be no more pic's for a wile

10 random things

Ok so here are some random things that girl/women should know.

1 never ask if we want to have sex (we are men of cores we do)
2 aggression is always enjoyed.
3 things that are done in public are always good.
4 trusting back is something we relay like.
5 make the first move no mater were it is.
6 don't ask what we should do you know what we want to do.
7 kissing is not a chore it is a privilege so kiss like you want it.
8 there are some 200 body parts (zest said so) and we like just about all of them touched.
9 some times we need some pampering
10 now I was hoping for some thing relay good but well all I got is---- most men love to give well we relay like to but some time we would like to just receive and not have to work at all if you all know what I mean.......

well that is it 10 things that should be thought over....

it has been a wile

Well sorry to my 2 readers that it took me so long to udate agin. Well not a lot to say just been hanging with my criped wife and chiled for the most part. playing with ferrets and well sitting around. played some cards with joe and peaj the other night was fun. Well been looking at ferrets in the area that people do not want and well trying to get them a home with us. We are spose to drive to ann arbor to pick one up tomarro if she calls us back. she is no longer able to keep the little one so we are taking her in I will try to post some pic's of her if we get her. well that is about all I got to say...

Here are pic of bear sleeping on kaylee.

Had a message

Ok so I got a message and I think it was a nice way of saying I needed to up date.. Ok sorry to my one reader that reads every day but a lot has happen in the last few days or so peaj had a little miss hap and fell in the bath tub and really messed her knee up and now has a splint thing on it.. So well as you can guess she needs a little help. Other then that well I been in a shitty mood and well just unhappy for some reason. (it may be from the email I did not get with some relay good pic's that I was hoping for) or well I am just in the cycle again if you know what I mean. Well other then that not a lot has been going on went fishing a few times not a hole lot to say there got some little ones me and kale and peaj got a some to. Still trying to get the PC up and running not really sure what is wrong there but still trying. Playing with ferrets a lot Thai are a lot of fun to watch. Life is a little boring around here not a lot to say.

well there you go that is about all I can relay say I hope it holds you for a wile longer ...................

There will be no new pic's posted for a wile till the other pc is up and running sorry all

Here is the first

Ok so here is just one of the many things that I wrought.

here comes that feeling. No not again for I fear that feeling that I feel way to often. I wish I could Remove that piece from my puzzle. It would just make that hole so much bigger and even harder to live with. For my puzzle is already jaded.

ok so that was pretty bad and well I don't know why I would even right it all down in the first place sorry to bore you even more with this.....


sorry to the few people that read this site this will not happen again after reading it I see that The only thing this might do is get the 2 or 3 people that read this site to A) never read again B) kill them selves..

Going through old stuff

Well I was going through some crap that is still hanging around here and I found some old books of mine ones that I had scribbled down in. The best part about being dyslexic is that well no one can make any cents of what you Wright so I think I might just post some and use the hole spell check thing and see just how bad it is. Well just thought I would worn you all...............

here is to all the crap which is about to hit the fan (spell check)

Seen better days

We are sad to say but we have had a loss of are fuzzy famliy. She as been sick for a wile and she tryed all she had to try to make it through but her little body no longer could keep going and had to help her ease the pain she was in. we will miss her lots. We are sure she is playing with all the other fuzzys that have passed.

In memory of bubbles 2003-2005 we will not forget the love that you showed.

More on the story

Here are some pic's that we took with the new cam coco is in my hand and the other one has mitzy coco bizzy bubbles but is in there in the back



Ok so I called corporate and well they told me they can file a complaints on the manager which I did 6 times just kept calling. And as fare at the 81 dollars well I got 60 back. When I was on the phone with Corp they asked why I had to buy a another service plan the old one should have covered the new cam so I went to a different store and bam got my 60 bucks back so all in all I paid 20 for the new on and well I am get a 50 dollar rebate so they are now paying me. I kinda like it this way a lot better.


that is that for now (till we have another problem)

Not a hole lot going one right now

ok there are a few pic's of the ferrets th one in the ball pit is patch and the to playing in the toy is bubbles and patch and the one that is climing on my lap is coco



About the only thing relay going on is the hole camera thing. We were having problems with it was taking fuzzy pics so we took it to bestbuy the place that we got it from with warranty. And we get yah it don't work right. Ok so what do we do now. They tell us go to the camera department and they will give one that is the same. IE the same one but now just Waite that is not going to work there are no more of the one we have. So they tell us that we will get our money back for the other and we have to buy the next one up we say WTF y sold we have to pay any thing we have a warranty that we payed for for 4 years and well it is only 4 months in to it. Well needles to say I am not going to type the hole thing out but well they gave some shit story how we have to buy the next one up well after talking to 2 mangers the floor and the store manger (store manger is a f-ing ass hole) which told us it was not his problem and got relay rude to us (he is only 27 just a baby) and well did not handle it very well. So we ended up buying the camera which we ended up paying 81 dollars for the next modle which works and it is pretty nice the floor manger took a lot of the bill we was very nice and I do have to say tried to take care of the problem. I will have more on this later I have to make some calls that ass hole is going down. Ok so here is the real reason for the post some pics of the fuzzy butts... Enjoy

Another day

Well it has been another day here and well the at most the only thing to really comment on is that I took the ferrets to the vet and as you may think this is not that big of a think we have 8 ferrets so it is not all that easy to keep all 8 happy well there.. For the most part it was fun the ferrets love to get out and they love to take a ride in the car. Found a new vet which I am sure we will keep this time he knows a lot about ferrets and has a lot of experienced with them. Have to go back next week for the rest of the shots but all is good for now... It was not as much money as I thought it would be which is always a good thing. Well that is about it for me....

Ok so this one is all me and my Q:

Ok so I am guessing there are not a lot of readers to this page well it sucks and I am ok with this but I am asking all that do read take this simple little thing that I am making just for the people that might read this really bad page.......


1 about how many times have you had sex

2 Have you ever had a 3 some

3 have you ever had sex with the same sex

4 what is your fetish

5 have you ever thought you could relay kill some one

6 have you ever been in love

7 ever had a one night stand

8 what is the most guiltiest thing you have ever done

9 do you own porn if so how much

10 your five pass time

No I know there are only 10 but well I am guessing that I will only get maybe 2 people to answer them so if I get more then 2 people then I will think of some new ones to post till then I hope to hear from some of you... you can e-mail them and I will post with out a name if you would like....


just send them to conceptzero@sbcglobal.net

Ok so i was just looking

here are two top picks that i would like to live thes are the houses i want. now i know the top one is a lite house but well i want it and you cant tell me no............................

as bad as it sounds

I think I have become a blog junky i am hooked on clicking next blog I do it for way longer then i should. I have found some funny some sad some that well just intrege me way to much. I guess this is what happens when you life is well not cool a nuff for ya. well I would list them but well i do not see a easy way to do so. (well you will all have to just suffer with out the good stuff... ok so i am not realy going any were with this blog and it is sad but true my life is not relay worth the posts and well i don't get coments that much so I am guessing that well there are only a cuple of you still reading this shit. so for you 2 or so left reading this realy bad spelling and gramer i hope you are happy with the lack of any thing good


here is to bad spelling and gramer got to love it

for ones we have it all in line

Well for the first time in a wile i think we have all the bills payed on time and well some payed that were just a little late. It is kinda nice to have things a little better lined up. most of the landery is clean and well the apt is looking better. Ferrets are pritty happy with about 6-7 hours a day out and about with us. all in all life is looking pritty good. Other news well my toe is better still hurts but i can move it up and down so i do not think i did to much damige wich is good.....
Not a lot has been going on got to see my bro (joe) that i have not seen in a wile it was nice to shot the shit....... well i am off to do some more picking up...


don't mess with the bull or your going to get the horns

A nother week begins

A nother week as much as it dose not seam so it is true. Well so fare this week is not starting out very good I had a miner miss hap and well I think my toe is broke I am not sure of this but will be seeing the doc (i hope) tomarro. Peaj sead it is most likely a sprang I don't know it is twice the size and well kinda got a nasty color to it now. (it just hurts) thing are pritty unavenful around here we just watched some moves good and bad. All though this week I need to do some cleaning it is getting pritty bad around here agin but well that is for the week to unfould for me. well boys and girls i am off to find a bed and sleep and try not to stub my toe on any thing on the way.

well things are looking good

Well as i found out you can now fish in hiens. Yes i know it is nasty but wate it is realy nice they even put like somthing around 12000 fish in the lake. well me and kaylee went for a wile she got to realy good size blue gill and well i did not do much exsept put worms on the hook for her. but it was fun we are planing on gitting up and going tomarro morning should be fun. we just got back from beeing up north was lots of fun for all could have been better but we went fishing and had a realy good time got to be with peaj for a wile just me her and well some fishing poles. but it was lots of fun....


I am happy to say my little girl is very happy with fishing with her dad.

Ok a little new news on old stuff

OK so a lot of you know me and peaj had a house. Lost a house well kinda just left it. Had black mold problem really bad one at that. After a couple time of the kid getting really sick and turning blue ( not breathing) we left it was hard but at the same time something to learn on. Well in the past couple of weeks I have got word of it. Got called in to court over it was not even going to go did not go to sleep that night till around 2 and well had to be there by 930 well needles to say I want to shits and giggles I guess met the lawyer he was a little weasel to say the lest. Kind funny looking to. Well asked him about 80 questions about the house and how much I owed and so on he did not care and did not know a dame thing well got to stand before the juge and ask him all the same stuff and then he pretty much told me to leave I did not protest to them taking the house hell I have been trying to give it to them. Well after the juge told me to leave I put my hat on (which is not liked in the court house) and told the bailiff that asked me to remove it to go well I think you know. And I walked out all in all it was a big waste of my time and well lost a lot of sleep which sucked. But what you going to do. I did learn a few things about court it is kinda funny at times had a little amusement in it all. Well the realtor that is trying to sell my house called and asked for the keys and I told him that when ever we are meeting at the house at 2 on tue so hope to be done and over with it all by then.....
in other news around here we are heading up north for the week end it is dads b day and I hope to have a good time with family.



dame the man for pushing us down....................................

trying times

Well lets see a lot of things are in the air right now and it is kinda hard to think of all it at one time. Things i know at this time. My loves peaj as you all know we have been married for a cuple of years how time flys when you are in love. Kaylee well what can i say she is my one and hopfuly not my last child i love her to death but time have gotten hard for her. little out burst and fealings of not being pritty it is hard to help a 6 year old under stand she is butiful that coming from you mom and dad well just don't do it.
ferrets well i have a over abuntens of them but i would not trad them for any thing they are grate fun for all i think. cats well got 2 and well don't realy have any thing to say they are nice one more then the other......
life in genral is not so bad we have been trying to deal with a lot trying to find a little better living space and haveing a hard time doing so. peaj's job is been going well we had a little run in with peaj's helth wich truned out ot be nuthing but we played it safe this time and things tured out good. me well there is not a lot to say i am kinda of a losy stay home dad things are not clean around here we live in a mess and well as much as i try i don't feal i am getting any were with it. kinda longing for a little adult converstaion it is a lot harder then i thought only talking to a little one hats of to my mom that did it way longer then i think i could. parnts well that is somthing that has been on my mind my parnits live kinda far way and well my mom is not doing well i see death in her and for ones that know me you know what i mean she is not as well as she says and that has been bothering me a lot latyl and like norm i am trying to just put it out of site and mind and well it dose not work well. my sis has been on my case so to say she needs some one and well as much i am there for any one you all know that. my sis is getting hard to deal with i know she is not happy were she is and well untill she steps up i don't know how much help i can be..... well that is almost every thing that has been plaging me as of late. now back to the mess to try to clean it up or well just throw the shit out the door at this point...


well you all know me and i hope this a finds you better in mind then I

it has been a wile and not a lot is new

Kaylee is loving having daddy home. but all in all it is not a bad gig it is a little ruff sometimes it is kinda hard to have adlut conversation. but to tell you the truth i kinda like being around the kid she is a lot of fun for the most part, and realy smart kinda scary most of you know i have a lerning problem and well as much is i think she may have a little of that she is realy smart she gets stuff realy fast. to fast sometimes, well that is about all i have to say got a pritty bissy day tomarro and well got to get stuff ready..........



you all keep working for the man for me LOL

little to much

well it is sad to say but i am relay lite waght as of now i have not drank in a wile well for a long wile and i have 3 beers and i am pritty lit i am listing to tom petty story teller and it is alomst 12 playing with ferrets and the kid and well this all started form having to much beer in the frig and needing a little more room so i started drinking. well that and the kid wanted so much to stay up and see mommy. but well i am realy going no were with this i am just typing to type i guess well you all leve some comments on this one i am sure....



i am out you sober basterds.

well it has been a wile

well it has been 2 or 3 days now being a homemaker. it is not all bad i am realy dieing for some not 6 year old talk. but what can ya do.


ok not much just felt i should do somthing..

It is done and over

Well work is done now. It was kinda sad leving i will miss the people i worked with they were all realy nice. (even got me a going away card) But well to day is the fist day of being mr mom and it is not all bad just got a lot of cleaning to do. Just got back went up nother to see the parints and pick the kid up had a good time we rented a boat and went fishing we all got fix exsepet peaj she did not get a fish. but we all had a realy good time fishing and talking. but other then that not a lot going on. I will be makeing a little more effert in the hole friend thing i have been negleting a lot of ya and well now i got the time and i will be calling many of you.


well that is all peepz

one more day

Ok so i have one more day of work and then i am out of there. The only problem is i think tomarro will be the longest day i have ever worked there. But i will go just for shits and giggles if you will..


all it takes is on step to start the jurnie.

7 more days

well as most every one knows by now I am going to quit my job and rase our dautger wich is cool and all. but this hole got well now 6 more days that i have to work thing is realy hard. we keep running out of parts and well to say the lest of all the place is going to shit in a hand basket. My boss is cool about it "if you need you job back just call me i will beg them to hire you back" was what he told me and well about every boss over him. but i don't think the place will make it going at this rate. well things are good bissy but good. Peaj is pretty happy at her job and well i am happy that i am leving mine.

sorry that the up dates are fare and few in between.

Well worth the post

Well I just got the call it is official I do not have to work to day do to lack of parts they are giving us the option to stay home. Now you ask you self when they call what do I do
(a you could say well I will come in and try to help with cleaning or reworks
(b say ok well I will just stay home and try to get some of my things done
(c hell ya I am fucking staying home bitch.

You can only guess what one I told them. So needles to say I have a 3 day week end and well I may not be getting payed for to day it is relay dame nice to just stay home.

other news
manly yester day I spent doing reworks job of ripping parts down to save some of the pieces which they get payed time and a half for. Wow do you think I did a hole lot I did about 3 and then found some suckes form my line and told them hay I will show you how to do this and well after they got it I was gone to smoke... (out side) do to the new smoking rule in the shop you can no longer smoke in side and being a rainy day yesterday well I just smoked inside. Screw them what you going to do fire me whait I am quitting next month.

well that was happy news for the day that made me jump around and sing (I don't have to work to day) not very catchy sorry (works for me)

well things are going

not all the things are good as of yet. Work went non smoking and for you that know me i well just cant go with out a smoke for 8 hours. pritty much sucks my left nut but the good news is i will not be there much longer we are looking around july 15 or so i think i am not to sure of that. well peaj has started her job. all is good. are ferret is sick and well she is on meds but she is looking good we are pritty sure she got numona and we are hope full that she will get over it.. other then that i have been living day by day we don't have the kid she is at the inlaws and well peaj is on days for 3 weeks and well that pritty much means i don't see her she don't see me it sucks but you have to do what you have to do.


the usa is no long as free as they preach

you all suck

Well the week end comes to a close

Well it is over and I cant say it was all that grate of a week end not a lot went on sleeping and laundry. Just a lot of hanging at home. We did go to best buy to get struck my lighting well the store and direcliy but we were touching metal in the store kind hurt but not to bad. Well this is a start of another week at the hell hole I call work. It was 110 most of the week were I was working not fun kind kicks your ass... peaj is doing well at her job she will know her fist day at work and not orienting Monday or Tuesday. Well other then that the kid is out this week cool for her kinda not for us she will be staying at my sisters for a week and peajs parents for a week and my parents for a week the pore kid is not going to see us much for a couple months.. Well I say so long to you all it is off to bed to start another week of hell.................

Not a lot to say

Well not a hole lot to say works sucks. I had a 4 day week end unpaid work did not have parts so they called and told me to stay home kind sucks could use the money. We did get a new CEO are last one imbecile about 4.7 mill or so they shipped him back to Germany for the charges. But well live is been pretty mundane. Peaj starts her new job next week relay cool I am relay happy about her going to work I think she will enjoy it. The kid is out in a couple days then all summer long to have fun. Well sad to say but that is about it so well um

What a ass

Ok so I am such a ass my lovely wife asked me a small favor and well I did not only not do it but I argued about it with her. Well see she asked me to make some pb&j's for the field trip she is going on to day wick kaylee and well I forgot and then I feel asleep at the dame computer and well by the time I woke it was 3 and I went to bed. So in turn I woke to feeling like a ass she asked so little of me and I did not even do it. So in turn I picked up a little around the apt I vacuumed and washed the kitchen floor. Some hoe that dose not seam like a nuff. So this is me saying I am relay sorry.

I hope things went well and you had fun

to all that hate my speling

well do not know what to tell you all well i am delxsic and well my speling sucks i use spell check but well that dose not do a hole lot of good when you don't know how to spel the word in the fist plays so this one will not be spel checked and well you can all see for your self how bad it is.

well a nother day another doller found out yesterday that the company that i work for fired the ceo i guess there was some realy bad desitions and well some inbesling on the side from what i hear. well word is that work might bee there for a wile they are looking in to closeing a nother loacation and well bringing it all back here. well that is to bad for the 240 people that well they payed to transfur down there. the company dose not have the money to move them back if they move it all back but well that is what you get i guess.


well that is about it for me and i hope you all have fun trying to under stand any of this

WTF

Well another day has come and gone for me. I payed the company to start my insures early which I think may have been a good thing. Well the talk in the office when I happed by well sounded a lot like another lay off which well kind sucks I don't know what is going on there.
The company I work for dose not have any money they can't even buy us gloves I mean come on how do you exespect us to work which sharp metal things and not have any gloves it seam they are relay having hard times which is never good for a company. I am not relay sure if the hole lay off thing will happen but to say the lest I don't thing this is a step in the right direction for me. Well I did appeal my unemployment diction again I am starting to think I am just beating a dead dog at this point. I do not see them giving me any of the money that is well mine. And well to say the lest I don't think another lay off will help much.


well that is about all for this well down day

Facing the cross roads

Well here I am facing the cross roads again peaj landed the job we all new she would she is just to good at what she dose not to.

well here are the choices I have a) stay at work for a company I relay don't think I will go fare in or b) work for a wile and then stay home and be a man bitch (nothing bad about the term) or d) stay working and well just stay working. Ok so my thoughts on the hole thing well I relay don't like work well not the work part I just don't like working for some one were I am just a nother never and well relay don't do any thing of importunate (I know you are all saying but chuck that is how life is) but on the same hand well I relay don't want to be a free loader which I most likely feel like after quitting a job to say home I relay don't know how you women do it. I am kind stuck here peaj would like me to say home and I am pretty sure it is not for the meals I cook. I think she just feels a little gilt about me having to work all the time to pay for every thing and well now she can do that for us in stead of me doing it. (not that is a bad thing I just love her more for it) But see I don't know if I could just quit and well stay home and do the hole stay home dad thing it is kind scare to think about it. Being layed off well that was a vacation I guess I new I would go back to work at some point. But well if I quit well I don't think I could go back to work for them. So I would be burning the bridge I guess. As much as I don't like work and bitch about it and I do that a lot I relay don't know what to do here I lost. Well I think that part that is relay eating me is my parents stand on it well they were pissed at peaj for taking the job being after noons and well me working the same shift but well you do what you have to and guess they are not seeing that right now I mean hell they are the ones that raised me like that. I don't relay have any good input on the hole thing. I have made up my mind on if I quit I do want to have a set amout of money in the bank saving that is and well that is not a very high goal seeing that peaj will be making a lot more then me and well we could live on just me well we have been any ways. I am kind sketchy about just leaving and well not having a job I have always had a job. That is just the hole life thing get a job like or not you have to have money you know.

this hole thing is well kind eating at me I have not called my parents do to it I do not want to hear it from my mom and well I just have been sitting around thinking about it could I relay stay home and take care of my little girl is this something I could do? I relay don't know how to even test the waters. I have another 2 and a half months before I have my 120 days in at work which mean if I want the benifits I will have to paything for it till I get the 120. I don't get vacations till I have a year in so it is not like I could take one and see how things go when peaj starts her job. I have only made one thing clear about all of it I want money in the savings and a nice chunks of change at that before I do any of it.......

as all you peepz know you are welcome to comment on this and well it may even be helpful.
well I leave you which
WHAT THE FUCK
good night all

Big day for some

Well to day is a pretty big day for peaj she is going for a job interview. Lets all hope she gets it ( I am sure she will).
work is been pretty taxing I am sore every were but it is work and well they do pay me. Well I found out that I would pay them till I get my 120 days in, and get the insurance that they offer so that will work out would relay like to have insurance again.



here is a question for every one out there
if you could have any job which would you have and would you go through the schooling for it ????

No words to use

Well I don't really have any thing to say peaj kind just ripped all the words and well every thing I could think about bitching about out of my head peaj you are loved




out over no words left to say not a whisper or a yell just happiness left form words that meant more then most will know

Well well well

Peaj did it she is now out of school.

We are very proud of her she has done more in the last 5 years then I could have ever done. Well the week end is going relay good so fare we have had the family to together (hers and mine) a couple of time and things went relay well. Little more detail in to all of that.
Friday was a little ify at first did not know if I could get out of work early to go to peaj's recuntion night. But ofcores I did would not have missed it for the world. And then on top of it I just did not go back (don't worry I called my boss and let him know). It was nice much more then I thought it would be had a pretty good time. Got to see brother (Joe) and my other brother well we have the same parents but I don't think that means a hole lot to him. It was good seeing my brother it has been a wile got pretty bissie sorting shit out with life and all. Well moving on to Saturday which I thought would suck well it was grate got to see peaj walk the stage and all and I almost cryed I was so happy to see her finish something that has been pretty hard for her and well us. After we went to lunch with her parents and gram it was nice (by that time I was pretty tired). After we went home to try to take a nape kaylee (my daughter) need something bad. Well after the relay sort nap we were back on to a another family thing. Chatters a little bar that is well a hole in the wall has grate crab lags (all you can eat) and we got the family to together again for the hole thing. It was grate had a relay good time and had well over my fill of crab to say the least on the guest list was peaj's parents my parents and my sister and husben and all 3 kids our daughter and my sisters two. All in all it work out relay nice and we all would like to do it again. Well that is the week end so fare and well it has been a relay bissy one so fare and we still have a another day and we are going to go to a party (one of the girls that peaj went to school with) and well I don't think we are going to stay long we are beet and well I have work on Monday.


well I am out boys and girls

I made it one more day

Well the day is done and I made it throw yet another wodiful day. Not all bad but started to get a little stressed but all in all not to bad got paid the was nice. Well management seams to like me which is always good nothing but good things to say about me. Still don't know how this Friday is going to go with peaj's party thing I am not really sure if I can go or if I can stay long. It is hard to get a answer out of any one were I work so I will just have to wait and see........


well I am happy peaj is finally done and over with all this, she has done way more then I think I could ever do I am prod to have her as a wife, well to all the rest of you all I am over and out of this blog for now........................

Monday is coming to a close

Well my Monday is almost over and to tell you the truth well work was not all bad. Besides the fact that we were short 5 people and I had to run two jobs. (not easy when you still don't know what the fuck you are doing). Ok so every one out there or well just the people that come to this site (not a lot) I want to know how many people are having a bad day and then go to work and it turns out to be a not so bad day?????



off to bed the day is done

Monday blues

Well I made it to a nother week. It is now Monday and well I am already dreading going to work. Sounds fun, I am in a new department seams the lay off and well I don't have a fucking clue what I am relay doing something about the back axle of big rigs. I am learning well trying to the hole 10 min traying on the job thing sucks leaves me open to relay big fuckups to say the lest but well what you going to do. The company is moving 5 more people off my shift which is going to leave us relay sort. Now it is going to be 10min training in about 3 min sound fun NOT well the week end was to say the lest kind short did not do a hole lot the wife cooked yes I said the wife cooked and she is pretty dame good at it. Well I am off to start a nother week.................


another day another dollar (so I hope)

Kind a tart

All in wich I am talking about it on the bottom right hand side of the page I think I need a little help in trying to get it set up a little better. (any help would be helpful) Well I got some pics up took a little time but I got them up. Here is a little incite to them well the first two are my tattoos I have on my arms my left arm is first and my right has the red and black dragons. The one after that is of well you guessed it a beautiful butter fly any guy would like to do LOL. And well that last the last is just fucking funny I mean any one can relate to having a monkey on your back. But well I just hate when you get a monkey on your nuts.

well as I try to add a little more then just bitching content please bare with me I am a little slow at this hole thing it has been a wile using html and well just about any thing to do with the computer lately

don't let the man get you down warren

Well a nother day a nother dollar

Well I was begged to go to the bar with every one from work. ofcores I said no I have to get home to my wife that I thought was going to be up when I got home. NOT she was out like a lit I think I will be going to the bar next week. I got off early and well instead of getting to at lest talk to some one I am putting a nother relay boring blog in for well one person (Joe) to read I mean well I guess I could just right to him seeing that well he is the only one that as commented.


this is to pathetic talk to ya later (Joe)

Wanting to kill something

Well that had to have been the most depressing night ever I mean come on work sucks I mean every one has said that but this was just down right I want to kill every one I see and then hang my self with the crane depressing. Ok so I don't like work big surprise I mean I don't know of any one that likes it. But this is just way past a slow day or a hard day it was a day better not ever having. Relay don't under stand how my father could have ever done 31 years in a plant, my hat goes off to him and he more then deserves his retirement.

Pathetic

Yes I am it only took me about a half hour to even figure out how to put likes on my page it has been a wile for using the hole html thing

well a nother day is upon us and well at lest it is not raining so fare. Sleeped good and ready for a nother day of work.

still trying to not let the man get me down

Dilemmas

Ok so I am undecided again about y I am doing this hole thing

I am working for this company just so I can get a 120 day and then start rocking the bout
or I am I just staying so I have some resin to bitch (a lot) about something.

so here are some pro's and cons to this hole thing

pro they do pay ok
con shitty contract
pro the hours work for now
con working for the man
pro shit I am out of pro's
con getting screwed out of my month and a half of time I did have
con ok so this hole con thing could just keep going that is kinda shitty but well just a couple more
con not getting to see the wife much well not rely at all
con having to go there


well I think you all get the point
see the thing that is relay killing me right now is well a pore union rep and yes I mean pretty dame pore, I think he tried to threaten me the other day, something about he better not heir me bitch any more about having to come back with no time put in then he proceed to tell me how he went to bat for me and got me the job back in the first place "the company did not have to bring me back" so he said well I know better a union job is a union job they are unable to lay you off and then just hire new people that is not how it works I have been a union rep for a company be for (just in case you wondering no I did not get paid any more money then my union brothers and sisters) it is not a easy job but well what he is spilling is a lot of shit out of his pie hole. Yah and by the way he makes 25 dollars a hour and that is a lot more then 3ed leval which is the most me and every one else could make kinda funny is it not. Well a nuff about me going on about the UAW which is not fitting for me.

I feel my life is starting to slip this hole work thing it just gets you down pretty quick but I am hanging in there.
my wife is do to get out of school next week and the crap part is I might not get to even go to comensiments to see her. But I am trying to deal with the devil to get a little time out of work for that and I just might have found a way now I just got to itch that back and see if it works


well don't let the man get you down

after noons

well all i realy have to say is after noons and famley well they just don't go to gether what so ever

awake to pain

Its kinda funny that i wake the first day after i go back to work in pain my back my legs. moving 100 to 300 pond axel cassis sucks even if there is a crane to help lift them.

Well not realy liking this hole don't get to do things with the famley but for now i will have to deal.

well that is the lates scoop

Work is a bitch

Well I had my first day and well it pretty much dose not compare to haveing time with my little girl she is way more fun. Well work sucked I found out I cam back form lay off with zero zilch notta for time. wich pretty much means I have to start over for my 120 days it suck but well I am sure the union rep has his pockets lined for it. On to other crap I don't see the company I work for staying to long in till they pull there heads out of there asses. They just keep blowing money and well they just don't have it to blow I am on a new job it sucks just as much but what you going to do they pay me so I guess I will go and do it all over tomorrow. I did find out that I can still test out of a department that I use to work in so I do have the opportunity to get a dollar more an hour. That is ok but not grate. Still have not got my unemployment yet they are taking there time with that, ( hay could relay use the money). Well I am out


any comments are welcome (well that is if any one even comes to the site)

New day new stuff

Well I have been layed off for some time now (3months) and well now they have called me back so it is pritty nice I am starting afternoons (not really cool) but for now it works out with taking my kid to school and all for the last couple months she has left of school. Well going back to work is a good thing I am broke and starting to worry about paying the bills not to motion the rent. As most of you know by now peak is almost out of school soon she well be a relay RNA wick will pay kind nice I just have to get her to go to work ( not going to be easy). Well there has been a lot going on and a hole lot not going on like my life well it seams that way I am board all around I don't relay think that work is going to help just take my mind off of it but well that is the best I can do for now.

well that is about all I got at the moment
not that any one even checks this shit out but
not a nether day and a nether note

A nother day or night

Well it is all here again all that shit that never seems to go away I am now on nights and lisening to some diff tunes a lot has changed most for the good but now it is all here in the face and I am getting tired of it again so that is about it for my up dates and now you are all left in the dark

You all suck

I have come to the concluding that all humans suck (and not all in the good way) I don't know what it is starting to have a hard time with all the people lately getting sick of all the shit I think well that is about 2 cents for now